*Hugs Ian* , How are you mate?

Heya Mark :) im not bad i guess, got a horrible cold and feel awful.

Sorry Ian *Germ killing Hug*

*Night Time Hugs My Ward mates*

Atlantica - here have some orange juice and chicken soup (probably not at the same time), get feeling better soon

Angel - Sorry to hear the person disappointed you, I can empathize with how much that hurts

AuraGrace - Yes, the SIing helps cope. But it is not a healthy way. I am telling myself that as I am telling you. For me it had been a while, I know we are not supposed to go into how long, but not that long...but Friday I gave into urges that had been bad all week long. Why? I don't know Friday it wasn't even that bad. I understand the rush...but there are a lot of risks too. If you can not make it without doing it (which i am not promoting just so the mods know) please be careful.

*waves* to everyone
Have counselling tomorrow am scared. Don't know what to expect. But have been disassociating at each of the sessions and don't want to tell counselor that I did have my slip and SIed and other things. Just want to disappear.

*comes into ward*
hey everyone sorry I haven't been here for a while.... I need a hug.... How is everyone? I feel soooo confused right now that I don't even know where to start.

*Hugs Shattered1* Good Luck at counselling :)

*Hugs Megz* Why so confused Hun?

*waves to Angel* I'm sorry you feel so low hun, I have the same issues :/

Morning everyone.

Morning Lindsay *Hugs * How are you?

I AM Quitting the drink , I had a bit of a SlipBut I'm DETERMINED again, on my 2nd day.........

Hi everyone. Want to snuggle under my Hello Kitty fleecey blanket?

*Cuddles up with blanket on sofa*

*Hugs Shattered1* Thank you your very kind :)

*Hugs Megz*

*Waves to angel* I'm sorry your feeling low, if you need to talk we are here for you.

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you?

*Hugs Tiff*

*Hugs Ian*

Thanks Mark :) *Hugs mark back* How are you mate?

Tired Ian , *Hugs*

I'm still here. Just lurking. x

*Squishes MJ*

*hugs all*
*swipes a blankie from Tiff and hides under it*

*waves to everyone*

Feeling any better Atlantica?

Just got back from counseling, guess went alright. I went bye bye for some of it. Just because he was reading my journaling and asking about what I wrote. Yeah, got feeling all small and stuff, When started coming back I SI'ed right there only half aware of it..granted no weapons of any kind of any kind allowed on premises so you can imagine was not bad..but felt stupid none the less. so ended up sitting on hands so wouldn't happen again.

goes and curls up in corner with pillow her blanket trying not to feel like an idiot and trying not to cry.

*Hugs Shattered1*Keep safe hun.

*Huggles Crimson*How are you hun?

I dunno. I feel ok but yet a here but no one home thing going on. Hiding away till it all makes sense. *hugs* how are you today?