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effervescence 20-05-2008 01:22 AM

i guess they only want to be involved cos they're worried about you and want to know how you are.
i know your mum has been awful to you in the past and you're right, she's not the one carrying the scars.
it does get easier when you leave home, so i guess you have that to look forward to :)

Pomegranate 20-05-2008 01:25 AM

Thanks for the replies guys, I drunk 2 glasses of wine this pm, then drunk another bottle and a half tonight so feeling a little wasted and I don't actually care. I don't care if I should care, as far as I am concerned the entire CMHT and everyother medical professional can **** right off. I am me. This is what I am. Self destructive. Ally, I wish you didn't leave across the pond. When I go around America after my degree we should get drunk together. You sound about on my level, alcohol wise lol.

*offers supportive hugs for everyone that needs them, I'm sorry I am so **** atm guys* But I am actually, seriously thinking of you all and praying you get through these struggles one at a time. Has anyone seen Carole recently bTW??? xxx

blondiebear 20-05-2008 01:42 AM

Alexx, I started divorcing my parents two years ago and I only wish I'd done it sooner. I'm 41. Getting married and leaving their house wasn't enough. they were still manipulative.

I'm feeling better, eyes are crossing tired, but better.

*gives hugs to everyone who needs them*
*stows some gatorade in the fridge for anyone who has a hangover.*

~*forever_broken*~ 20-05-2008 04:33 AM

Sounds like a plan Emma :-) I'm just getting started on my alcohol for the night (after that therapy session I need it).

~*forever_broken*~ 20-05-2008 04:50 AM

Mmm, and I'm gonna cut... I suppose it almost redeems this awful day...

BoundNoMore 20-05-2008 04:54 AM

(((hugs Lost)))

Jetforce 20-05-2008 05:20 AM

*stares at ally*

R u sure u wanna do that hon? U'll have to explain to ur therapist again..and she won't be too happy hmm..neither would i too :-(

~*forever_broken*~ 20-05-2008 05:23 AM

*hugs Amanda*
You know, you're really good at the hugging thing... And sometimes that's exactly what folks need... A lot of the time really. Just want to let you know I appreciate it :-D

*sigh* six chick beers in an hour... Yep, helped my mood a lot *finds mop and bucket to clean up the sarchasim dripping from that statement*

I feel awful:crying:

~*forever_broken*~ 20-05-2008 05:27 AM

Oh, do THAT. Yes. Yes I do. I'd like to cut on my wrist but I don't trust myself:pinch: and he usually just asks if I've cut and how seriously... No explaining really. *hugs Jeremy*

BoundNoMore 20-05-2008 05:41 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by ~*forever_lost*~ (Post 776210)
*hugs Amanda*
You know, you're really good at the hugging thing... And sometimes that's exactly what folks need... A lot of the time really. Just want to let you know I appreciate it :-D

:thumbup: I love giving 'em

~*forever_broken*~ 20-05-2008 05:52 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Bound by Thoughts (Post 776220)
:thumbup: I love giving 'em

:-) well I hope you realize it's a gift, something very valuable. *snuggles*

BoundNoMore 20-05-2008 05:55 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by ~*forever_lost*~ (Post 776229)
:-) well I hope you realize it's a gift, something very valuable. *snuggles*

Really? I never knew that...
I guess I just like helping people feel better (even if I can't help myself feel better) ya know?

Ratatouille strychnine 20-05-2008 05:57 AM

*cuddles everyone*

Hugs are nice

blondiebear 20-05-2008 05:58 AM

*stops in to check in on her way to bed*
*gives ally a hug from her RYL Mom*
*Offers hugs to anyone else who needs them.*

BoundNoMore 20-05-2008 06:02 AM

*hugs Blondie and tucks her into bed* sleep good and sweet dreams

BoundNoMore 20-05-2008 06:03 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Ratatouille strychnine (Post 776235)
Hugs are nice

Well here's one for you. (((hugs))) ;-)

~*forever_broken*~ 20-05-2008 06:34 AM

Oh do I ever Amanda... I'm right there with you.*massive hugs*

*snuggles with her RYL mommy... Cause it's much needed* night Susan, hope you are able to sleep well.

