Finished paper on time :) lol. Feliciaa sowwy your exams all is on friday o.O sucky.

Laura- go you :) sorry for the stupid comments. That said, accorfing to father my friends send me blades in the mail (errr?) because i wouldnt tell him where i bought them... And my 'not making myself look presentable is 'an excuse to make ppl not want to hang out with me & i am depressed ABOUT something' o.O wthhh haha

Thats why I hide my blades and only pull them out when I'm alone.

-continues rocking in the corner-

I was alone- long story short.. Tried on shirt at mall, mum saw arms, dad came home and got talked at for about an hour.. Awkward

*sits with and offers teddy*

Awwww I'm sorry. Sounds awkward. My mom saw my scars on my legs once and asked me about them. I said it was the cat. I knew she didn't believe me, but I still to this day convince myself that she did so it's not as awkward. Now that I'm married, I spend the majority of my time trying to hide the scars from my husband. He gets all freaked out when he sees new ones and well I dissociate and when I do I harm and don't remember it and most of the time it's late at night when he is sleeping but I cannot sleep. And he is not wake able when he's sleeping. So that's awkward, too. Sorry, rambling, and not being very helpful.

Thanks for the teddy. -accepts the teddy and squeezes it and rocks with it- My eyes sting so bad. They want to cry. They want to cry... -rocks faster-

Crying is ok sweetie <3

I know it's ok...but I physically can't cry. There is only one way to get my emotions out... -squeezes the teddy harder and rocks even faster-

*offers hug* try not to hun <3 and figured would emphasize it, cuz i know i slways feel like crying isnt kay and stuff so *shrug*

Sorry am useless atm. Sleep maybe.. Night xox

-hugs back- It's ok, I understand. Thanks for sitting with me. I can't sleep. -shrugs- If you are going to sleep, sleep well. xx

Night <3 hope you can sleep soon =[

Me too. Doubt it, but I can always hope. <3

Horrible flashbacks...he's coming... -throws a blanket over herself to hide and squeezes the teddy as hard as she can-

*hugs Kitty*

-hugs felicia back- thanks. how are you?

-scoots closer to Julie and offers one of her many pillows and fuzzy blankies- you okies?

*offers hugs to all*

I feel so ****ing sick :'( Supposed to be leaving soon to go college for our trip lol.

*Hugs Laura* 7 weeks !! Way to go you :-)

*Hugs Helen* Yey for beating your cold and I hope your anemia is just having a blip.

*Hugs Kitty*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Amy* What are you upset about Amy?

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs The rest of my Wardies* , I hope I didn't miss anyone , it was busy in here last night :P