comes and hides in the corner and sobs her lil heart out

*sits next to cheryl and hugs so tight and cries with you*

*hugs everyone*

I managed to sleep last night - - with the aid of 8mg of Xanax but hey, what the heck.

*hugs everyone*



has anyone seen my creativity? it ran out mid bloody poem

*hugs helen, kahlia, and phoenix* Hope you guys are alright.

*hugs kiera* im sorry your EDs arent gone. Have you talked to anyone about it?

I am going to fail... like i always do

*hugs everyone*

And now once more unto the breach .... It's just after 7pm and I want to go to sleep but I'm not sure that I'm going to be able to. Damn that drives me nuts. And I'm in a down mood and thinking dangerous thoughts. I just don't know anymore. *sigh*

*curls up in a corner with a teddy bear and a pillow and tries to fall asleep*

Sending cuddles to all.

Kahlia, try to keep safe sweetheart. I know I'm a little late in responding to your post. But please *cuddles*

Laura, I'm not okay, but thank you for asking. How you doing? xxx

thanks mammia mia. hope ur ok

kahlia please keep safe big hugs xx

Why do things always have to get worse before they get better?
Could this stuipd situation get any worse?
Oh my god :'(

*hugs kahlia* hope the dangerous thoughts go away and that you can sleep.

*hugs helen* I often ask myself the same question about things getting worse... Sorry you are having a bad time. *offers some pillows and blankets for cuddling in*

Too much going on. I need to go back to school... 1 week until i can leave home. Although at school I have to deal with a friend situation that could potentially be very bad.. she is threatening some substance abuse issues. I want to help her but it is reminding me of days where i would try to help people with SI and suicide and it would just trigger me... idk, at the same time... i really like helping/attemptingto help.. so confused..

I.can't.cope.with.this.:'(

*cuddles tight* It's hard when you want to help someone but they're triggering you. Try keep safe and just let them know you're there for her if she wants to talk?

*Hugs everybody*

Helen, what's up hon? x

*hugs Vicki*
Can't say on here :(
I'll pm you.

Ok then...x

*cuddles everyone*

Yay, I managed to get 5 hours sleep last night. I still woke up feeling as though my mouth was full of sawdust ... I'm still not feeling all that good. The dangerous thoughts are getting stronger and I'm getting concerned that I'm going to start acting on them. My mood is still dropping... *sigh*

Just one question - - - - Does this ever end ??

i guess it does well it improves apparently u gota keep working at it.
keep fighting the urges u can do it i believe in u chick big hugs nething we can do

*gently hugs everyone*

I had an okay day today. I got 5 hours sleep last night but really wanted more. I had an appointment with my employment counsellor, and that went okay. I also went for a couple of walks. Hopefully I'll be able to get some decent sleep tonight. I wouldn't lay any bets on it though. *sigh*

My mood is low but I've been able to pretend that it's not and I don't think anyone IRL is aware of where I'm at. I'm having seriously dangerous thoughts, and my negative controlling voice is very strong. *sigh* Oh to step off the world for a day or two and just be in restful peace.

*curls up in a dark corner with a blanket*

*hugs everyone and offers delicious chocolates*

I'm not feeling good right now. I just want to stop thinking, stop feeling and stop breathing.

*curls up in the corner and attemps to sleep through this life*