*hugs Robert* You're right, hugs are very nice... Are you new to our psych ward? Or am I just so out of it that I missed you?:confused:. Sorry if that's the case :-(
-------------
*yawn* I'm exhausted, tipsy, and bandaged... Good lord at one point I bleed so much I thought I'd hit something important... Thankfully it was a false alarm and a little pressure cleared that right up...
*sigh* I really am done with all of this:crying: I wish it would just end:crying:

Oh, and something else 'great'..? Next Monday is a national holiday so not therapy for Ally :-( just my luck I suppose:crying:

dark_light 20-05-2008 10:04 AM

((((hugs everybody!))))

I am so bored and so sick of this place, they are doing nothing to help me i feel as depressed as when i came in :(
Need to cut really bad

*goes to hide in the corner forever!!*

Jetforce 20-05-2008 11:10 AM

Hi amanda and Jo

*squishes u both* Hope u both r alrite ;)

MammaMia 20-05-2008 11:53 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Reason[TO]Believe (Post 775963)
It might take more time hun...abusive guys can be really manipulative. Just be there for her no matter what yeh?
Sometimes people dont know how to approach it...or dont know what signs to look for :(

I agree, abusive guys really can be abusive. I will always be there for her :thumbup:

Quote:

Originally Posted by Pomegranate (Post 776019)
*offers supportive hugs for everyone that needs them, I'm sorry I am so **** atm guys* But I am actually, seriously thinking of you all and praying you get through these struggles one at a time. Has anyone seen Carole recently bTW??? xxx

*huggles Emma lots and lots* Yeah I spoke to Carole on Sunday and she did sign on very quickly last night but I didnt talk to her :shocked:

MammaMia 20-05-2008 12:55 PM

I'm feeling downright awful- headache going down one side of my head and into my neck. It's kinda scary and my neck bloody kills. I hope it's just cus I slept funny :S

Slip 20-05-2008 01:25 PM

**wonders in with blankets & pillows & settles for a while**
I don't wanna play no more...

Jetforce 20-05-2008 02:45 PM

*massages helen's shoulders/neck*

Hope that helps a tad :P

*throws a another doona over deb..it's cold there and a few soft toys for u to cuddle*

blondiebear 20-05-2008 03:16 PM

*wanders in with diet pepsi in hand*
*offers a couple of paracetamol to Helen*

Poor Ally, no therapy next week.

My husband and I finally figured out where we are spending Saturday and Sunday nights. Flagstaff Arizona, it is only a relatively short 9 hour drive. Then Albuquerque New Mexico. If we are headed east, we usually do the drive to Albuquerque in a single day. This will give us a chance to explore Route 66 where it goes through northern Arizona.
Now all I have to do is nudge dear hubby into making the reservations for the holiday weekend!

Appointment with nutritionist this morning, some food plenty of psych work. Will talk to her about why I'm so much more anxious than usual to hide my upper torso. And about dealing with husband snitching food. Not nice to do to someone who went hungry in childhood.
Sigh.
*wanders off to get another diet pepsi*

~*forever_broken*~ 20-05-2008 03:36 PM

*hugs her RYL mom* hope the nutritionist appointment goes well dear Susan-mom.

Helen*snuggles* I'm sorry to hear you hurt so badly :-( I hope it gets better soon.

Jo *massive hugs*, it's not helping at all? I'm so sorry hun... Maybe we should trade places... I'm kind of thinking I need a REAL psych ward:pinch:. I hope things get better hun.

Jeremy, I know we talked last night (well, it was last night for me any way) and I hope you are feeling a bit more positive today my friend *squishes*
---------------
I'm exhausted:-( didn't sleep well at all last night. I've only got a slight head ache this morning (due to the fact that I got sick last night and then drank a lot of water). But I really just feel rather awful at the moment. It doesn't help that I don't have therapy next week especially since I really want to talk about this being 'done'... I don't WANT to go to hospital(especially right now as I'm trying to transition from uni to 'the real world') but... *shrug* yesterday I seriously considered slitting my wrists... Thought about it a lot in the hours after therapy (truth be told I thought of it DURING therapy)... Why not? After all, 'I'm done'... *shrug* I'm tempted to email him and ask if he's got an opening later in the week... But I don't know...
*curls up in her corner for a nap... Even though she just woke up*

~*forever_broken*~ 20-05-2008 03:53 PM

Never mind... I don't want to ask... I can wait two weeks... F**k

Slip 20-05-2008 04:24 PM

Soft toys... I feel like a child today... thanks!

blondiebear 20-05-2008 04:29 PM

Alyssa, your RYL mom says to see if there is an appointment.
My husband is making reservations. Oh boy, rate$ for a holiday weekend. I can live with double beds as long as it's non smoking.

