*hugs Laura* hope you are feeling better. Colds suck.

*curls up*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Oliver*

*hugs Mark* how are you doing?

*hugs Oliver*
*hugs Mark*

how are you?

* waves *
hows everyone ?

*hugs Laura* how are you?

*waves to Ella* how are you?

I'm not good, very suicidal, got lots of urges, even taking a diaz hasn't calmed me down. I've spent the whole day in bed cos I'm just so depressed

*Hugs* Oliver...
Hope you feel better soon x

*hugs Dani* thanks how are you?

Am good ...Sorry you are feeling so bad at the moment Oliver

yeah still on a hyper today just been dancing around my front room :-)

Lol sounds fun

Yeah it is lol... Until my partner gets here and then the arguments will probably start...!

*hugs Ella*
*hugs Oliver*
*hugs Dani*

I'm going inpatient tomorrow morning. I'm not ready.
I hyperventilated twice in the last 6 days, that's how panicked I am.

*Hugs Laura* It's nothing to be scared about hun , I've done it 3 times and here I am :)

*hugs Laura* try not to be scared, they are there to help you.

*hugs Dani and Mark*

I'm going to actually try get up and may try to go to my youth group and if I'm still feeling this unsafe after that I may take myself to A and E

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Oliver* I hope youth group is helping.

I'm unable to talk with them. I didn't talk at the assessment, so I think they have to stay at the closed ward. Great.

*hugs all*
You will be fine hun just remember they are their to help you xx

Oliver i hope youth group will help you feel better this evening and i will be popping in and out of this all evening
xx

hugs everyone

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Dani if okay*

*Hugs Laura*