I know, and I can't completely relate, Sarah, but I can relate somewhat. I have a girl thats not real that nags at me all the time to cut and commit suicide...she wont go away...

That's good to hear that you are doing ok, crimson. When it comes to dinner, I say the simpler the better. -nods-

I need to go get some stuff done, loves, but I will be back in a bit. If you need anything, feel free to PM me. -hugs ward-

Night night Sarah sleep tight.

I guess I'm okay you guys. Just down tonight... and I realized that half my cuts are infected. They're so painful and the itch is maddening. Good god.

But I'm just laying in bed, on here, listening to my roomie play video games whilst I look at stuff on ebay... haha.

I hope you all are doing at least semi okay tonight.

*hugs felicia* wish i could help :(

I'm back everyone -hugs ward-

Felicia, can you go to the doctor to get the infected cuts looked at?

*curls up in the corner* I feel weird. not triggered per say. I don't know exactly, but i have to get over it b/c i have a final tomorrow :-(

-hugs Laura- I hope you do well on your final tomorrow. Just look forward to the break, hun. That always helps me. Do you need to talk? I'm here but I don't think anyone else is on right now. I'm not in the best place, but I can listen. -hugs again-

Good luck tomorrow laura <3

Hey heather - hows you?

Goina bed.. Gotta be up at 5:45 ><

Awww night night sleep tight

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Kitty* Please stay safe hun :S

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Laura* Gooooooooood Luck with your final Laura:)

How are you all?

I'm on my parents lappy, will be back at my flat soon I hope .

-looks up from staring entirely too long into the blankness, into the nothingness, and sees mark and hugs him back-

I...I'm scared. I have these plans. And tools. And nobody around to stop me. And...and I...I dont want to do it...but she says I have to...

-starts biting her hands-

*Super hugs Kitty* Please don't go through with your plans hun :S I , for one would miss you heaps .

Right I must dash , Got to get back to my flat , will be back online 11.30am ish *Hugs*

-hugs mark back, again- I forgot to ask...sorry...how are you?

I am not one that should be missed, for I should have never been alive in the first place. I've got my tools laying next to me. She is telling me that I need to do something...she's giving me 3 choices. She says I can cut, but if so, it has to be bad. She says I can die. And she says I can cut and die. But I have to make my choice, or else... I don't know what the outcome of "or else" is...but I don't think I want to find out...

She won't leave me alone. She just keeps getting louder and louder and louder. She mad...

Ya I dont know what time that is for me. It is 1:42 am here...but if I am still here, I'll see you then.

*sheepishly hugs wardies I have been neglecting* feel like a bit of a stranger in here. Mark you're a legend, haven't caught up on all your news but you are here for everyone, you're a good kind person. What's happening for you?

Few other familiar faces; Helen, Laura, Julie, Nicole. Miss you all heaps. I'm doing pretty **** but looking forward to a few weeks off at Christmas to sleep and sit quietly.

Love and miss you all
JK
xo

*Hugs JK Tons* I'm sorry to hear you're feeling crap JK but it's sooooo nice that you popped in :)

*Hugs Kitty* Don't die Kitty , Try to drown her out , Headphones and music?