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All I'm Living For 20-08-2008 03:28 AM

*sits next to you and wraps you in huggles and cuddles*

MammaMia 20-08-2008 03:40 AM

Thanks sweetie.

Gosh, I don't know what to do :(

risenfromperdition 20-08-2008 03:41 AM

*hugs helen loads*

All I'm Living For 20-08-2008 03:44 AM

if you'd like to explain then maybe i could offer some advice? or i might not be able to and i'll just give you more hugs :)

glitter 20-08-2008 03:45 AM

Thank you :)

All I'm Living For 20-08-2008 03:54 AM

your welcome *huggles more*

glitter 20-08-2008 03:59 AM

*big hugs*
I wish I could get to sleep :(

All I'm Living For 20-08-2008 04:01 AM

sometimes the more you think about trying to sleep that harder it is. maybe dont think about it and you'l get to sleep? *cuddles*

MammaMia 20-08-2008 04:02 AM


Originally Posted by HorseRidinBbe07 (Post 1015161)
*hugs helen loads*

Thanks sweet.


Originally Posted by All I'm Living For (Post 1015166)
if you'd like to explain then maybe i could offer some advice? or i might not be able to and i'll just give you more hugs :)

I don't know what to do about how I'm feeling, feeling bit happy but thinking so deeply about dying...:crying: :notsure:

All I'm Living For 20-08-2008 04:07 AM

*cuddles lots* i dont really know what to say except please dont die? i'd miss you heaps if you did *cuddles more*

MammaMia 20-08-2008 04:10 AM

I think a lot of people might. My counsellor kept telling me they would. Thanks for the cuddles. I'm sick of not being happy :(

glitter 20-08-2008 04:13 AM

I think If I stay awake another couple of hours, till like 6am, then I will be okay to sleep. I usually take meds but I haven't got any, I'm used to sleeping 12-16 hours a night so this is hell.

*curls up with a blanket*

All I'm Living For 20-08-2008 04:13 AM

i know it sucks but you will get through this. i dont know when but one day you will and you wil be so proud of yourself for having stuck through it *nods*

glitter 20-08-2008 04:15 AM

Thank you, you don't know how much you are helping *hugs*

All I'm Living For 20-08-2008 04:17 AM

i'm glad i could do something for you :) *cuddles more*

MammaMia 20-08-2008 04:19 AM


Originally Posted by All I'm Living For (Post 1015204)
i know it sucks but you will get through this. i dont know when but one day you will and you wil be so proud of yourself for having stuck through it *nods*

Thnak you hun. I hope you're right. *cuddles some more*

All I'm Living For 20-08-2008 04:20 AM

i am :) somewhere in there you know i am too! *cuddles*

Auburn Shadow 20-08-2008 09:06 AM

Stopping by quickly to give everyone hugs.

Not going to really be around until Monday or so because there's lots of stuff happening, but I'll be back in here soon enough, no doubt.

*leaves enough hugs to last until I get back*

zowie 20-08-2008 09:36 AM

Didn't sleep well last night.

Pomegranate 20-08-2008 09:39 AM

I'm sorry for not offering support. All I've got atm is *hugs and thoughts*

I want to cry but I can't. It's like all my body has frozen. Cutting's not helping, neithers distracting. I can't talk about it because I don't understand it or no what to say. It just hurts yet at the same time feels so empty. Can I have hugs or something please?

Auburn Shadow 20-08-2008 10:39 AM

*huge hugs*

glitter 20-08-2008 12:37 PM


Jetforce 20-08-2008 12:46 PM

*hugs emma*

Kahlia1981 20-08-2008 01:33 PM

Thanks for the hugs and offers of cuddles.

I'm feeling really messed up right now. My hallucinations are getting really lucid .... I can't tell the difference between the hallucinations and real life. I just want to destroy myself. All I can think of is destruction and the many forms that I could take to end my life. The weird thing is that I'm not depressed. I am terrified firstly that I'm going to do something that if I lived through I would seriously regret, and secondly that if my close friends find out exactly how I'm doing they will put in a request for assessment on me and land me in hospital. I don't know what to do.

* curls up in the corner and starts rocking back and forward *

MammaMia 20-08-2008 02:23 PM

*jumps on Emma and gives her lots of hugs* You know we're here twinny and I'm sorry about this morning :(

*hugs everyone else if they want them*

blondiebear 20-08-2008 05:42 PM

I'm helpless for advice this morning, but am happy to give hugs and to listen!

horizon_surfer 20-08-2008 05:58 PM

Hugs for any and all who want them, I'm not stable enough to deal with triggers right now, but I'm calm enough to offer hugs and thoughts to all of you.

