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BoundNoMore 22-05-2008 07:18 PM

*hugs zowie*

I know the feeling....
everyone is like, "oh you are strong."
and I think, "if you only knew..."

*sighs*

MammaMia 22-05-2008 07:19 PM

*snuggles everyone*

Zowie, WTF do they think they're doing? :(

and then proceeds to jump around....Alex have we still got that birthdy cake for DOGS?

Only Charlie is two today ;)

Hope everyone is doing okay xxx

zowie 22-05-2008 07:24 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Bound by Thoughts (Post 782692)
*hugs zowie*

I know the feeling....
everyone is like, "oh you are strong."
and I think, "if you only knew..."

*sighs*


Exactly. I tell them all the awful things Beth tells me to do and they say 'oh you're so strong for resisting' but they don't seem to believe me when I say I'm sooo close to doing those things. They just think that because I haven't already done it, I'm not going to.

Detour. Derail 22-05-2008 07:25 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by zowie (Post 782685)
*Hugs Alexx and Jo* What's up Jo, what can't you do?

The crisis team have just today stopped seeing me. I feel like everyone believes I'm doing fine when I'm not.

WTF?!?! thats whack...considering I ASKED to be discharged today and got refused!!!

I'm sorry Zowie....maybe you could go to MY sessions instead?
*huggles*

Detour. Derail 22-05-2008 07:28 PM

Helennnnnnnn *produces one birthday cake for Charlie and gives him and Millie a party hat*
Maybe when Jess gets here...she can bring HER dog (also called Milly....but spelt different ;p)
Then again...she might not get here...coz I'm a **** friend :/
*continues to blow up balloons for the doggeh party*

dark_light 22-05-2008 07:28 PM

This, life, whatever it is people want me to be getting on with. i just feel so empty

Zowie if you still need their help can you call them? i so know that feeling when everyone thinks you're ok and inside you're falling apart. *hugs*

BoundNoMore 22-05-2008 07:28 PM

I feel like I need a crisis team right about now...

~*forever_broken*~ 22-05-2008 07:31 PM

Hello..?
*sighs and sits in her corner feeling invisible*

I'm sorry everyones doing so bad, Jo, Zowie, Alexx, Amanda...*hugs*

zowie 22-05-2008 07:33 PM

But they just don't seem to listen. They just tell me to have a bath or read a book, they don't help. For that reason I don't care that they've stopped seeing me, but now that they've stopped seeing me I feel pretty sure another hospital admission is around the corner.

*Hugs forever_lost* What's up hun? xx

BoundNoMore 22-05-2008 07:34 PM

You are not invisible forever lost
*hugs*

Detour. Derail 22-05-2008 07:36 PM

Ally swweeeetttheartt!!!
*goes and takes her big sis a slice of cake*
would you like some?
and a cuddle and chat?

Detour. Derail 22-05-2008 07:38 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by zowie (Post 782750)
But they just don't seem to listen. They just tell me to have a bath or read a book, they don't help.

GAH!! I HATED THAT!!

"Hello Crisis Team..."
"Hey..my names Alexx...I need help...I'm so depressed that I can't sleep...I'm considering doing something silly"
"Well get a hot milky drink and go to bed."

coz that was gonna help me :/

BoundNoMore 22-05-2008 07:39 PM

*snuggles Akexx*

Detour. Derail 22-05-2008 07:41 PM

*breaks down*

No. I'm not crying.
See -------------> :-D

~*forever_broken*~ 22-05-2008 07:44 PM

*hugs all back*
I'm sorry for whining all but I've written and written and written and I think two people have said something... Not really addressing what I've wrote.*shrug*
From last nights getting blown of by an instructor who said (in reference to my depression) 'you'll be fine you've got a resilient personality' to this mornings feeling so awful I emailed,texted and called everyone I had a responsibility to today and said I wouldn't be on campus (going out) today...

Now it all seems stupid but...

BoundNoMore 22-05-2008 07:45 PM

Goddess I want to die

~*forever_broken*~ 22-05-2008 07:45 PM

*snuggles Alexx, Zowie and Amanda*

BoundNoMore 22-05-2008 07:46 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by ~*forever_lost*~ (Post 782787)
getting blown of by an instructor who said (in reference to my depression) 'you'll be fine you've got a resilient personality' to this mornings feeling so awful I emailed,texted and called everyone I had a responsibility to today and said I wouldn't be on campus (going out) today...

i hate when people do that *hugs*

Onurbual 22-05-2008 07:56 PM

hey
im new 2 this kinda thing...
but i just wanted 2 say i TOTALLY agree about the crisis teams.

"S**t, I can't stop myself any more!"
"Well, go and get a nice hot drink and settle down. Call us in the morning if you're still feeling the same."

They don't seem to understand...we might not be here tomorrow!

BoundNoMore 22-05-2008 07:58 PM

Hi Onurbual... i haven't seen you around before... WELCOME!!!


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