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Mihashi 12-11-2012 05:48 AM

Did I check out of here? No? Good. I need to stay..

*sits down in aluminum chair and stares out the window*

sapphire hearts 13-11-2012 01:54 AM

*checks in forever* think I'm cracking up guys

sapphire hearts 13-11-2012 01:57 AM

I know this site caters to under 16s as well, but I wish the mood list had a option for '****ed'

YodaBearInterrupted 13-11-2012 03:27 AM

*hugs Katie and concrete*

What's wrong Katie?

Would you like a nice warm brownie concrete?

sapphire hearts 13-11-2012 11:57 AM

Very dissociative, can't concentrate on anything for more than a few minutes before I start to fade. Keep losing time, between a couple of minutes and an entire evening. Flashbacks, body memories, nightmares... Plus after I talked to my tutor about some issues the university thinks I'm cracking up and keep asking if I feel I can complete my junior honours years right now. As if trying to get through seminars without looking like a crazy person wasn't hard enough! Essays all due in at once, everything's just hitting me really hard right now and I don't want to be the crazy girl anymore!

risenfromperdition 13-11-2012 06:16 PM

... did i write that? >.<
literally could of writed it.

sapphire hearts 13-11-2012 08:30 PM

*hugs heather* sorry you're also have a bad day sweetie. hope it gets better xx

hellokittymad 14-11-2012 11:05 AM

*sits in thread, checks in and sits on chair in corner with teddy* head hurts so much and so much work to do that i am findinng so difficult >.<
legislation ='s boring to write about

risenfromperdition 14-11-2012 12:32 PM

*curls up nexta*
B sleepi- n apparenly make owches.
:/ not rememmerin b skarey

sapphire hearts 14-11-2012 01:53 PM

Scratched up my neck and chest during a nightmare last night. Oops. Missed at least half my seminar dissociating today - spoke to my tutor after. Flashbacks in the rain. Feel like I'm losing it. Gonna have a rest now, see if I can ground myself.

Killer Queen 14-11-2012 05:09 PM

<crashes into the thread with a duvet and pillow>


YodaBearInterrupted 15-11-2012 03:13 AM

*hugs Katie* I hope you feel better hun

Hi Celtic *hugs if okay*

m0nk 16-11-2012 06:03 AM

soothinglycalming :D still feels like a headcrab sits on my head. . video is calming.

YodaBearInterrupted 16-11-2012 04:35 PM

*hugs m0nk* hope that's okies :)

*leavs some goodies on the table - brownies, choc chip cookies, chip and drinks*

I feel trapped with the end of the road coming up quickly :(

sapphire hearts 18-11-2012 02:56 AM

*hugs Matt*

Apparently I dissociated and actually cut myself in the middle of a club. F*ck. Then, supposedly, came home and cut some more. I remember going into the club, then I remember looking at my arm in my room and realising I needed stitches. Feel so hopeless right now.

Killer Queen 19-11-2012 12:05 PM

That sounds horrid sapphire hearts :( How are you feeling now? I hope you're okay!

Been having a really sh*t day. Really want to curl up and forget the stupid world. Hate my moods.

sapphire hearts 19-11-2012 01:30 PM

thanks celtic *offers safe hugs* wasn't fun.

Sorry your day is **** - hope things improve for you x

YodaBearInterrupted 19-11-2012 05:50 PM

*hugs Katie and Celtic* I hope both of your days get better :)

I wish I could have a good day for once without looking over my shoulder and hoping no one is watching me

sapphire hearts 22-11-2012 10:04 PM

*hugs Matt* someday you won't have to look over your shoulder, I promise. Hope things get better for you sweetie.

YodaBearInterrupted 24-11-2012 07:02 AM

*hugs Katie* I hope that will be true someday. Things fluctuate for me it seems like on an hourly basis... sometimes I am fine and then i end up depressed/angry over something... ugh. Wish it would all go away... wish I could just go away for a while

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