*snuggles into laura*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Waves to Kim* I'm Mark , Hey :)

*Hugs Heidi*

*Hugs Laura* Congratulations on the apartment !

*Hugs Heather*

I cannot take this any more. Every day is worse than the one before. :(

*Squishes Lindsay*

*hugs Ian*
*hugs Oliver*
*hugs Phoenix*
*hugs Heather*
*hugs Laura*
*hugs Mark*
*squishes Lindsay*

how are you all?

*Hugs Laura* Ich ist Gut :)

I'm sad today
*hugs everyone*

*Hugs Heidi* Why so sad hun?

*hugs Heidi* What's up?

Not good with physical contact at the moment, so *waves to everyone*

hope you're ok Heidi.

*Waves to Kim*

How are you, Kim?

Kinda flashbacky, atm.

You know the weird thing? It got triggered yesterday, by some woman I know. Her baby is due the same day my son was. And reading that seemed to set of flashbacks of everything I went through because of my ex. Makes no sense, really, does it.

I'm sorry you're having flashbacks. How are you coping?

*hugs Heidi*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Lindsay*
*waves to Kim*

I have an appointment with the inpatient person at hospital on Monday. Then I get to decide if I want to go inpatient or not. I don't know what to expect of the appointment, did anyone have an appointment like that?
I'm really nervous about it and I'm scared.

Is it an assessment, Laura?

I don't think I am. But hey.

I haven't had an appointment like that, Laura. I hope it all goes well for you.

I don't know what it is Lindsay. They said it is something like a preliminary talk?

I don't know the german rules laura but they only take in the suicidal cases here in my experienice.

I hope it goes well, Laura. I'll be thinking about you.