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MammaMia 04-05-2010 02:30 PM

*cuddles everyone* I know I don't have to pretend...

We're a great gang =) I feel so old as I'm sorta an original haha, been living in this ward since late 2007 :O

Doikers 04-05-2010 02:33 PM

I LOVE "April Rain" thats the only album I have and their first song I heard off of it but it's so hard to choose lol

I am off to accupuncture in a bit , then (food) shopping .

Scarletdreamer 04-05-2010 02:39 PM

Lol Hels, you and I have been members for about the same amount of time but I wasn't an original in here... but I am older than you in IRL years. ;) *cuddles* So don't feel TOO old... although I suppose you are entitled to feeling a bit old. Lol.

Tineke, I hope that the rest of your day goes okay. Sounds like you have it packed pretty full of plans!! Me, just writing this soc paper then if I finish it (or if I get burnt out on it) start the health psych paper and also study for both. UGH. :( I hate life right now... it will (hopefully) be a bit better after finals week (this week) is over... two days and I (hopefully) will be done!! :D My last undergrad papers... :)

"April Rain" is a gorgeous song, Mark, but I totally know what you mean as it's so hard to choose!! I'm planning on ordering some stuff soon... but mostly books to read over the summer for psych... about transactional analysis and some stuff by Albert Ellis (founder of REBT - rational emotive behavioral therapy, basically CBT - I think, anyway!!). Blah. It should be interesting reading though, as I love the topic. :) Hope you have a good time grocery shopping... pick up some pineapple for me, would you? :D Hehe... *cuddles*

*sighs and hides once more*

MammaMia 04-05-2010 02:42 PM

Hahaha bless us April. I know I'm not that old. Only 20 after all ;) I feel older. Argh I know it's bad but I want my 21st to hurry, just so I can have my party =P

*hides and cuddles with you*

Will someone please motivate me to have a shower & tidy my room? LOL

[Awakening] 04-05-2010 02:45 PM

HAVE A SHOWER AND TIDY YOUR ROOM! not really motivation but might help :P

I miss u guys *cuddles all round*

when u 21 Helen? Im 21 June 12th :D

Scarletdreamer 04-05-2010 02:46 PM

I'll be 22 in less than a month... still young I know but older than you. ;) Hehehe... :P *cuddles Hels* We're silly yet... but as shown by Jarrod, who is 28, you can still be silly approaching 30!! So we have nothing to worry about... plenty of time to be silly still. :D

Hmmm I need to tidy my room too, go through the books I have in there and figure out which ones need to go back to my parents' house, as the books are taking up ALL of the floor space on my side!! :o I have soo many here, about 6 thigh-high stacks, plus a bin. I am such a hoarder... lol. And most of them I've not even read... shame on me. :( But I will get to them eventually. :)

Go take a shower, Hels... it will feel good... hot water cascading over your skin, relaxing you... plus you get cleaner hair that way and it will smell really good!! :D (heehee, I'm TRYING... :P)

*cuddles all*

JOCELYN!!!! I spy you!! *tackles* lol... and Hels and Mark too!! *big cuddles*

MammaMia 04-05-2010 02:56 PM


Originally Posted by scarlett whore (Post 2278108)
HAVE A SHOWER AND TIDY YOUR ROOM! not really motivation but might help :P

I miss u guys *cuddles all round*

when u 21 Helen? Im 21 June 12th :D

WOW!! I think that's worked :laugh: I'm not 21 til 7th March 2011 :laugh: :laugh: :laugh: Lucky you for being 21 in June =P I've missed you Jocyln :(


Originally Posted by Scarletdreamer (Post 2278109)
I'll be 22 in less than a month... still young I know but older than you. ;) Hehehe... :P *cuddles Hels* We're silly yet... but as shown by Jarrod, who is 28, you can still be silly approaching 30!! So we have nothing to worry about... plenty of time to be silly still. :D

Hmmm I need to tidy my room too, go through the books I have in there and figure out which ones need to go back to my parents' house, as the books are taking up ALL of the floor space on my side!! :o I have soo many here, about 6 thigh-high stacks, plus a bin. I am such a hoarder... lol. And most of them I've not even read... shame on me. :( But I will get to them eventually. :)

