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Heaven20 29-07-2012 12:58 AM

*hugs everyone and cuddles you all up*

ninais 29-07-2012 05:18 AM

I'm feeling like a bug that's being squashed or stuck in a jar and denied air. If i had the option of spending some time in the hospital now, i would jump at it. As it is I can't be around anyone. It's been months since i could talk to people other than immediate family (and even that's just a necessary evil) I don't answer the phone or messages or post on facebook. I've driven everyone from my life but I can't cut, and certainly cannot die because i have a daughter who is, like me, bipolar and those things would be devastating to her. She's saved my life so many times because of that thought. On the other hand, my life is so intensely painful and lonely that i can barely function. Thank you for letting me get that off of my chest.

RootsbeforeBranches 29-07-2012 05:36 AM

haven't been on for a little while - life has been insanely busy and I'm experiencing a lot of goodbyes and lasts that are very hard... I hope everyone is doing alright - sending love and hugs!

midnightphoenix 29-07-2012 11:48 AM

Bad bad bad deserve to suffer and die

I've thrown the tool away again

ˈsäləˌterē 29-07-2012 03:10 PM

Ninais, I'm useless atm cause I feel so much like you do that you almost coulda been writing that for me. I just wanted you to know that you're not alone n someone cares. ��

Gem-Louise 29-07-2012 03:11 PM

i have had enough cant take it anymore

Laura2.0 29-07-2012 04:49 PM

*hugs all*

I know I haven't been on here for a while. And if I was, then I wasn't doing individuals.
I'm going to a specialized hospital on Tuesday, which means that I probably wont get much online time in the next time. I'm going to be there for 4 weeks... that's my plan anyway. I don't know their plan, but they can't hold me there if I don't want to be there.

hope you are all well or at least well enough

happiness...its all a lie 30-07-2012 09:17 AM

*curls up in the corner*

Heaven20 30-07-2012 08:33 PM

Not good enough, never has been, never will be... bad lexy, not doing enough, no no no... very bad. Not acceptable, unhelpful, selfish, self serving, brattish, bad bad bad. Doesn't deserve to live, should go away, everyone would be happy, oh yes they would. Bad lexy, should do more, not ill, not a tall...

Laura2.0 30-07-2012 09:56 PM

*hugs faye* how are you?

*hugs lexy* Is that your name? You are certainly not a bad person.

I'm going ip tomorrow morning. I wish you all a good time and all that.

risenfromperdition 30-07-2012 11:51 PM

good luck love <3 hope it's helpful for you <3

happiness...its all a lie 31-07-2012 08:07 PM

*sits in corner with tool* bad bad bad evil girl. Must learn to be better and not a failure.

midnightphoenix 31-07-2012 08:52 PM

I don't feel well I don't want to live any more and I can't get help until the psychiatrist contacts me

Gem-Louise 01-08-2012 02:22 AM

cant do this anymore just want to die

RootsbeforeBranches 01-08-2012 03:32 AM

I missed three months clean by days - also got the day wrong for therapy and missed that today. Thinking of disappearing

Lyria 01-08-2012 07:58 AM

HI EVERYONE! I'm back again and in a spiral of unmedication and no sleep. WOO. Whatever. I havent felt in a while. I want to crash...ok that's probably a bit sick but who cares...

midnightphoenix 01-08-2012 08:08 PM

Ugh I hate this I want out of here

Heaven20 02-08-2012 12:31 AM

-stares at a wall-

m0nk 02-08-2012 06:39 PM

Hide in your fuc kin' grave
You're afraid of life
You do nothing
If you spenD life whineing about death
any wonder you dont like life
just shut up!
Actions speek louder
...but theres still no one listening.
I dont care what you do
just stop getting in my way.
Stop getting me down

You loved me
even though
I know-you knew
I would never love you back
Its youre fault
you shoulda known better
dont blame me, i told you i was heartless

I'm better now, thanks for the boost
oh you want a hand up?... sorry im kinda busy

I'll always lie to you
you're nothing to me
you dont even deserve my honesty
we were never friends
and now that you're no use to me

I despise you

but who am I
I'm just a bit ch
I'm heartless, I'm cruel
I never even thought of what i did to you
and now i dont even talk to you
dying wont get my attention
dont live for me
find another
aslong as I dont have to think of you ever again
you're dead to me

m0nk 02-08-2012 06:41 PM

if you wont delete that. and live in hope and dont die from me. i love you all. ashers or not. we live together. i will tell you my secret button url. ;(
do something thats full of energy. thats where the life lives. and will accept even the smallest of memories to slip away from your aching hearts.

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