hugs everyone

Yeah I guess Anxiety mixed with tiredness Crimson. I just hope she didn't think I was drunk :(

*Hugs Louise*

*hugs Louise*
*hugs Mark* She may, she may not. If she asks just tell her the truth, you hadn't been drunk just tired and anxious.

yeah , Thats a good idea Crimson . My parents are away on Mothers Day so we are doing it this weekend I'm worried there will be alcohol . FREE alcohol , I'm not exactly outside of temptation hmmmmm

I totally understand the temptation factor.... Not quite the same thing but I'm sitting in my office for all of lunch to avoid the 'ice cream social' in the break room. I cave way to easy when deliciousness is offered to me...

I cave in easily too Crimson , Not really for ice-cream but other stuff most definatley.

if i were there and it were socially acceptable i'd just eat the caramel lol but i'm eating nuts, carrots and fruit and they are delicious and healthy.

I eat quite a bit of fruit , I get my 5 in before I even start on my meals :) I am on a budget though so I buy whatever types on offer .

*nods* we get them on sale too... this week was strawberries buy one get one free :D i'm going to have to dehydrate some for when i next make 'oatmeal packets' lol

How do you dehydrate them , In the microwave? Or is there a special peice of kit you use?

sorry for being useless

*Curls up*

*Hugs Louise* You're not useless hun , Why do you think that ?

*Hugs Charlie* How are you hun?

i feel i let people down or so i get told. grrrrrrrrrrrrr feel down tonight due to some people

You are not useless Louise! *huggles*

Mark, I have an older version of this that a friend gave me (they hadn't used it in over 5 yrs) after my oster brand one blew a fuse and quit working. I made fruit leathers yesterday. They're good for making all kinds of things (meat jerky - i've made salmon, beef and moose; fruit chips; raisins (or craisins or other berry raisins); potato chips; etc).

*Hugs Mark*
I just......give up.

wow got busy in here real quick!
*cuddles Charlie*
be back in an hour or so (gotta cover the front desk for R's lunch)
*cuddles all*

Hey that looks Fun Crimson!

*Squishes Louise* You're not useless hun , try to ignore horrid comments people make?

Whats up Charlie ?

I just...These urges. They've been at least once a day for the past 29 days and I've fought through all of them. I've use every skill I can think of, every distraction, self soothing activity, everything. But I can't anymore. The last few days it's just been constant. I can't fight it anymore. I can manage tonight cause I'm not at home. But tomorrow....It's just not gonna happen.