Kitty *Hugs* I'm feeling low , already trying to figure out what to eat for dinner so as not to panic about it later , I Self Injured on my leg last night , I've simple almost run out of room on my arms . I didn't choose to have depression, Sick of it , Sick of feeling so low , Sick of feeling like a burden to all you guys , I just want to cry but I can't . *Sigh* Sorry , I was really telling myself I would be more positive today but thats just not happened :S

Nobody chooses to have depression Mark. Am sure nobody thinks you want it either. I'm sorry you cut last night, please look after your wound(s). You're not a burden and don't be so hard on yourself for not being more positive. You can't force these things, they take practice.... *hugs*

*Spots and Hugs Helen* How are you?
EDIT:- Hey we posted together , sorry Helen , I withdraw my "spots" but leave my "Hugs"

-hugs mark tight- I'm sorry. I totally know how you feel can relate so much. You definitely aren't a burden, mark. If you are a burden, then I dont know what I am because I bitch more than you do. By the way, for the record, I really dont mean to do that, either. I can't help it. I really hope you feel better, mark. You are amazingly awesome like others have said. You have helped me so much I can't begin to describe. I wish I was able to help people like you do. Did you dress your wound(s)? Take care of yourself buddy like I said feel free to PM me any time if I am not on when you PM I will respond as soon as I can. -hugs again-

Hey helen how are you doing? -hugs-

*hugs Mark & Kitty*

I'm okay. We've tons of snow & more's coming down :D

Sorry one more rant for the night. I have to get this off my chest before I go to bed.

Some asshole really upset me on facebook tonight. I had posted a status about annoying people posting pro animal crap all day long...don't get me wrong, I love animals, but when people post crap like that ALL DAY its annoying! Anyway this guy was on my friends list for a facebook game I play and he posted something that really hurt me. I would go into explaining it but I am so tired I'm just gunna cheat and copy and paste :D



-sighs- I'm going to bed now can't stay up my husband is bitching. Take care everyone, if you need me, PM me. xx

Unfortunately Kitty people will make jokes about things that are personal to us or offend us, regardless of whether they know or not. Unlikely to censor themselves too, they don't have to. But if they are a proper friend, they wouldn't do it around you. If that makes sense?

Like a close friend of mine has a habit of joking about rape, knows it really upsets me and makes an immense effort not to do it around me. I'd like it if she stopped altogether but I can't force her to....

*Hugs all*

Kitty, try not to listen to him, some people are just idiots who have nothing better to do with their lives than upset others. I've had several experiences with those people, and Mark had one on the forums a couple of weeks back.

Hey Helen :) It's snowing a little here too, but I don't want it to because I'm going to London on the train tomorrow and I will never get there if it snows too much. It can snow all it likes Christmas eve when I no longer have anywhere to go.

School's out for Christmas now and it feels weird. How can it be so close to Christmas? I actually like school, it's the only place I have ever really belonged and I feel accepted there. I don't want to leave and I have no idea what I am gonna do on my last day. I will flood the entire school with my tears, and I don't cry in front of people.

How is everyone else today?

*hugs Lia* Hope you get to London safely. Got any plans? :D

Ignore That person Kitty , some people are just not worth getting upset over like Lia said I had one person upset me and it wasn't worth my energy to be upset.*Hugs*

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Lia* I hope you are able to get to London okay:)

OH Nuts Owen :S Why are you having trouble sleeping do you think?

Hmmm , Owen Could you make yourself some warm milk to drink , That might help?

I'm going to go to bed , just for a little while .

I hope you're managing to sleep, Owen.

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you today?

Hi everyone, how are you all today?