*hugs Ian* your wanted here in the ward.

thank you. I feel calm, but I know its cos I can OD tomorrow and I cant wait for it to happen.

Oh no please dont Oliver :( it will only make things worse, its not worth it.

I need a break from the mental pain, I need to feel some physical illness, and the urge is too strong. I'm sorry

*cuddles Oliver and Ian*

*hugs Crimson* how are you?

*hugs Oliver* Trying not to feel like crap... thoroughly unmotivated... hoping my run later helps some.

*hugs Crimson* is there anything in particular making you feel crap?
I hope the run helps.

I would just like to say that i feel useless because i never help. I'm sorry.

*Hugs Crimson* I'm sorry you feel crap.

*Hugs Oliver*

*hugs Ian* your not useless at all. and you help in the ward by being there and giving hugs and offering people someone to talk to *hugs*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Ian* Cool :)

*Hugs Crimson*

i jealous of youuu mark *pout* :P
[how're youuuuuu?]

I'm super excited Heather:) But struggling tbh *Hugs* How are you hun?

*hugs everyone*

My psychologist is moving to another area so I am being transferred to another psychologist. I feel sad because I get on well with him and have been seeing him for 2 years but at the same time this could be a fresh start for me and the new psychologist might have a better idea of how to help me.

*hugs Ian*
*hugs Oliver*
*hugs Heather*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Lindsay*

how are you all?

*Hugs Lindsay* I have to have a new social worker after next week , you make a good point about a new start .

*Hugs Laura* I'm ........here , how are you hun?

I'm feeling a bit more stable, just unhappy with my life.

How are you, Laura?

I feel kinda violated. I wrote a post saying how I'm feeling & why, but now I feel violated. it's been read several times, but no-one's replied, which generally is ok, but I now feel like loads of people are staring and laughing at me *sigh*

I'm so hard to please.

*hugs Lindsay & Laura*

*hugs Mara* I'm sure that no one is laughing at you. Sometimes it's hard to know what to say but people do care.

*Hugs Mara* I'm sure people aren't laughing at you hun , *Extra squish*

*Hugs Lindsay*

How is everyone doing?