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MammaMia 13-10-2008 02:25 AM

Because I'm being pathetic. I'm suidical. I'm making plans. >.<

All I'm Living For 13-10-2008 02:29 AM

*knocks some sense into you*
Get some help woman!! And in that I mean get some help to keep you alive!!

MammaMia 13-10-2008 02:31 AM

I may be starting some counselling on Tuesday. Depends if she can be bothered to see me or not...

All I'm Living For 13-10-2008 02:39 AM

if she cant see you find someone else! you're not allowed to die!!

MammaMia 13-10-2008 02:43 AM

I can't see anyone else. As I don't have the money to pay. Why am I not allowed to die?

All I'm Living For 13-10-2008 02:46 AM

because there are too many people who would miss you and care about you and dont want you to die!

MammaMia 13-10-2008 02:54 AM

Some would soon forget me. Trust me. Everyone would have to keep going without me. I wouldn't ever be coming back...

All I'm Living For 13-10-2008 03:01 AM

Helen. I have lost a friend to suicide. Believe me, no one will forget. It's been just over 3 years since Alyssa died buy not a single person who knew her has forgotten. No one would forget you either. Just please don't die...

MammaMia 13-10-2008 03:13 AM

I wish I knew how to respond to that.

All I'm Living For 13-10-2008 03:14 AM

Just don't die because people won't forget. And it will change their lives and not for the better.

MammaMia 13-10-2008 03:22 AM

For some people it will be for the best if I went. Get me out of their lives and then they can stop hurting me.

All I'm Living For 13-10-2008 03:24 AM

Helen it would never be for the best. dont tihn about the people that hurt you, think about the people that care about you

MammaMia 13-10-2008 03:29 AM

But I keep getting hurt. I seem to attract hurt. I know I should think about the people who care about me, I am. But I keep thinking about the people who've hurt me for no reason.

All I'm Living For 13-10-2008 03:31 AM

honey those people aren't worth your thoughts. i believe in you, you can get through this. just dont give up

MammaMia 13-10-2008 03:36 AM

I know they're not worth my thoughts. Thanks for believing in me, even though I don't deserve that. I don't think I can get through this. I want to give up so much.

I was going to say something else, but my brain's forgotten for a moment. Hopefully it'll come back to me.

All I'm Living For 13-10-2008 03:37 AM

you do deserve it and yo ucan get through this. i know you can and somewhere in there you know you can too

MammaMia 13-10-2008 03:42 AM

I don't think I can say anything else.

I just wish I knew why I have to be like this. I wish I knew why people like hurting me. I wish I knew why I didn't get that scumbag into trouble. I wish I knew why people make me think people pretend to care/love about me. >.<

All I'm Living For 13-10-2008 03:44 AM

i wish i could answer those questions for you hun.. please just remember that i'm tihnking of you *cuddles lots*

MammaMia 13-10-2008 03:48 AM

I wish someone could you know? I know you're thinking of me and I appericate it so much. I really do. *hugs*

It's increadibly bad I've been saving up pills for this isn't it?

All I'm Living For 13-10-2008 03:49 AM

throw those pills out!!!
honey i have to go to class now but please take care!


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