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FlyingNy 26-08-2010 01:38 AM

Hey Becci. Welcome, I'm Lia. :)

Helen, I'm so sorry to hear that. But she's in the best hands. The doctors and nurses, they know what they're doing. She's young, she has a good chance. Things always have to get worse before they get better. I don't really know what else to say. I can't promise you she will be OK, because of course I can't know that. I know that's not what you want to hear. She does however have the best possible chance. People have survived much worse. Praying for her. *Hugs*

xx

MammaMia 26-08-2010 01:45 AM

Thanks Lia *cuddles tight* She's a fighter, she's been really sick before now with various things & she's always gotten through them. She's been through worse than this.....much worse.

*curls up*

Gr, I'm so itchy everywhere, well in 3 places but got creams on them all, so can't scratch >.< BUT I WANT TO SCRATCH >.< Damm sensitive skin :(

Detour. Derail 26-08-2010 01:46 AM

hello

Kahlia1981 26-08-2010 01:48 AM

*huggles everybody*

Hels & April: Yes, my celebration day was also the 25th so we all co-ordinated really nicely!!

Hels: I really hope things are starting to improve with your bestie. AND I hope that you are coping okay especially with the job/studies fronts.

Sorry but that's all I can do on the individuals front at the moment. There have been four (4) pages since I was in here last and I just can't keep everything straight in my head and don't want to get it all messed up.

I slept again last night but awoke at 04:30. Yuck. And we had rain (in winter) and it was cold again after what was almost summer-like weather for a few days. The best part about this morning was that my textbook arrived even though I wasn't expecting it until the middle of next week!! And our internet should switch over either today or tomorrow to our new provider so if I don't get online, that's why.

*leaves hugs and cuddles, soft cuddly stuffed animals and safe care packages for all*

FlyingNy 26-08-2010 01:50 AM

Heya Lex. I'm Lia :) We have a lot of newbies recently, not that it's a bad thing!

I hope you're alright Helen. PM me if you need to talk, although I might be going to sleep soon, I will get back to you as soon as possible. I can sympathise with the itching. I got bitten to buggery in Canada.

xxx

Detour. Derail 26-08-2010 01:51 AM

hey lia.
Ive been here for a while...but lurking lol
I left for like a year but im back now

MammaMia 26-08-2010 01:57 AM

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Originally Posted by Detour. Derail (Post 2462084)
hello

Hi Alex, how you doing hun??

Quote:

Originally Posted by Kahlia1981 (Post 2462085)
Hels & April: Yes, my celebration day was also the 25th so we all co-ordinated really nicely!!

Hels: I really hope things are starting to improve with your bestie. AND I hope that you are coping okay especially with the job/studies fronts.

Oooh yay for all 3 of us reaching a milestone on the same day :D I've not had anymore news on my bestie, but hopefully she's improving. I'm trying to cope, I've had to try calm myself down, was making my chest pains worse. Meh >.<

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Originally Posted by IceQueenHasAHeart (Post 2462086)
I hope you're alright Helen. PM me if you need to talk, although I might be going to sleep soon, I will get back to you as soon as possible. I can sympathise with the itching. I got bitten to buggery in Canada.

I'm trying to be okay. Thanks for the offer :) Oh that sucks about being bitten lots >.< Hope they stop itching soon :)

*curls up*

Detour. Derail 26-08-2010 02:01 AM

pretty **** hels.
but hey
you?

taz35 26-08-2010 02:03 AM

*hugs April & hands tissues*

*hugs Lia* How are you doing?

*super special hugs for Hels* I do hope your bestie makes a fast and healthy recovery <33

*hugs Crimson* My fingers are crossed for you getting the job! :)

*waves to Becci* Hey, I'm Taz :)

*hugs Kahlia* Enjoy your textbook :) Am I the only geek who loves reading her textbooks when they're new? Probably. Whatever.

*waves to Lex* Welcome back then. *EDIT* I was typing this in Advanced mode and didn't notice the avatar or the signature, hence why I didn't realize it was you. People need to stop changing their names >< Confuses the hell out of me! On a side note, why feeling so ****?

FlyingNy 26-08-2010 02:08 AM

You know what guys? I'm going to shock you all now and actually answer! Honestly!

I'm trying to be OK, but I'm not really. The woman I love has left. She's moved away. She really was my everything. She was what I held on for. Each day I looked forward to seeing her, but she never loved me back. She broke my heart and stomped on the pieces, and now, from Dorset, she's managed to hurt me again. It's killing me inside, if I wasn't dead enough already.

