*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Lindsay* I'm so sorry i wish there was more i could do to help, but i do know what it is like to feel the way your currently feeling iv been there myself and its awful. It wont last forever. I hope you feel better soon i really do.

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Mark*

*hugs Ian* how are you?

omfg. I fly in a little under 1 day.
This is too stressful.

*hugs ward*

but look at your annoying signature. and getting to see deathly hallows and grr :P <3
love you *jumps on*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Felicia* <3

Hi everyone.

Hey Lindsay *Squishes* How do you feel hun?

Desperate to get out of life. How are you, Mark?

I'm not sure my neighbour is insisting I get myself some cider for getting him his fags :S *Hugs Lindsay*

Are you able to decline his offer?

Not really , he insisted , so.............. yeah , But it'll just be a couple for tonight which is good I guess , the universe is taking the piss somewhat :S

*huge hugs*

*Squishes Lindsay*

*hugs lindsay*
*hugs mark*
*hugs heather*
*hugs miskitty*
*hugs oliver*
*hugs ian*
hope I didn't forget anyone but just in case
*hugs all*

they still want me to go inpatient. I have an appointment to talk with the inpatient person at hosp and then I get to decide if I want to go inpatient or if I don't want to.
I'm putting pressure on myself and keep thinking that if I don't go voluntarily that they are going to force me eventually.

*Hugs Laura* Perhaps wait until you've spoken to the woman until you decide?

Maybe you could try making a list of the pros and cons of going inpatient and see how you feel then. Having something down on paper can make decisions easier.

*hugs all*

Laura I agree with Lindsay a pro and con list is a good idea.

I got called a freak on the train back to Manchester cos I was watching an opera.

That was so horrible of them, Oliver. I hope you're ok. *hugs*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Oliver* I'm so sorry that's so mean , don't let the bastards get you down Mate .

Is this really me? Is this my life? I've never been 'normal.' I just want to fit in somewhere.