*Hugs Lindsay* I just am depressed , I am getting horrible thoughts and am fed up.

*Hugs Ian*

If there is anything I can do Mark please let me know.

Nice to have you around Lindsay :) That helps . I really can convince me of the worst.

Are you able to try and challenge the thoughts you are having and change them into something positive or even something neutral?

Neautral would be the best I can manage Lindsay *Hugs* How are you doing now?

Neutral is better than negative though, yeah? I hope you feel better soon.

I'm confused. Confused about why I am confused. I don't want to do the things that the crisis team suggests to get me through this 'bad patch.' I'd rather let my misery grow and grow to the point where I would have the strength to kill myself. Death is more a part of life for me than life is and I don't want it to be that way.

*Hugs Lindsay* I know that feeling hun , just to crave depression because it's all you've known for such a long time

*Spots and Hugs Laura*

*Spots and squishes Felicia* <3

*hugs miskitty*
*hugs heather*
*hugs mark*
*hugs lindsay*
*hugs ian*

*hugs Laura* How are you?

*hugs mark, lindsay, ian, laura, felicia, heather, oliver, and mara*

Hope everyone is staying safe, or as safe as they can be.

*hugs Lindsay*
*hugs Laura*

I'm exhausted. How are you?

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*cries* I really don't want to be alive any more.

*Hold Lindsay Tightly*

*Hugs Ian*

*Night Night My Wardies*

Night, Mark.

*hugs mark* good night
*hugs lindsay*

love you guys <333

*hugs all*