Go take a shower, Hels... it will feel good... hot water cascading over your skin, relaxing you... plus you get cleaner hair that way and it will smell really good!! :D (heehee, I'm TRYING... :P)

This entire post made me smile. Lol. I will go have a shower now, I'm such a good girl.. Yes you should sort through your books. My Nan is a hoarder aswell...not good sometimes but she's not tooooooooo bad :P

lynx 04-05-2010 03:06 PM

I can't get to the cupboard where the Pokιmon stuff is probably stacked because the floor is stuffed with crap :-(

And I'm hungry. I think I'm going to eat something.

And yeah, Hels, taking a shower helps. It helped a bit with me, although that might have been because I know that part of my clothes are soaked and it'll take a lifetime for them to dry *gna gna gna*

I like being sadistic in a weird way once in a while.

*Hugs Jocelyn* Thanks for the PM back.

SoMuchMore 04-05-2010 03:10 PM

*hugs helen* i loved my 21st birthday party. So fun lol. *sends subliminal motivating messages for cleaning*

*hugs april* Good luck with both of your papers. Im in the same boat as you trying to finish up uni stuff for the semester. Im so glad its almost summer... and i bet ur glad that ur almost completely done!

*hugs Tineke* welcome! Im sorry to hear that you cut, but it sounds like you have a busy day planned. Hope that it is distracting

*cuddles jocelyn* hi!!! We miss you too! how have you been?

*hugs mark* hope your acupuncture goes well.

*hugs JK*

*hugs oliver* i hope that you dont have a panic attack too. I am sorry about the situation with your sister, maybe she just needs time... Its true though, you didn't do anything wrong, so don't feel too guilty.

*hugs JK* thanks hun. Im sorry about your friend and that you were triggered at the funeral. And we definitely do care here. So please dont hesitate to update us on how u are.

*waves at owen*

*hugs kat, hayley, crimson, julie and everyone else*

I can't exactly pinpoint why i feel so badly right now. I thought i was getting through things okay. I was feeling a little better about the ex situation and all... but there is this voice in my head now that keeps telling me that it is impossible for me to get better and that i am only fooling myself... Its been there since my nightmare the other night (it was only a small portion of the dream, but apparently it really stuck or something.) I dont know.. maybe im just being stupid, but it bothers me that my brain seems to keep reminding me that i am going to fail at getting better.

MammaMia 04-05-2010 03:29 PM

Well that shower was good :D

Laura, ignore the voice, it's not telling you the truth *holds you*

Strawberry.Bananas 04-05-2010 03:58 PM

*sections self, into tiny padded room where nobody can get to me and i can't get out*

I can't cause trouble then.

Scarletdreamer 04-05-2010 04:04 PM

I spy a Hels!!! *glomps* I'm glad that your shower was good... but you apparently forgot your invisibility cloak somewhere about!! :-O Lol... :D How are you feeling now? (and you CAN say "low," that's okay!! *cuddles*)

Joc, we've missed you too. How's stuff at the hospital been going? Are you still interning/working there? How has stuff in general been going? *cuddles*

Laura, hon, that "voice" isn't telling you the truth... you WILL get better, you've just got to keep having faith in that. I know that all of us in here believe that we are all capable of getting better... it just takes time, a lot of time and work, but time does heal, so the pain your ex caused you will decrease with time. I wish I could do more and say more to help... but I can offer a shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen, and arms to virtually hold you. ♥ Same goes for everyone else. :)

Tineke, how're you doing now? I'm sorry you can't get to the Pokιmon stuff - never really understood that or got into it, I dunno. What exactly is it? I've seen Pikachu but that's about all I know about it... lol. Pretty pathetic. I hope that you got summat tasty to eat... :)

