So far im hanging just. Yeah im watching tv, reading magazines, job hunting, txting friends but nothing is stopping it grr.

hope people are ok x

I give up. Tired of being leaned on so much by my friends so hard. Its extremely difficult right now not to do bad things. Emotiona duress plus Voices do not mix well. I have tried writing and when I read what I wrote it looks weird and frightening. I am scared. Music isn't helping cause I turn to heavy metal lol I am resisting as hard as I can for as long as I can... really trying to hold on. *hides in the corner* I don't really have a psych right now which sucks. I do have a pysch who I haven't seen in a year nearby though. No on in my family or friends is helping... I am worried I might get in trouble soon... *cries and sits in the corner and rocks*

sends hugs and cuddles your way. I dont have many words but your not alone x

Got to play some smash with a friend today and see another friend as well, so I'm doing ok overall. Awkward conversation last night, though. I had to lie about not self-harming :/

*curls up*
im shakey and out of it and i dont like it =[

I'm checking in for the night... *curls into a little ball in the corner"

checking myself in for a while. *curls up in corner*


I have been having a very rough time lately. My depression has been getting worse and worse and I have been feeling extremely suicidal, I am having break downs daily now. I have had the urge to cut again recently as well but I haven't yet. I am worried but I am trying to make it through this. What has made it worse is the fact that I have no one to talk to about it and my family thinks I just need to get a life and that that will make my depression disappear.

*hugs* - I hate when people think that depression has some magic cure like "getting a life". Stay Strong.

*stares at wall sighing*

*hugs RisingFromtheAshes and MakeSomeNoise and RootsbeforeBranches*
Hope that was okay to do

*puts some brownies and cookies on the table*

Doing ok, but not that much better

*hugs everyone*

Thanks for the hugs.

Tonight I am just feeling really drained and empty. I had 3 break downs today so it was a pretty horrid day. I am just so tired and fed up. Every time I go to sleep I wake up three hours later and can't get back to sleep (which is kind of normal for me) but it is exhausting when you are going on no sleep and having constant break downs every day for weeks on end. It isn't helping that I have been contemplating suicide more and more as the days go by. I am holding on by a thread these days and it takes all my energy to just make it through the day.

i think it's 2 cats

I think i might just move in here

*Hugs Georgia* Beatles fan ? :)

*Hugs Monk*

*Hugs Faye*

hugs mark, how are you today?

:( just want to curl up and not wake up

*Hugs Faye* I'm recovering from a horrid nose bleed , going to the dr's tomorrow about them. How're you?

*Hugs Gemma Tight*

dont want to be alive anymore seriously thinking about it

Please don't Saphire, we're all here for you (((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))

oh no sorry to hear that. Hope the doctors goes ok. Im ok actually today i have managed 8 hours of being normal. I have rang someone for an application and my benefits are sorted til i get a job and my aunty came to visit me. I just dont like nighttime.

hugs saphire you know were here for you hun.

how are you dylan?