*high fives mark* well done for getting through the day without harming! *hugs* i know about struggling in the morning, half term next week though so i can sleep <3 sleep well mark.
lia and jill-are you guys ok?

mark: nice one mark, well done on not harming.hugs lia, stay safe hun.
whatever this is wish it would stop as its freaking me out, and making me panic a little. =[

*hugs jill* can you try and explain what it is that is freaking you out?

erm my head feels like im zoned out or im high on something, which im not., and cant really see or think straght. it feels like im not here, im i making any sence

I feel really lonely now. Just isolated and meh and well, my heads funny. *cuddles wardies*

*hugs jill* you are making sense sweetie, sorry you feel like that :(
*hugs sarah*
ugh, i think i just got myself into trouble :(

*cuddles Nicole* How so?

*cuddles sarah* i was talking on facebook about our groups at college and said that i would rather be in a group with sileas than with solita now everyones having a go at me saying i'm a bad friend when i've explained the reason behind it, cause solita is confident and loud and i sometimes find her intimidating, that doesnt mean i dont like her, it just means i find it easier to work with sileas :(

Oh dear :( *cuddles* I hope its all okay

Watching a story about crows, they're so cool.

*cuddles Lia* I hope you're okay hun :( x

*cuddles lia* please stay safe hun.
*cuddles sarah* it's really triggerd me :( i've come so far since i started college but i still need to go at my own pace and i feel like theyre all pushing me into doing things :(

cuddles lia tighly. please dont girly. you can fight this. <3

*cuddles* I know the feeling. Sometimes when I have really bad days people won't stop touching me, even though I don't want physical contact with anyone. Hope you're alright

Stay safe Lia, we all care about you here

*Hugs all*

Thanks guys. I just wish these thoughts would leave me alone. They pop up at random moments and I can't deal with them. i just want to know one way or another.

It's alright Nicole, you just carry on going at your own pace and don't let anyone else tell you what to do :) I'm so pleased and proud of how you've managed to move on so much since starting college. *Hugs*

I hope you're alright Jill. You can fight this too.

I just want to hide away in my mind again... Feeling terrible :(

*lia* Huggles-
*mark* well done thats just brill
*nichole* massive hugs and try to ignore the others,x

I think i need a hug myself, lonely and too much stuff to do...feeling so down and dead

Hi Shaz, I'm Sarah *cuddles* Hope you're alright x

*Hugs Shaz tight* Do you want to talk about it?

*Hugs Sarah*

thanks Sarah and lia,
anything happened sarah?
and i would lia but i just dont know how? so stupid is moi