So now our bedroom is more of a mess than ever!! I started unstacking books and currently have 2 bags full of books for my mum to take back to their house, and after finals are over I'll be sorting them & alphabetizing them on my bookshelves there. I have no bookshelves here at the apartment (which REALLY sucks) but at least I have them at my parents' house that I can still use... lol. I discovered some Jodi Picoult books that I forgot I had - my old therapist gave them to me - I have 10 total I think, maybe eleven... yeyy. Am planning on rereading ALL of them by the end of the summer. Hopefully. Well, not all of them... I just recently read Handle With Care and remember that one all too well... sad ending. :(

Anyway. Now back to my stupid soc paper... :-\ I hate it!! Right now I'm writing about deviance and sexual abuse and SI and it's kind of triggering... and I don't know if I am doing it right. I just want to get this paper DONE - it's already 4 pages long - but I also want to do a REALLY good job on it... GAHHHHH!!!!!! *screams*

*hides in shame*

MammaMia 04-05-2010 04:14 PM

*cuddles April tight* I'd want to get that paper done fast & well too. Go you for having 4 pages done so far ^_^ Keep at it, soon be over. I'm bit hyper again, blame my party song list (so far :p) Would you like to see LOL

*cuddles Vicki & everyone lots*

Scarletdreamer 04-05-2010 04:20 PM

Sure, wouldn't mind seeing your party song list. :) I'm glad that you're kind of hyper, it will liven up the ward and also make you stay happy for a little longer. Hopefully you won't crash like I do though... *cuddles*

Just updated r/v thread... it's kind of depressing but I don't think that there are any obvious trigs. It's just low. I feel low. I feel like **** actually, and really want to cut - Jarrod's not here now and my mum's not here yet - so I could... I don't know... :-/

My NP just texted back... urgh. I don't know what she'll say in response to my text back... :-X

*hides in an invisible hole after sending Vicki some cuddles*

Doikers 04-05-2010 04:35 PM

*Hugs Everyone who wants them*
*Gives Pineapple to April* Don't be so hard on yourself , UNI is almost over and you are working so hard , be proud of that ok?
*Hugs Helen* YESSSS I would love to read your party song list :)
*Waves at Owen*

Sorry for lack of replies:S.

Scarletdreamer 04-05-2010 04:35 PM

*feels lonely* :(

*sits in the corner and tries to think about her soc paper and how happy she will be when she's done with it*


Scarletdreamer 04-05-2010 04:36 PM

Mark!! *curls up next to* Lack of replies is okay, and thanks for the pineapple, just what I needed. Hehe. I love fresh or canned pineapple, my favorite fruit I think... peaches come close too though.

How are you doing??

MammaMia 04-05-2010 04:37 PM

Try to keep safe sweet. Sorry you're feeling so low *snuggles* I will no doubt crash again, so enjoying it for now...

