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blondiebear 09-09-2008 04:29 PM

Yay Zowie
Yay Kahlia

*crawls back in to basement to sleep for another hour*

MammaMia 09-09-2008 08:15 PM

Yaaaaaaaay Zowie, you're doing so well!!!

Feels like a lie because I've slipped up four times, with two of them being this week (like friday & yesterday) :(

All I'm Living For 10-09-2008 02:10 AM

i'm here if anyone wants to talk or needs any hugs

MammaMia 10-09-2008 02:12 AM

*peers out of her cupboard*

Pssssssst Soph!!!

All I'm Living For 10-09-2008 02:14 AM

*huggles you* you ok hun?

MammaMia 10-09-2008 02:15 AM

No. Are you?


All I'm Living For 10-09-2008 02:18 AM

i'm fine. you want to talk about how you're feeling?

MammaMia 10-09-2008 02:22 AM

I'm glad you're fine. Yes I do, some of it is in my thread. I'm just so suidical and I can't handle it. I made another destructive plan for today. SO ****ing ****ed up I am and stuipd.

All I'm Living For 10-09-2008 02:25 AM

you're not stupid honey. i understand how you're feeling but please dont die. please get some help. you're a good person and dont deserve to go through this alone *cuddles*

MammaMia 10-09-2008 02:30 AM


Originally Posted by All I'm Living For (Post 1069662)
you're not stupid honey. i understand how you're feeling but please dont die. please get some help. you're a good person and dont deserve to go through this alone *cuddles*

I am stuipd. I really do and don't want to die. I want some help but nobody seems to be willing to give it to me because nobody professional I've seen believes I'm depressed despite them knowing about my suidice attempts and self harm. I miss my old counsellor and wish I could keep seeing her because when I see one at uni, I'll have to explain everything all over again....I need help and I also need help tow rite an email to my old ocunsellor anyway. *cuddlea* :crying:

All I'm Living For 10-09-2008 02:34 AM

aww *cuddles* i'm sorry, i dont really know what to say. just pelase dont die. there are too many people here that would miss you too much...

MammaMia 10-09-2008 02:37 AM

I know they would :(

I need to write this email to my old counsellor...

All I'm Living For 10-09-2008 02:38 AM

is thers someone who could help you write it? *hugs*

MammaMia 10-09-2008 02:42 AM

I wanna write in here, might do it with the hide function ;)

All I'm Living For 10-09-2008 02:45 AM

that sounds like a good idea :) *hugs you* i have to go but you try to take care and remember i'm thinking of you *huggles more*

MammaMia 10-09-2008 02:46 AM

*hugs you* Take care Soph...love you *huggles more*

risenfromperdition 10-09-2008 03:00 AM

*holds* i love you so much, and sorry im not much help ><
take care lovie <3

MammaMia 10-09-2008 03:18 AM

You're an amazing help *snuggles*

zowie 10-09-2008 12:17 PM

I start college courses today. Nervous.

MammaMia 10-09-2008 01:30 PM

I hope everything goes well for you.

I slipped again last night, should I even call this recovery still???

zowie 10-09-2008 03:27 PM

Yes you should. As long as YOU believe you're recovering, then you are.

Turns out my college courses didn't start today, it was just getting timetables and a tour of the college. Courses start tomorrow.
My timetable's pretty sweet. I start at 11:20 everyday except Monday and I have Friday's off. Only downside is I start at 8:30 on Monday.

MammaMia 10-09-2008 03:33 PM

I guess?

Awww cool, 8.30am starts on Monday DOOOOO suck, I should know :( But other than that you have an awesome timetable by the sounds of it!!!

anarchistl0ve 10-09-2008 09:48 PM

:( i think i may have COE

Detour. Derail 10-09-2008 09:52 PM

Im sorry...
Im being selfish...
I dont want to talk...
I just need a cuddle...
I need to know someone cares...
I need to know im worth something...

Becca 10-09-2008 09:56 PM

*Walks over to voice of reason, crying clutching teddy, gives gentle cuddle*

I care.