Kija 20-05-2008 04:33 PM

offers hugs to everyone.
*snuggles down in a corner with a duvet*

~*forever_broken*~ 20-05-2008 04:36 PM

lol nothing wrong with feeling like a child.

*sigh* I've got the email written up... I just have to decide to send it:crying: I don't really want to... *updated* alright I emailed him... I figured pushing the send button would be less stressful in the long run then worrying about whether or not to send it...

Detour. Derail 20-05-2008 04:52 PM

uhhh :pinch: why did I do it? why did I have to find out?
*cries*

Detour. Derail 20-05-2008 05:24 PM

*sigh*
*curls up*

zowie 20-05-2008 06:04 PM

*Hides in corner* Someone hug me? x

~*forever_broken*~ 20-05-2008 06:12 PM

*hugs Alexx, Zowie, and Katey*
Kateyyyyy I see you. Hope you're doing better sweetie *snuggles*

Katey-lou 20-05-2008 06:13 PM

sorry, i've not been in here past couple of days. i'm trying to avoid going in a real 'psych ward' my psychologist wants me in, as do the crisis team an part ofthe duty team where my community team are. i'm currently hiding frm them because i dont want to go in.

~*forever_broken*~ 20-05-2008 06:26 PM

*snuggles Katey*
Believe me sweet heart, I understand how you don't want to go to hospital... but maybe it is for the best..?

MammaMia 20-05-2008 06:30 PM

*snuggles everyone*

The pain is nearly all gone :) Got it elsewhere hehe :P I feel sooooo happy atm and rather tired tho.

Detour. Derail 20-05-2008 06:33 PM

Should I go to his house or not?
someone decide for me :P

I hate TOTM :/
Pain much?!

MammaMia 20-05-2008 06:40 PM

Do you feel upto going Alex????? xx

Detour. Derail 20-05-2008 06:47 PM

erm...I really really really realllllly want to.
but i have cramps :/
and the gay thing is that my break between the pill started on thursday and will end this thursday coming (day after tomorrow)
I just want companyyyyy.
I know he'll make me feel better...after my mum made me feel crap.

Katey-lou 20-05-2008 06:50 PM

i dont kno if it is the best though, i'm arguing with myself. i hve to go now because everyone can find me at home. take care

BoundNoMore 20-05-2008 06:54 PM

*gives hugs to anyone and everyone who needs (or just plain wants) one*

MammaMia 20-05-2008 08:20 PM

*hugs everyone*

:]

Automatik Teknicolour 20-05-2008 08:45 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Reason[TO]Believe (Post 777058)
uhhh :pinch: why did I do it? why did I have to find out?
*cries*

What's happened?

*Sends everyone massive hugs*

Detour. Derail 20-05-2008 09:13 PM

weighing myself :/

MammaMia 20-05-2008 09:15 PM

*snuggles Alex and Jess*

I feel bit low I think :(

Automatik Teknicolour 20-05-2008 09:30 PM

Do you wanna talk about it Helen?

irkeninvader 20-05-2008 09:43 PM

*pops in with some hugs for everyone*

BoundNoMore 20-05-2008 09:57 PM

*curls up in a dark corner* I haven't slept in 3 days (well this is my 4th day)... what is wrong with me?!?! I am beyond tired... I am absolutely EXHAUSTED but for some reason I can't sleep... DAMNIT F*CKIN NIGHTMARES!!!! I NEED PEACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (sorry about the language)

irkeninvader 20-05-2008 09:59 PM

*hugs Bound by Thoughts and sprinkles some magic fairy dust to make you get some well needed sleep*


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