The following content has been hidden - Reason : Very long song list =P
1. YMCA – Village people
2. Beyonce – Single Ladies (Put a ring on it)
3. I gota feeling – Black Eyed Peas
4. Party all the time – Black Eyed Peas
5. Showdown – Black Eyed Peas
6. Boom boom pow – Black Eyed Peas
7. Meet me halfway – Black Eyed Peas
8. These words – Natasha Bedingfield
9. Unwritten – Natasha Bedingfield
10. I wanna have your babies – Natasha Bedingfield
11. Don’t Cha – Pussycat Dolls
12. Cha cha slide – Mr C. The slide man
13. 5,6,7,8 – Steps
14. Tragedy – Steps
15. Barbie Girl – Aqua
16. Wannabe – Spice Girls
17. Saturday Night – Whigfield
18. Waterloo – ABBA
19. Dancing Queen – ABBA
20. I will survive – Gloria Gaynor
21. Macarena song
22. Blue (Da Ba Dee) – Eiffel 65
23. C’est la vie – B*Witched
24. Everybody get up – 5ive
25. We like to party – Vengaboys
26. Hit me baby one more time – Britney Spears
27. Mambo No. 5 – Lou Bega
28. Don’t stop movin’ – S Club 7
29. Reach – S Club 7
30. S Club Party – S Club 7
31. Love Shack – The B52’s
32. Toxic – Britney Spears
33. Never had a dream come true – S Club 7
34. I like the way you move – Body Rockers
35. Lady Marmalade – All Saints
36. The tide is high – Atomic Kitten
37. It’s ok – Atomic Kitten
38. Ladies Night – Atomic Kitten
39. The Superman Song – Black Lace
40. It wasn’t me – Shaggy
41. Seven Days – Craig David
42. Spiller (if this ain’t love) – Groovyjet
43. Murder on the Dancefloor – Sophie Ellis Bextor
44. Ketchup Song – Las Ketchup
45. What I go to school for – Busted
46. 5 colours in her hair – McFly
47. Build me up buttercup – The Foundations
48. Get party started – Pink
49. Just like a pill – Pink
50. SOS – Rihanna
51. Umbrella – Rihanna
52. Don’t stop the music – Rihanna
53. Party in the USA – Miley Cyrus
54. Move your feet – Junior Senior
55. Fight for this love – Cheryl Cole
56. Wake me up before you go go – Wham
57. Milkshake – Kelis
58. I’m outta love – Anastasia
59. Summer of 69 – Byran Adams
60. Man I feel like a woman – Shania Twain
61. That don’t impress me much – Shania Twain
62. Sex Bomb – Tom Jones
63. All night long – Lionie Ritchie
64. Music – Madonna
65. Uptown Girl – Westlife
66. Flying without wings – Westlife
67. She’s the one – Robbie Williams
68. Rock DJ – Robbie Williams
69. Angels – Robbie Williams
70. Let me entertain you – Robbie Williams
71. The time of my life – Bill Medley & Jennifer Warnes
72. Grease megamix
73. You’ve got a friend – James Taylor
74. Just a little – Liberty X
75. Gotta have your love – Liberty X
76. A night to remember – Liberty X
77. Everybody – Hear’Say
78. Pure & Simple – Hear’Say
79. Girls just wanna have fun – Cyndi Lauper
80. Hey mickey – Lolly
81. Because we want to – Billie Piper
82. Shine – Take That
83. Patience – Take That
84. Rule the world – Take That
85. Stayin Alive – Bee Gees
86. Blame it on the boogie – Jackson 5
87. Crazy Chick – Charlotte Church
88. She will be loved – Maroon 5
89. This Love – Maroon 5
90. Rock your body – Justin Timberlake
91. Thousand Miles – Vanessa Caltron
92. All the things she said – t.A.T.u
93. Just a ride – Jem
94. All about you – McFly
95. Closest thing to crazy –
96. Wish I – Jem
97. Bring it all back – S Club 7
98. Everybody in love – JLS
99. I should be so lucky – Kylie Mingoue
100. My life would suck without you – Kelly Clarkson
101. Superstar – Jamelia
102. Shot you down – Audio Bullys feat Nancy Sinatra
103. Mercy – Duffy
104. Aciiid – Jem
105. In this life – Delta Goodrem
106. Clumsy – Fergie

Course, I will add/delete more between now & next year

Strawberry.Bananas 04-05-2010 04:38 PM

thanks hels, thanks april :(

Doikers 04-05-2010 04:42 PM


29. Reach – S Club 7
It woulden't be a party without it :)

*Hugs April* I'm sorry you feel lonely , I do too sometimes , we can be lonely together? *Sits with April curled up by him*

lynx 04-05-2010 04:43 PM

Pokιmons are animals but not really. They're being kept in balls as pets and when you want them to fight you throw your balls on the ground and they come out. Sounds childish and maybe retarded, but Tom and I have lots of fun playing with that kind of toys :-D

I didn't do anything I had planned, I haven't even eaten. I'm going to bed again in a bit I guess. Tom is having a crap day too. I guess it's just something we need to sit out...

MammaMia 04-05-2010 04:47 PM


Originally Posted by Strawberry.Bananas (Post 2278223)
thanks hels, thanks april :(

*cuddles tight*


Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 2278229)
It woulden't be a party without it :)

Indeed not :laugh:


Originally Posted by lynx (Post 2278232)
Pokιmons are animals but not really. They're being kept in balls as pets and when you want them to fight you throw your balls on the ground and they come out. Sounds childish and maybe retarded, but Tom and I have lots of fun playing with that kind of toys :-D

I looooove Pokemon :D

Kahlia1981 04-05-2010 05:01 PM

*hugs all who can accept hugs*

Sorry I haven't been around much. I really hope my new monitor arrives tomorrow! Well today really, it's 1:55 am already.