*leaves assorted hugs at everyones feet, or within very easy reach for all who need them or want them.*

MammaMia 20-08-2008 07:57 PM

hugs everyone.

*sighs and hides in her cupboard and wonders who will worry*

All I'm Living For 21-08-2008 12:11 AM

*hides from the creppy man*

MammaMia 21-08-2008 01:48 AM

*hgs Soph*

I am so so so so angry, upset, worried and sucidical...oh yeah I'm in lots of pain as I threw up and sallowed it, and then was sick yet again tonight:crying:

All I'm Living For 21-08-2008 01:56 AM

aww *cuddles lots*

MammaMia 21-08-2008 01:58 AM

I am dying to cry my heart out and as per ****ing usual I can't. Plus wrote a ranty post in my thread!

*cuddles Soph lots* You okay hunnie?

All I'm Living For 21-08-2008 02:11 AM

i'm better now. wasnt so good earlier. have a look at the latest post in my journal if you like.

MammaMia 21-08-2008 04:42 AM

I just realised what you mean about that creepy man- jess' thread thing.

I'll go read your journal sweet.


I have a confession to make. I really really really miss Mand but we're not talking :(

All I'm Living For 21-08-2008 04:44 AM

*cuddles* i hope you guys start talking again soon *squishes*

MammaMia 21-08-2008 04:53 AM

*cuddles* I hope so too, I was probs a bit harsh in my pm, but when you're angry and hurt, you have to say some things to defend yourself.

I'm dying to cry my heart out over everything actually :(


Kahlia1981 21-08-2008 10:59 AM

Hi all. * hugs to everyone who wants and needs them *

Got in touch with my doctor and he was concerned. Also managed to worry one of my friends who is currently in hospital. Am having a medication change (read increase) and the pdoc will look at things again on Tuesday. Fingers crossed I start to improve.

On a positive note (because I need all the positives that I can find right now) I managed to complete the uni work that I would normally have done in a practical this morning *finally* this evening.

* lays teddybears at the feet or within reach of everyone who wants something to cuddle up with *

zowie 21-08-2008 11:21 AM

I'm ill :( Got a stomach bug.

MammaMia 21-08-2008 11:28 AM

*gives you hugs*

Well done on talking to your doctor and getting your uni work done x

MammaMia 21-08-2008 11:29 AM


Originally Posted by zowie (Post 1017923)
I'm ill :( Got a stomach bug.

*hugs Zowie* Feel better soon x

blondiebear 21-08-2008 03:37 PM

Zowie, hope you feel better soon.
*cuddles all around*

1ofmany 21-08-2008 04:30 PM

*brings his pet kitty into the ward*

He loves attention! Also likes hugs more then I do so feel free to cuddle/pet/love my kitty Tigger (he jumps into my arms!)

Pomegranate 21-08-2008 05:12 PM

*sits and rocks in foetal position* I'm trying to get the courage to go and get stitched up. I just don't have the energy :(

I got a verbal warning at work today as well for letting my M/H difficulties impact my work. I snapped at another member of staff who I don't get on with when I was having a bad day. I only work 10-3 but sometimes I am asked to stay longer. Recently I have not always been able, you know when you feel so low you just can't face it? And apparently the above amounts to professional misconduct. So I told them I was handing in my notice. I don't really care.

CrazyHayley 21-08-2008 09:02 PM

*walks quietly into ward, sits, rocks, gets back up to go chain smoke in smoking shelter*

CrazyHayley 21-08-2008 09:27 PM

*shouts from the smoking shelter outside* WHAT IS IT WITH ****ING THURSDAYS? WHY DO I ALWAYS FALL TO PIECES ON A THURSDAY?! I've only just realised that it happens on thursdays cos I just remembered that I've got to put my rubbish out and I normally come on here needing help and then have to dissapear to put out rubbish......

CrazyHayley 21-08-2008 09:46 PM

*pokes head inside ward* nope, nobody awake.....another fag it is then
*makes self extra comfy in smoking shelter*

MammaMia 21-08-2008 10:37 PM

*hugs Emma* I'm so sorry Em :(

*hugs Hayley aswell* I've never liked Thursdays myself, and today's been another shitty one overall. Only this afternoon was good.

*crawls into a deep hole and stays there*

blondiebear 21-08-2008 11:42 PM

I jumped down someone's throat today, so I seriously owe them an apology. Functionally to me it felt like another incidence of PTSD. Dang I hate that. Had a couple of bouts of crying too. I will have to add the PTSD to the medical stuff in my wallet. Crud.

All I'm Living For 22-08-2008 01:20 AM

*curls up in corner*

Auburn Shadow 22-08-2008 01:22 AM

*hugs everyone*

Hides in a corner.

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