Managed most of last night before getting too tired (and refrained from crying for the whole night - a major plus for me). We did a stage left when the slow dances came on.

I covered my arms but I was with good friends who know and although both confess they cannot comprehend doing it themselves I get no kick back from them.

Feeling extremely fat, jeans too tight, bleugh (most likely cause I have not been doing any excericse at all)

Back to dull horrible life, at least it is Saturday.

Tis very very cold, brrrr

*big hugs*

*leaves gentle cuddles for everyone*

I think it's finally sunk in.

Today has been very eventful I had my two best friends move in and spoke to my favourite uncle who I haven't seen or heard from in over 12 years. I also lost apart of myself just speaking to him. He offered for me to stay with him for 4 week when I'm ready. I missed him dearly and wish I had the money to fly accros the country to do so.

Firstly today went well. Except when we were taking the trailer back to mum and dad's place it popped off the towball and the only thing holding it on was the chain. We were very lucky (basically because my flatmate is good at driving and so forth) as the trailer went wild but we a) didn't send it crashing into the car behind us and b) didn't send it smashing into the back of our car. The fault actually lay with my father ... but other than that things went pretty well.

Emma - I don't have any words that will make these urges go away or anything like that. If I did I would definitely pass them on to you. I'm worried about you. *cuddles Emma*

*cuddles Helen right back*
I just want to leave you some extra special hugs right now Helen.

Nicole - yay!! I hope everything continues to go fairly well.

*cuddles everyone then runs to corner and tries to hide*

I would like to thank Kahlia and Voice of Reason for the support they have givin me over the last week.

It's okay Nicole .... it's what we are here for. Well part of what I'm here for LOL. *cuddles Nicole*

OMG

I've just seen Grace

She is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute

sends hugs to everyone

Babies tend to be very cute. I hope you get in lots of cuddles with Grace. :wow: Also, if you are able, take plenty of photographs because she will grow up so fast!!

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I'm having a bad night. Well technically it's morning now. 0533 hours. If I slept it was like 10 minutes and now I'm shaking from head to toe. Blech. Hope everyone else is doing better.

*leaves cuddles for everyone*

*curls up in a corner holding head and cries*
owwwwwwwwwwwwwww I hate migraines!!!!

hugs Amanda migraines are horrible, hate them.

i want to give up

*hugs back*
yeah... I am on meds for the migraines, suppose to prevent them, but they don't work.
I have another appointment with my headache specialist... but it's not until mid-January :-(
Why do you want to give up?

*hugs Amanda* I hate migraines as well.

I did get lots of cuddles in with her :) She will grow up fast indeed. :)

I'm sorry you're having a bad night sweetie :(

Am glad that such a cute little bub makes you smile Mamma Mia. Hugs are good for you especially from little ones. :)

Was doing okay until Ruth sang on x factor - Bon Jovi always was my first dance with my husband - totally set me off :(

Feeling totally rubbish.

*lots of hugs for everyone*

*hugs Mary Anne*

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Hugs?

I'm SO ****ING PISSED OFF.
Can I pm you Kahlia about it?

*hugs Lucy*