For those who have asked, I'm not doing brilliantly. I'm definitely depressed. The good news however is that I'm not as depressed as I was. However, I regularly (at least 20 times a day) have moments where I have to leave a room or find someone to talk to about random stuff to stop myself from doing something su related.

We did have a godsend today however. Our electricity bill arrived and it was less than $135.00. We are 50% below the average usage which suits us fine. It does mean I'm going to have to put off ordering my MedicAlert bracelet for yet another fortnight, but the electricity bill I guess has to come first.

I'm really sorry for the lack of individual replies, I just haven't been able to keep up.

*finds everyone and has a little one-on-one chat with them, hugs those who want and can accept hugs, pats, cuddles and plays with Puppy SinClair and leaves some special no-cal ice-cream in the secret freezer in the kitchen*

Strawberry.Bananas 04-05-2010 05:05 PM

Pokemon is actually awesome! ... I'm nearly done with HeartGold! :D

Scarletdreamer 04-05-2010 05:19 PM

It doesn't sound retarded at all, Tineke. Anything that you can do with your significant other or even friends and enjoy that time, well, it's worth it. :) I mean, my bestie and I still play with mud!! lol... seriously though, we do, and have since we were about 12. (I'm nearly 22, she's nearly 21 now.) *cuddles* I'm sorry that you haven't gotten much done today, but maybe you just need a break from, well, life for awhile. I dunno. *more cuddles*

Mark, being lonely together sounds like a plan... but if we're keeping each other company being lonely, then we're not really lonely at all, are we? *stays curled up next to, if he doesn't mind?* How are you doing??

Awh Kahlia, I'm sorry that you aren't asleep yet... not because I don't want you in the ward, but because no sleeping = icky. :( I hope your monitor arrives soon too... :) I'm also glad that you're not as depressed as you were... but still, you are definitely depressed... wish I could help in some more concrete way but sadly you are too far away!!

Hels, I love(d) S Club 7. :P I listened to them all the time in high school (that was a looong time ago, it feels like anyway). Makes me want to listen to them again and see if I still like their stuff. :) Nice selection although I have to admit I don't know a lot of the groups/singers. :-/ How are you doing now? still hyper? :)

My soc paper is... well, not coming along well at all. I'm thinking about working on health psych for awhile and just seeing how I'll do on that one, as it's a TOTALLY different topic and I think that it would do my brain good to have a change. I don't know though. :-/ I'm really worried about getting everything done on time... :(

I'm so sick of life... :'( My NP still hasn't texted me back from my earlier text, about an hour ago, about the Klonopin and how I am passively suicidal and also really want to cut and am home alone. Guess she is either busy or is sick of me, doesn't want to be bothered by my petty problems. Hell, what a bitch I am!!!!


Kahlia1981 04-05-2010 05:28 PM

April: Yeah, the not sleeping isn't good. I'm actually going to disappear and try and get a few hours shortly. It's important for me to keep trying.

I guess I'm just tired, and all my tanks are running on empty. *sigh*

Scarletdreamer 04-05-2010 05:33 PM

Here's hoping that you sleep well, love. *cuddles and tucks you up* Yeh, keeping on trying is very important... not sleeping just makes moods go all over the place, as I'm sure you've noticed.

I'm so angryyy.... :'(

Doikers 04-05-2010 05:36 PM

*Hunkers down with April* Curl up with me all you want . You a not a bitch at all ! your NP could just be super busy . It's not anything personal I'm sure.

*Hugs Kahlia* I really hope you get some good sleep , * makes Camomille tea and warm milk for you* Choices choices :) Sleep tight.

