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Kahlia1981 03-07-2009 02:48 AM

*hugs all*

I go to see a gp about getting some more pain meds today... A bit worried as its not my normal gp cause she's on holidays. Voices are bad am currently taking 10 mgs olanzapine as prn meds. My housemate od'd last night and has asked me to hang onto his meds until he's more in control. Or at least the med that he od'd on. Got to leave home in an hour to catch the bus. Yay .... not. I have a 20 minute walk to the bus stop that allows me to catch the bus I want. Coming home, my sister-in-law will pick me up after 3 pm. S I may have somee waiting to do. But oh well.

Sorry excuse me for rambling about myself. I hope everyone has had a better time of things, and/or that things get better soon. *hugs to yoiu all*

~Kaytee~ 03-07-2009 07:52 AM

I'm like.. so over everything at the moment.

Uh huh..

Kahlia1981 03-07-2009 07:58 AM

*hugs Katie*

~Kaytee~ 03-07-2009 08:02 AM

Thanks Kahlia *hugs* I hope your day was ok. Waiting sucks! hope your housemate will be ok.

shadowedsoul 03-07-2009 10:51 AM

sorry guys but im out. being feeling ****. yestarday just about sent me over and i nearly cut. apartly i just bitch and moan, and no one whats to hear it. okay this person was tierd and hant had alot of sleep. but it really hurt, and angered me, and really upset me. i wanted to just come to a site were i could excape all that **** i had to deal with in really life. because that what happens, people take there anger or tiredness out on me. its not my fault if i cant express how i feel. hmm =/ sorry for this pointless post.

shadowedseraph 03-07-2009 01:37 PM

*hugs to all* Sorry i can't do individual replies but i feel like s*** i truly belong on the ward right now i'm all mixed up inside i feel sick with it. I truly want to sleep and never wake up and then i feel guilty for feeling that way because i know how that would hurt my parents and friends. Sorry pointless post *curls up in a corner with a blankie*

CrazyHayley 03-07-2009 03:01 PM

Oh my goodness... so much going on in the ward whislt I was out of it on pain meds for my back. My back is now practically out of spasm so I'm just on my regular pain meds now, so with no dihydracodiene, no morphine and no diazepan in my system I'm not feeling as ok as I was. Infact I hit myself til my arms are black and blue and purged with laxatives last night so everythings just 'mega'....or not, but hey, I didn't cut so thats something right?

I'm so sorry that everyone else is going through so much **** at the moment, but my head isn't in the right place after my therapy session yesterday to be able to offer supportive individual responses, just know that I'm thinking of you all and here for cuddles, huggles and snuggles with a huge box of tissues to mop up our tears.

I wish I could tell people how I'm really feeling, cos how can I stop feeling like this unless I tell the truth and try to get better?! But the words don't come out. I don't want to upset anyone else. arrghh!!!

CrazyHayley 03-07-2009 03:03 PM

ooh just seen the time, next lot of meds and a fag me thinks....

*goes out to the smoking shelter*

CrazyHayley 03-07-2009 03:43 PM

been doing online food shop at tescos.....anyone got any requests for in here? How I wish that I could get gluten free food thats low calorie.... guess I'm in for a lot of salad and rice cakes this week coming....

CrazyHayley 03-07-2009 05:23 PM

*bangs head on wall*

CrazyHayley 03-07-2009 05:47 PM

*goes out to smoking shelter hoping someone will be in here when I return*

CrazyHayley 03-07-2009 06:02 PM

*sprays self with pretty smellingb stuff so as not to stink of fags*

sorry for waflling nonsense and taking up uber amounts of room in here, but I don't know what else to do to stay safe.

[Fog] 03-07-2009 09:23 PM

Hey guys

Sorry I haven't been around for a few days, just not been in a typing frame of mind. I've had an ok week. Been exercising loads, been to lots of exercise classes and stuff. It's a less damaging way of burning off calories rather than purging. I met my new psych yesterday and he is absolutely lovely. Been put on (as well as clonazepam) citalopram and also on the pill because my GP said today that my oestrogen levels are at pre-pubescent levels. The psych is gonna have a meeting with various people and decide what treatment plan because I have quite a few different problems it's quite complicated.

I hope you are all doing ok, lots of loves and hugs to you all xxx

zowie 03-07-2009 09:28 PM

Hi everyone. Would do individual replies, but am on my sister's mini computer (I accidently uploaded a virus on our PC!) and it would be a bit tricky.
Had some friends over last night which was nice, and having a drink with my dad tonight.
Hope everyone's okay. Thinking of you all.
xxx

Damnation. 04-07-2009 05:20 AM

Housemate went into hospital today for a lumpectomy. She said that if everything goes well, she'll be back tomorrow.

Now there's a chance she might not be. So...does that mean that it didn't go too well, or what? :/

PapaBear 04-07-2009 09:38 AM

Hope everyone is safe. I'm not. Hospital won't take me, no beds. I'm going between RYL and another forum i'm on, trying to keep grounded.

i had surgery to take a metal rod out of my arm from when i broke it a couple years ago, and because i'm allergic to the available pain medications, i've got to go med free. and because of the anasthetic, i can't take my normal meds either, and the meds for the HIV are making me go crazy, and i'm scared.:crying:

but the scariest part? I'm sitting on the roof of my 2 story house, with my laptop. you'd think it'd be the least safe place for me? no, it's the only place i could find that didn't make me feel like someone was going to come kill me:notsure:

Strawberry.Bananas 04-07-2009 12:18 PM

Hayley - I'm sorry nobody was here last night for you, hon, I hope that you're ok...

Hannah - *big hugs* Glad it's been a better week for you. It sounds like things are on the mend and you have somebody that's really going to try and help you. I hope it all goes to plan, keep us updated?

Tödlich - ( I hope that's right!) ... Don't worry about your housemate, I'm sure she's fine. Sometimes they like to keep to keep people in a bit longer just to make sure that there's going to be nothing wrong. Send her my best...and I hope she's home soon...

Jazz - I'm sorry you're not feeling safe, hon, but I hope you're ok...It sounds like the hospital haven't done a very good job of helping you if they've messed about with meds...hopefully there'll be a bed for you soon and you can get the help that you want/need. If you need to talk, just drop me a message or something. :)

*hugs to everybody else* Hope you're all ok! xxx

PapaBear 04-07-2009 01:25 PM

i'm feeling better, and want to come down from the roof, but i'm stuck. *blushes* i have very limited use of my left arm, so i can't get onto the ladder to get back down so i can go to bed, and it's 5:30 in the morning!

maybe this wasn't such a good idea...

shadowedseraph 04-07-2009 01:43 PM

*hides in the corner* hate myself today

MammaMia 04-07-2009 05:58 PM

*offers hugs to all*

Wish the weather would make it's mind up :wow:


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