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*puts a big pile of cussions in the room and flomps on them then moves out the way for others to have a go*
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if it's the one i think it is i disagree! and i simply will not allow it
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oooh cushions
*flomps and moves!* anyone else? tis very fun! |
*ventures out of corner to join people on cushions*
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i dont know what the quote is and therefore cant comment on it.
*flomps on the pillows with auburn and diamond* |
*fluffs up the cushions* for more flomping fun!
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A good flomp is healthy!
(in my oppinoion!) |
Jeff, it doesn't NEED to happen, dear Uncle *massive snuggles*. TBH I couldn't handle it right now if it did...
Sorry guys, am pretty useless atm :-( Love y'all *retreats to her corner* |
Stay where we can see you! That sounds too much like a goodbye :(
My cusions dont burst come join me and diamond and everone else will help keep you safe. |
*runs after Jeff as far as they'll let her go* probably shouldn't be out of the psych ward...
Uncle Jeff, please be careful :-( |
*sniffle*
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*cuddles Alexx*
------------------- Hard day today. People are hiding something important from me because of where I was today. Gonna tell me tomorrow, and I don't think I can survive more of this sort of stuff. It all used to be so simple.... where did those days go? |
*tackles her daddy with a bear hug*
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Is it possible to be INFECTED....with rage?
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*ponders*
that's a good question Alexx... why... do you feel infected? |
HELLS! *dashes out of cupboard, glomps firmly*
*dashes back to cupboard, sets dead bolt* at least I can type this mornign. so far... that's the only good thing. |
*giggle* I don't know... sorry daddy
*holds up pillow so Alexx can use it as a punching bag* |
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I dunno what happened... but something changed.... It comes...from deep deep inside...im a different person... thinking about doing things...things id never even consider normally.. but its there...and Im so close to doing it... Its awful... My whole body hurts... I dont want to be angry :'( |
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They might could help you better understand it... |
I wish I could help, just hearing you talking makes me realise how useless I am
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I have.....
She said I was ok... A year of counselling... I can deal with the negativity and all that other ****... Theres no explanation for this... Other than I;m a horrible person |
*sighs* i hate life.
alex, when your'e depressed and everything else gets... on top of you and you just can't deal, there is an anger that manifests. It doesn't have to have a sourse, it doesn't have to have a target, it's part of your emotions, manifesting to say ARGH! *cuddles* you are NOTY a horrible persdon |
*snuggles Alexx* no... you are not a horrible person...
you are a person who needs to find a new doctor. |
Sorry guys...I should be helping you...
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'tis ok Alexx...
there comes a time in everyone's life when they need to help themselves... your time is now. *jumps down off soapbox* |
you cant help anyone till you're okay. *nods*
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I just cant help anyone...
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*cuddles alex* dearheart, you help so much.
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Of course you can, you've helped me so many times |
*nods in full agreement with Jess*
just by being you... |
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heh
there's a thread on here somewhere, write something good about yourself sorta thing. i even read it to try help me think of something. i couldn't think of a damn thing. because i'm just not good. yeah, sorry, selfish moment there. *hugs* for all cos i'm being useless on the words front again |
*cdduels ku*
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"theres loads of good things about you Alexx!" "...No." You arent being selfish hun. *cuddles* *sigh* I bought a locket the other day...last time I had a locket...it had a pic of my best mate in one side...and my bf in the other.... Now I cant help but think I'm gonna have one empty side....for a long time :/ |
*cuddles jess & alexx*
but there are about you... |
there are good things abuot both of you. part of being ill is that you can't recognise those things.
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OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
my mind is racing now make it stop... make it stop...make it stop hubby usually comes home for lunch around 6:00 (it's almost 7:00) so I texted him and was like "you not coming home?" He texts back and says, "sorry, busy day and plus I ain't coming back after lunch." I asked him, "What... coming home for lunch but not going back to work after lunch?" He said, "Yup" I asked, "Why... are you ok?" He goes, "I'll tell ya later..." Oh for the love all things holy please don't let him be fired!!!!!!! *is terrified... mind is racing... heart is pounding... palms are sweating* |
*hugs everyone*
*hides under a blanket... makes self comfy* |
Where does he work?
and why MIGHT they have fired him? *calming hugs* Hey Raining inmyhead...*makes sure no one accidentlly stands on you* |
ask him?
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And normally if someone gets fired... dont they have to leave right away... or no? (like if they fired him why is he still there)? I'm really confused... like i said... i don't know for a fact that he is fired, that is just the first thing that popped into my "paranoid wife" head... ya know? ARRRGH!!!!!! and he didn't say WHEN he was coming home... ****!!!! |
alexx, one of the symptoms of adolescent depression is irretability, anger, stuff along that line. My family thought I was just a terrible child. It's t opinion that that symptom can roll over... I think it's one that, as far as adults go they don't really talk about it but I believe it is just as important a symptom to look for in adults as in adolescence. *cuddles you*
Sorry, that was rambling and made no sense... My head is just not working at the moment... *returns to her corner and nurses her wrist* ugh, shouldn't have cut, hurts like hell :-( |
oh ally *cuddles you tighy* is it bad :(
Amanda, ask him? just send him a text and ask? |
ok
*collapses on floor with relief* he says NO!!! |
see! better now that you've asked? :)
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yup... now I'm just curious why he ain't gonna go back to work...
maybe his ankle is giving him fits... poor baby (has a messed up ankle but doctors can't find anything wrong with it... but it gets so painful he can't walk or stand on it) |
maybe he's just got an early mark?
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I don't know...
now the suspense is killing me but I'm not gonna bother him again |
well you know he's not fired so he sitll has a job. so don't fret :)
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I feel sad and angry at the same time, arguing with someone.
Arguing with myself I want to run and i cant even walk to the main road without getting winded. Well, okay, it is the same ascent as two flights of stairs. I want to hide. And I never before wanted to hide. I always wanted to run away and escape. I want to shred. I feel like a mess up, why shouldn't i look that way too? Why shouldn't i look like the messed up emotionally retarded teen that i am inside. I want to not be so needy. |
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