Scarletdreamer 04-05-2010 05:38 PM

*snuggles up next to Mark and thanks him for being so sweet* I am a bitch, I really am... but my NP did text back about the Klonopin, but didn't mention anything else. Ughhh... really want to go cut!!!! :'( So so triggered... and I want to go to that website I mentioned before, the SI one that is graphic, and trigger myself on purpose so I have an excuse for being triggered, instead of this random angry triggeryness... does that even make any sense??

I'm sorry for being so weak... :'(

Doikers 04-05-2010 05:56 PM

*Huge Hugs April* I know the feeling of wanting to trigger yourself for an excuse . *Holds April's hands ( both of them )* you are NOT a bitch , I don't beleive it for a second , please try not to S.I. , you are worth so much more than that .

Doikers 04-05-2010 05:59 PM

I eat too much ,I feel FAT again .
Need to lose weight , Sorry I know that this isn't the place for that.
Triggered and I don't know why, just been building for a few hours :(

PoisonedApple 04-05-2010 06:00 PM

*hugs everyone* wow
9 pages to read through... sorry it's too many atm...
*puts head down and thinks about the epic fail of my day so far*

Doikers 04-05-2010 06:01 PM

*Hugs Crimson*

PoisonedApple 04-05-2010 06:04 PM

*hugs Mark back*
How are so far today?

Doikers 04-05-2010 06:07 PM

Ok thanx Crimson , bit triggered now though . I just am putting my energy into not harming . How has your day been ? I'm sure you're not a fail Crimson ,not at all :)

shadowedsoul 04-05-2010 06:14 PM

sorry guys this the first chance I have had to get online
today.I manged not to cut.but I was so worked up and
stressed out that my hand then my whole body woudnt
stop shaking,my right hands a bit shakey anyway,last night
it made it impossible to even do the simplest things,which
sucked.today being a little bit better but wierd also very
tierd could sleep for a week no problem.

PoisonedApple 04-05-2010 06:14 PM

Aside from forgetting to drop off my rent and water payments before work (there's now going to be a 38$ late fee charged that I can't afford to pay)... I'm feeling like a trapped rat. All my bills are piling up, my income isn't enough and my case worker isn't helping right now because they moved my file to another office and somewhere along the way they dropped the ball. I'm tired and worried sick about finances. I had to skip work yesterday because my daughter was up all of the night before throwing up with a temp of 101(F). *shakes head*
*sigh* Sorry for that verbal diarrhea... I just don't know if I can keep doing this.

MammaMia 04-05-2010 06:21 PM

*snuggles everyone lots*

Sorry it's not more.

Doikers 04-05-2010 06:25 PM

*Hugs ShadowedSoul and Crimson* I wish I could make it all better for you both *Lends shoulder to lean on*

lynx 04-05-2010 06:29 PM

*Hugs everyone*

*Hugs April*

Since the doorway to the potential pokιballs has been shut off, I'm looking for some on the net. There ARE people selling their pokιballs on line, you know!

When I grow up I want a house with lots of toys....

Sorry about the lack of replies but I'm feeling very weird right now. I noticed that I have thrown my wet clothes ON TOP OF the laundry basket. I don't know what to do with them but it's obvious that I had an attack then... I hate it.

Doikers 04-05-2010 06:32 PM

*Hugs Tienke* I hope I spelled your name right? :S

MammaMia 04-05-2010 06:41 PM

Sinking. I hate this :crying:

lynx 04-05-2010 06:42 PM

No Doikers (don't know your name), it's Ti-ne-ke. You can call me Tine if that's easier to you.

*Hugs back*

Doikers 04-05-2010 06:48 PM

*Hugs Tineke* Sorry I got your name wrong , I've never met a Tineke before . I'm Mark :)

lynx 04-05-2010 06:55 PM

Hi Mark *hugs*

Scarletdreamer 04-05-2010 06:59 PM

*cuddles Crimson* The day may be a fail, but YOU aren't, sweetie. I'm so sorry that your day's been so **** so far though... :( Wish I could help somehow... *holds you gently*

*cuddles Tineke* I'm sorry that you're feeling weird right now... maybe lie down for a bit? I dunno, drink some tea or hot choc or summat if you think your stomach could take it... then maybe you would feel better. Is there anything I can do to help?

