*hugs anyone who wants/needs them*
*waves at everyone else*

*hugs Ian* - I'm surviving. Better than I would have expected considering I didn't sleep last night and have had bad insomnia problems for the last 10 days or so. How are you going?

*hugs Oliver* - I hope that the move goes flawlessly. I don't have long until we move and the excitment is building. I hope that you get your internet connected as soon as possible.

Tomorrow (25/04/11) will be my 32 months SI free milestone. In some ways I can't believe that I have made it this far. It hasn't been easy but I've managed to keep myself safe despite all the troubles.

*hugs Kahlia* congrats on 32 months, thats a great acheivement :)

Kahlia: I'm sorry that you didnt sleep last night. *Hugs* I'm ok thanks. Congratulations on 32 months! Thats awesome :) well done!

Oliver: I'm ok thanks :) How are you?

im giving out virtual teddies to all of those that where kind enough to give me a hug. and to those that are hurting the worst! hugs everyone :) I need hugs thank you. Thank you thank you

*hugs habibi* sorry i forget your name..... Thanks for the virtual teddy!!

*hugs ian* ive been better. How r u?

*hugs oliver* good luck in the move tomorrow! Sorry you aren't feeling the best.

*hugs kahlia* 32 months is amazing! so proud of you hun.

*curls up in corner*

I'm feeling better now... had time to let it go... thanks though

Oliver, hope everything goes well with the move :) *hugs*

*gives hugs to all in here*

This evening didn't go well. At all. *sits in corner*

*hugs matthew* im sorry your evening was bad. im around if you need to talk.

*HUGGLES WARDIES :)*

hey all! how is everyone tonight? or this morning... depending on where you are

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Kahlia* Thats seriously amazing and inspiring Hun , Way to go!

*Hugs Habibi*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Kelly*

*Hugs Megz*

I hope we all have a tolerable at worst and great at best Easter day , Happy Easter all my Wardies!

*huggles all who want/can accept*
*waves at everyone else*

Really not having a good day today. My arm/shoulder started really screwing up before we headed over to my fiance's parents place. When we got home we looked at our budget and we have ... maybe two months before the ***** hits the fan. We may have to not eat and barely smoke as well as cutting down our medication just to get us through. I suggested getting me readmitted to the hospital in Cairns, but my fiance wasn't at all happy about that. I guess I'll wait until Wednesday when I see my psychiatrist. *sigh* Just so damn over this all.

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My Social worker said she would call me at the end of the week ,2 weeks passed , I was perusded to call her , We made an appointment , I waited for her , she didn't show , I called her mobile it was off , I called the CMHT offices and was told she was on a study day . so I called her and left a right arsey message that night . we have an appointment down for Tuesday , she better show up and be helpful , I can't cope with feeling so depressed and suicidal fantasys and heart break on my own . I don't exactly trust her we've not known each other long and she already screwed up and told my housing support worker I injure , SO Mad about that , Sorry I just needed to get this out , At least Lithium is pushing my emotions right down so I feel not much but numb , yet I still get suicidal fantasys...............*Sighs*

squishes mark gently. im sorry your social worker is being an ass, hopfully she wont let you down this time. please dont act on the suicidal fantasys sweetie. hang in there and take care of yourself. cuddles

*Hugs Jill Heaps*

thanks mark, hugs back.
cuddles all.

*Shquishies Mark*
I hope she shows :(

*hugs Megz*

*Hugs Angel*

Omg family gathering anxiety levels thru the roof, don't know way to do, please help