*hugs Lucy*

hope your ok x

*cuddles everyone*

I can't stop thinking about harm.
****.
>.<

^ *sends hugs back to you*

Thanks babe, I hope you're ok :(

Hi Nick
*Hugs to everyone*
Hope all are doing ok and enjoy new years.

Hi Nick, welcome -- it's nice to meet you.

*hugs Helen* How are you doing now?

Dayna - hope you've warmed up some. :)

D'arcy, how are you doing? Hope all is well.

Lucy - *Hugs* - how are you doing?

Nicole - Happy New Years to you too! How are things going?

*Hugs and cuddles to all*

Hope everyone else is doing ok too..

--
I had a decent sleep and am clear-headed today.. yay! Going to the city today to meet with a friend, should be fun.

Thank you guys for more warm welcomes, feels like home already :blush:. i hope everyone is ok today.

*Triggering* SI
 

Hello Ravyn. Glad you had a good sleep.

Am not doing to well at the moment as I cant sleep. When I do I dream of cutting and am waking up with a blade in my hand. I haven't told anyone yet as I don't know how they will react. It is getting very scary and I feel alone even though I have a close friend who is very supportive and helpful. She is with me most of the time. Really don't know how to fight this.
Sorry for the ramble.
*Hugs and hot chocolate to warm everyone up*
*Crawls back into the cuboard and rocks*

*gratefully talks hot chocolate and hugs from Nicole*

Glad to hear you're feeling welcome Nick :)

*hugs Nicole* Don't apologize for letting yourself let your feelings out hun. I don't have advice for you, but I'm thinking of you and hoping that this passes soon as I can imagine it must be scary. *leaves lots of safe hugs*

Thank you Ravyn
*Accepts hugs greatfully*

ravynsoul - I'm okay today. Feeling a lot better. Last night turned a bit.. Hmm. But yes. Doing better so far today. Hope you're okay *sends hugs*. x

Too cold for words here.

Feeling horrible

That's about it.

*cuddles everyone tight*

*Hugs Mary Anne*

Hello Nick *waves* I'm Arwen but everyone calls me Zowie :P

So I've been invited to a new years eve party at my best friends (not my boyfriend, my best girl mate). But it's a party with everyone who have been leaving me out of everything recently. I just feel like they only invited me coz they feel obliged. And yes, this applies to my best friend and boyfriend.
No one seems to want to spend time with me anymore :(
x
x

*Hugs everyone tightly*

*hugs everyone tightly*

Hope everyone who hasnt checked in are ok :(

*curls up into a tiny ball and cries*

*sighs*
I feel like Eeyore. Oh bother. Just another cloudy day.
Dammit I really wish all of this was easier. Then I suppose it wouldn't give me any character and I'd be really boring. Most of the people I knew back in high school have all of these fancy jobs and are making tons of money, and are in relationships or married with kids. It's embarrassing I feel like a failure!!! Oh well.

I love all of you and hope you are feeling better.

D'Arcy

*hugs everyone*

sorry can't offer more support tonite.. take care everyone...

*curls up in a corner and hides under a duvet*

Hey everyone, I hope your all ok. Sending out big hugs, and glady receiving them too :blush: *curls up facing corner wishing everything would go away*

xx