*hugs everyone*

Not doing too well today, meh

*Hugs Sam*

*Hugs MJ* I don't hate you hun.

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Matthew*

*hugs* Mark

laura, Thats quite a long time to wait to see him if the tablets arent doing you any good. I really dont know what to suggest unless you phone a pharmacy or something. Its hard isnt it!

*hugs* Louise

*hugs* yodabearinterrupted.. sorry to hear you arent doing so well

*hugs ward*

I'm getting ready to leave soon, and the grandparents I live with just had to calm a panicky me. I'm quite sure this trip is gonna be an adventure.

*Hugs Sam*

*Hugs Felicia*

It's my mums birthday, we went out , I ordered a Lime soda , My Dad practically insisted I taste his beer , and that was that , I had 2 660ml beers and I really screwed up , I hate myself , seriously. I don't know what I'll do tomorrow..........

Mark, You didn't "really screw up". You had a slip up after you were provoked. Have you talked to your dad about trying to keep sober? If not, can you explain your situation to him?
Don't hate yourself, hun. We all back step some sometimes. *huggles* Tomorrow you do know what you'll do. You'll start again :)
*hugs all*

*goes and sits on ward bed to assemble thoughts*

Laura, is there another T at their office that you can consult on the side effects during their absence? It could have ill effects to just stop taking a med and I don't want anything to happen to you. *hugs*

*Hugs Crimson* Thanks hun , I will start again , I will try my best , at the end of the day that's all I can do......

It is all you can do and so far you have done very well. We're proud of you :)

Ok, so since I fail at the mood diary idea... I was thinking of making an outline with bullet points for the issues I have and expanding on each topic under that. But now that I've begun that it's kinda... i dunno what a good word is for it. The list looks so long. :S

I'm sorry Crimson I am useless at stuff like that *Humogous Hugs*

I thought it would be a good way to go about it since I am a list type person... but I have 5 main issues and their sub catagories and it just makes me feel like it's way too much and they're gonna think I'm just outright crazy.
*hugs Mark back* Can I just sit with you for a bit?

Yes of course Crimson , *Fluffs a pillow for you to sit against*

*creeps back into ward* hi all *hugs*

*hugs Oliver* Hi. How are you?

Not good, really want to OD again, already done it twice in the last 4 days :(
how are you?

*Hugs Oliver Massivley*

*cuddles Oliver* I'm not great but I'm trying...
If you need you can sit here with Me n Mark... *offers a plushie and a fluffy pillow to sit on*

*hugs Mark and Crimson*

thank you I will join you, its been a horrible few days. *grabs a pillow and a duvet*

*Night TIme Hugs my Wardies*

*hugs Mark* night