*cuddles Mark* I'm sorry that you're triggered... nothing I said made you triggered? I hope not... :-S You're doing an awesome job at keeping yourself occupied, keep on doing that, you're such a lovely person and worth so much more than you think. *more cuddles*

*cuddles Hels* I'm sorry you're sinking, sweetie... :( I totally understand the feeling though... did anything trig it or did it just happen? *holds you and rubs your back*

I got a bit more done on my soc paper, and also started another toon on WoW... a 55 blood elf death knight on Area 52 realm, since a friend moved his toon over there and I thought, why not make a Horde toon so I can talk with him if my other two servers are down? Plus, dks make a lot of gold in the starting area and then get to go immediately to Outlands for stuff... so yeah. But I'm not used to Horde AT ALL, it's ridiculous... I don't even know how to get to their capital cities... lol. I play Alliance, Alliance all the way... mostly... have a blood elf warlock and hunter on Grizzly Hills realm, but that's it. Oh, and a Tauren warrior on Winterhoof, but meh... I hate warriors. Heh. But anyway, enough WoW-talk... Just think, Mark, soon you'll be able to understand it & be part of the WoW group on here!! :D lol. That is, if you like it... I hope that you do. :)

I got a bit more done on my soc paper, it's now 2/3 done and 5 pages long. :-/ I know I need to go a bit more in-depth with it but I'll do that after I have the basics written down. :-X I HATE this paper... *wants to cry* It sucks beyond all belief. Even though it's mostly about me, it's applying sociological principles etc. to my life and I SUCK at thinking sociologically, I'm so much more psychologically in tune with myself... lol.

Well, Jarrod should be home soon... :-/ Didn't cut, so I guess that's a good thing, ey?

*hides* :'(

Doikers 04-05-2010 07:08 PM

April , Nothing you did triggered me , I don't know what triggered me , I've felt it building for quite a while . and YEY YOU! for not cutting , little victory for you absolutly . It will NOT beat us .

PoisonedApple 04-05-2010 07:10 PM

I don't think I'll ever manage to move from where I am. And if my rent gets hiked one more time I won't be able to pay it. *sits and cries* I found a place that seemed perfect for my family... a 4 bedrooms, 2 bathrooms house with garage and yard... it's 1700$ a month plus, water/sewer, gas and lights. We're barely making it with 1040 plus water/sewer and lights for our 2 bedroom apartment.

*cuddles Mark and April*

Scarletdreamer 04-05-2010 07:22 PM

Mark, I'm glad that I didn't trig you. *extra-special trig-removing April cuddles* Keep fighting, you CAN do it... keep talking to us. :) As long as you're glued to the computer chair and don't have any tools within reach, you're all good. That's how I kept myself from doing anything stupid today.

Crimson, I'm so sorry to hear about the financial situation. :( *extra-special encouraging April cuddles* I'm worried about when I get a job... I really hope that we'll be able to pay rent and have health insurance etc. If you don't mind me asking, how much are you paying for rent now and for what? I think we got a "deal" - lol - $500/month for what is really a one-bedroom apartment but has all utilities included and also has two little rooms (not built to code though, the doors are tiny), one of which I'm planning on turning into a guest bedroom. :) The other is the den, where we spend our lives on the computers. Lol. And then there's the kitchen which is wasted space, although not so much now that we've moved the dining room set in there. But anyway... this place has SO many problems, which is why I said "deal" instead of deal... we have run out of water in the past - gone 3 days without it actually, currently can't drink our water, the temp is unpredictable during showers and can go scalding hot and does, the list goes on... heh. But it's okay with me... it's home. ANYWAY. I'm sorry, I hope I didn't make it sound like I'm bragging... :-S If it makes you feel any better, we live in a barn. Literally. A fixed-up barn. :P

*cuddles Jill* How are you doing today, besides shaky? feeling any better now?

*cuddles everyone else* I spy a Laura, a Crimson, & a Mark!! :D

lynx 04-05-2010 07:23 PM

*Hugs everyone*

I think I'm just numb. Feeling has gone, like almost completely, so... I'll have to... um... wait till it returns???

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