There's something else. Something I can't bring myself to talk about, to tell anyone. I trust you guys on here, but I just can't.

What's up Lex?

How are you Taz?

*Hugs both*
xx

Detour. Derail 26-08-2010 02:10 AM

haha sorry taz
my nana is dying.

taz35 26-08-2010 02:14 AM

*hugs Lia tightly* I'm so sorry to hear hun :( Broken hearts always suck. *hands over big tub of calorie-free ice cream* Indulge :)

*hugs Lex* And now I feel like a jerk, because I should have remembered this from reading earlier. **** >< . That really sucks though - cancer is a horrible disease to have :( I'm looking forward to the day they find a cure for it...

MammaMia 26-08-2010 02:18 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Detour. Derail (Post 2462095)
pretty **** hels.
but hey
you?

Oh darling *cuddles tight* I'm in pain & bit low meh.

Quote:

Originally Posted by taz35 (Post 2462097)
*super special hugs for Hels* I do hope your bestie makes a fast and healthy recovery <33

Oh thank you *special hugs for you too* Me too =[

Quote:

Originally Posted by IceQueenHasAHeart (Post 2462100)
You know what guys? I'm going to shock you all now and actually answer! Honestly!

I'm trying to be OK, but I'm not really. The woman I love has left. She's moved away. She really was my everything. She was what I held on for. Each day I looked forward to seeing her, but she never loved me back. She broke my heart and stomped on the pieces, and now, from Dorset, she's managed to hurt me again. It's killing me inside, if I wasn't dead enough already.

There's something else. Something I can't bring myself to talk about, to tell anyone. I trust you guys on here, but I just can't.

*cuddles really tight* I'm sorry. Can you get in contact with her??????

Detour. Derail 26-08-2010 02:19 AM

it doesnt matter taz.
Me too.
Im considering doing a sponsered bungee jump for cristies cancer hospital...but right now..im too down to sort it out :(

FlyingNy 26-08-2010 02:29 AM

No Helen, I can't. It's complicated. She can't wait to have me out of her life though. So yes Enrigue Iglesias, I do know what it feels like loving someone who's in a rush to throw you away.

Thanks Taz, that actually made me smile. I'm off for an ice cream feast at the weekend, although it just hurts so much. All of it. Not just her, everything. I'm so alone.

Lex, I'm so sorry. Sorry this won't be as long as I would like because although it was a year ago Friday, I find it hard to talk about. Point is, my nan was dying this time last year. I called her Nana too. This is the worst part though. I know it sounds awful, but it gets easier once they die. You don't have to watch them suffer anyone and you can get on with greiving. NOt that I ever did. I never let myself. Still haven't and although it's been a year tomorrow, I can't greive. Oh crap, tomorrow. Gah. Anyway, I know what you're feeling right now, but I also know it gets easier. In time. PM me if you ever need to talk. *Hugs*

xx

Detour. Derail 26-08-2010 02:31 AM

thanks lia. im scared

MammaMia 26-08-2010 02:35 AM

Sorry I wish I had something useful to help you both =[

FlyingNy 26-08-2010 02:40 AM

This is weird. I'm actually talking about my feelings. My tears must be melting my ice queen heart. Anywho...

I know Lex. I was. I still am. This is the worst part though, watching them suffer and knowing there's nothing you can do. For weeks I didn't know if she was gonna live or die. She would be doing really well, then she would get sick again. This was in the summer holidays, so I didn't even have school as a distraction. Still, I did well on my Romeo and Juliet essay. I thought writing about other people's **** lives would take my mind off my own. I promise it gets better. It might help if you grieve with your family. I shut myself off from mine, never cried in front of them, never bought it up. Shutting off and pushing people away doesn't help. Take my word for it. See her as often as possible and tell her you love her every time you leave, even if it's just to go for a pee.

xx

Detour. Derail 26-08-2010 02:52 AM

I hope so. I feel like im falling apart

taz35 26-08-2010 02:57 AM

*squishy hug for Hels*

*squishy hug for Lia* It takes a lot for some people to talk about their feelings. Once you're on a roll, don't stop :) I'll give you lots of duct tape for the heart, although it's been known to only do a half-assed job in the past... But fingers crossed you find somebody else who can love you as much as you love them :)

*squishy hug for Lex* My grandma died from lung cancer in July of '06, right before my 16th birthday. It sucked... and it's normal to feel scared, and sad, and worried... and anything else. When it gets to be too much just remind yourself of the great times you had, and treasure the time you spent with her. You're strong - you can fight through this <3


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