Detour. Derail 10-09-2008 10:00 PM

thankyou baby *huggles*
why are you crying darlin':(

Becca 10-09-2008 10:07 PM

Cos I'm struggling so much. And psychy people keep telling me I'm still alive so it doesn't matter.

:crying: but it does to me :crying:

1ofmany 10-09-2008 10:27 PM

I don't think I can be helped...

Detour. Derail 10-09-2008 10:28 PM

Oh sweety :(
I know it sucks...
but you can get through this....you have so much to give...
I know things look ***** at the moment....but one day it'll pick up and the sun will shine and youll be so happy....

"the darkest hour only lasts 60 minutes"...

Becca 10-09-2008 10:32 PM

I've been waiting so long for sun. Warmth. Anything at all. All I seem to get is trouble. Trouble for everything :crying: appreciate your words tho.

1ofmany 10-09-2008 10:41 PM

I am just pathetic. I just hurt so much and don't know why.

MammaMia 11-09-2008 12:51 AM

I'm trying so hard but this world is ****ING UNFAIR!!!!!!

*hugs everyone and tells Alex she is wanted by me ;P*

BoundNoMore 11-09-2008 02:48 AM

*hugs Zowie, Helen, Becca, Alexx, Marc, and Becca*

All I'm Living For 11-09-2008 02:54 AM

*hugs manda*

BoundNoMore 11-09-2008 03:38 AM

Thanks for the hug Sophie
*hugs back*

All I'm Living For 11-09-2008 03:41 AM

i'm here if you want to talk *cuddles lots*

MammaMia 11-09-2008 04:15 AM

*hugs you two*


All I'm Living For 11-09-2008 04:16 AM

*hugs back*

MammaMia 11-09-2008 04:23 AM

I love cuddles :)

I'm still locked up in my cupboard =[

blue_cloud 11-09-2008 09:09 AM

*hugs helen*

i think i need to be here just for a little while, really not feeling safe

MammaMia 11-09-2008 11:39 AM


I'm feeling a little less stressed =D Student finance have confirmed my money and everything, just checking some DWP thing lol :) Plus my needs assessment has FINALLY come through!!!!!!!

*jumps up & down*

BoundNoMore 11-09-2008 11:40 AM

*hugs LJ and Helen*

MammaMia 11-09-2008 11:41 AM

*hugs Amanda*

Kahlia1981 11-09-2008 12:10 PM

*hugs anyone who wants and needs it*

I've had a bad afternoon and evening tonight dealing with visions of my ex-boyfriend who suicided (and I found), and my auditory hallucinations. The good news however is that I haven't slipped up. So I'm now sitting here at 16 days SI free.

I'm both excited and stressed because I'm going to be moving shortly - if things continue it will be the day I reach four weeks that we leave this town for our new one. I am a little bit stressed about having to find a new psych in my new town though.

But still, hugs to all.


Auburn Shadow 11-09-2008 12:19 PM

*hugs everyone*

Sorry, I seem to have been somewhat absent from here for a while.

*finds a corner to hide in and cry*
Tomorrow'll be better.... right?

MammaMia 11-09-2008 12:19 PM

*massive cuddles darling*

You're doing so so so so so well :)

MammaMia 11-09-2008 12:20 PM


Originally Posted by Auburn Shadow (Post 1073397)
*hugs everyone*

Sorry, I seem to have been somewhat absent from here for a while.

*finds a corner to hide in and cry*
Tomorrow'll be better.... right?

*squuuuuuuuishes Hannah*
Tomorrow will be better, it'll be friday, I know today's hard hun, it really hurts I know right now.

You know I'm always here <3

Auburn Shadow 11-09-2008 12:24 PM

*squishes back*

Thanks sweetie. love you, always.

MammaMia 11-09-2008 12:26 PM

*squishes some more*

Just think sweetheart in 11 hours & 35 minutes it'll be another brand new day and today will be gone. You'll gotten through it.

I will always love you too :) I demand I come and visit you at some point though hehe xx

Auburn Shadow 11-09-2008 12:42 PM

Yeah, not long, and I'll be at a mate's house through a bit of it....

You demand a visit as if I'd have it any other way sweetie! I demand that you give me a date! (and time to tidy up...) lol.


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