Cool =)

Dropped Performing Arts, hated it in the first 10 minutes.
They told me I had to stick with it for two weeks so I explained my health situation and they let me change to media studies straight away.
Means I have to go in Fridays, but I can deal with it. x

*huddles in a corner with her blankie* Why is today always bad, tommorrow looks so good and then it turns into today *needs hugs* *offers chocolate cookies to everyone thats in here*

*takes a cookie*
*joins you in your corner and gives you a great big hug*

Poor Zowie but I'm glad they let you change straight away =D

*hugggggs* *takes cookie* We're here if you wanna talk

I have forgotten why i bother fighting.

*hugs*

Because you want to achieve something? Have good, better times?

xxx

I don't think I will be able to achieve anything, better times would be nice but can't see them happening.

Hugggggggles.

You never know.

*hugs back Auburn Shadow and Hells* your welcome in my corner. I dont know whats wrong with me at the moment im all uppy and downey

*hides in her basement with the trap door closed*

*hugs all that are in here*

Am trying to clean up my flat but have managed to somehow damage my back and keep having it spasm on me. Wish there was an easier way to do things. I wish I could get the images out of my head. Do the pictures of others suicides ever go away ??? However, I'm still SI free, therefore still on the road to recovery.

*offers cookies and hugs to everyone*

*is hiding even more*

I want to crrry

*sits and crys*
I feel like no one loves me

i love you! (though i dont really know though that well)

thanks but you are just saying that... I know you are
how could anyone love a ****ed up, pathetic excuse of a human being like me????

i'm not just saying that. you seem like a great person and you've certainly been there for me a bit. you're not pathetic. you're just goign through a rough time atm *huggles*

Thanks Soph
You are a great person too.
I really do try to be there for people as much as I can and help them - even when I can't help myself.
*huggles back*

I think I want to just plain disappear. Does this ever end ????

*cuddles up in a corner with a teddy-bear and cries*

*cuddles you* i know how you feel. it does get better though. it may take a while but it does *cuddles more*

manda, you are going to get through this, i knwo you are *hugggles*

Okay Amanda, i haven't posted in here for awhile but I want to put my foot down. You are NOT a pathetic anything! You are a wonderful person who is, sadly, hurting quite a lot. Don't try and convince us you're horrid becasue you're NOT!

listen to Jes, she knows what she's talking about

Thanks for the cuddles everyone. I feel like I don't deserve them, but thank you from the bottom of my heart. I really hope that this will end one day. Not just for me, but for all of us. I'm just going to sit and cry for a bit until I am back in control of myself.

*cuddles everyone present and then curls up in the corner with a teddy-bear*

Thanks Jess
*hugs you and Kahlia*

*hugs everyone*

I hate this. When it ever gonna end?

i cant tell you when but it will one day. i know fighting is hard but it is better than the alternative *cuddles lots*

*gives a box of tissues to kahlia*

I.really.can't.do.this.

*clings to Helen*
I wish I knew when it was gonna end Hun... I wish I knew

*clings to Amanda*

I wish we all knew :crying:

*cudles both of you*
you're both going to get through this. i wish i could tell you exactly what but you are one day going to get through this!

*hides in a corrner with a blanket over my head and cries*

why dose living have to be so hard =(

*cuddles Soph* I don't think I'm going to get through this :crying:

*gives fallen angel tissues and cuddles*

helen it just seems like you're not atm coz you're not doing too well but you are goign to get through this! just one baby step at a time *cuddles*

*sits in a corner and rocks*
today needs to be OVER!!!! :crying:

*cuddles*

I can't take one step at a time, I don't know, I'm trying so hard to be positive but I can't :crying:

*cuddles closer to All I'm living for and takes the tissues*

I wish it would all go away and leave me alone.

i do understand hun *hugs*

fallenangel, i'm sophie. i know its hard honey *cuddles*

Thank you for being here. :crying: . I might go to attempt sleep..shame it wont be eternal

*cuddles with sophie*

I have no will to fight and I'm afraid:crying:

*cuddles* is there someone how can stay with you tonight so you wont be afraid?

*snuggles Deidre*
Why are you scared Hun?

*cuddles* no my family dosen't know that I SI and I'm supposred to be sleeping. I slipped up once today i'm afraid it will happen again.

:crying: :crying:

well you've always got us here *cuddles lots*

I know this sounds dumb but i'm afraid of my self. I'm afraid of what I mmight do :crying:

doesn't sound dumb at all... I get that way sometimes too
*cuddles*

*holds on to you tightly*

you have now idea how much that means to me =)

doesnt sounds dumb, i know exactly how you feel *cuddles*

*cuddles with both of you*

I'm going to try and get some sleep


:crying: hopefully :crying: