*Hugs Nicole* How are you this evening?

*hugs mark* im not doing too well if im honest :( theres this girl who i really like and i was pretty sure she liked me too and we are supposed to be meeting up tomorrow but she has suddenly stopped answering my texts so i dont know if we are or not and i'm getting paranoid and feeling abandoned :(

Don't get paranoid Nicole , Mobiles get turned off , left in a different room , battery needs re-chargeing , you'll probably have a great time tommorow :)

I agree with Mark, Nicole.
How are you, Mark?

yeah but it was like nearly 2 hours since she last text me. and im not really sure if we are still meeting now...

*hugs louise* I dont really think I can talk about it right now.. but thanks for asking hun. Sorry that you are not feeling well today. Here if you need to talk.

*hugs mark, nicole, april, helen, kahlia, felicia, and everyone else*

I'm Numb, I'm sorry I keep saying but it's a constant mood . I'm not tired but I am going to bed soon , so sick of this *Sigh* Sorry .

*huggles everyone. i dont know what to do.....

Hugs all. Curls up and crys quietly.

I think you should hmmm....... go along to your meeting tomorrow , probably text her tomorrow morning :) But don't worry about it Nicole .Sorry if thats of no help .

yeah.....i dunno. im just getting fed up of everything.... i know i get really paranoid anyways, but this isnt helping.

*cuddles all*

I know I said I'd do individuals later but my brain just isn't working... :(

My head is messing me up. I don't know how to explain it really. I just want to cry and kick and scream... and I don't usually get in that type of mood. I don't know anymore. Nothing's happened to cause me to feel this way. I just feel penned up, caged, and it's awful. :(

I have a "lead" on a job I'm going to call about tomorrow. It has to do with mental health and my parents said "it sounds like it has April's NAME on it!!" so I really hope it works out. Thing is, while it's only parttime, I think I would be "on call" evenings and weekends... although "on call" for what I have no idea!! as the ad in the paper didn't give a whole lot of details. :-/ But I'm going to call about it tomorrow, if I can get up the courage. :-S

*hides in the warren and repeatedly punches a pillow* :'(

Updated my r/v... geez, it's quiet in here right now. *feels alone* :(

*hugs april* it is quiet in here today...

*huggles all*

Sorry in advance for the lack of individual replies, there's just a couple of things I wanted to comment on in the last few pages that have passed since I was last on:

Nicole: Have you tried blocking that "friend" on FB - not just removing connections but fully removing connections? I don't know if that's an option you want to take but it means that she won't have any access to anything related to you on FB. The information is in the FAQS here. Maybe let your other friends know that this "friend" could be contacting them and they are "suspect"? I don't know, but I've had a similar thing happen to me.

April: That job sounds interesting - I hope you manage to get up the courage to give them a call!!

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I'm still anxious and definitely getting over it. Just got to keep going, one step at a time . . . *sigh*

*leaves cuddles and safe love and care packages on the table*

April, I'll go read it in a minute.
Kahlia, *hugs* I'm sorry you're feeling anxious.

Gahhhh... There is pain radiating from my recent SI down my leg... all the flippin way down. I don't think I like this.
I also don't like the stress I feel to get packed up and ready for uni.

*squishes laura <3*
here if you want to chat. im tired of everything too ><

and yeh... bbq's are stoopid =\ ick. had sooooo much food. badbadbad. *sigh*

im sleepy =[ boooo.

I really want to overdose :/

*hugs Lindsay* please keep safe. I'm just a PM away if you need someone to listen (I'm a crap advice giver, but I'll try.)

*hugs lindsay* please don't overdose hun. We're here for you.

*hugs felicia* how r u doing? are you taking care of your recent SI wound. It sounds pretty painful.

*hugs heather* sorry that you are tired of everything too. You are not bad.

*hugs kahlia* I wish that this anxiety would go away for you :-/ Hang in there.

*hugs nicole* sorry that your friend was being so horrible to you. Try to not let her get to you like others have said. Hope that you have fun tomorrow (which is probably today for you already lol)

*hugs mark, jill, and helen*

*hugs april* I read your r/v. Sorry not many words right now... good luck with that job though!

Feeling ignored, alone, low, useless... I should just go to bed but im not sleepy now of course because its night time and why would anyone want to sleep at night? Stupid me.