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SparkleKitten 16-01-2011 09:30 PM

Kitty please stay safe :(

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 09:36 PM

-snuggles sarah- It won't be for at least a week, possibly a little longer.

I *have* to carry out this plan. It will benefit everyone in the end. Not doing it is hurting everyone around me. I wish I could explain it in such a way that all of you could understand it. But I don't know how. It makes complete sense in my mind..

SparkleKitten 16-01-2011 09:40 PM

What plan, explain, please. I'm worried

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 09:43 PM

I can't explain hun. I don't think I'm allowed... I'm not entirely sure on the rules here but I don't really want to chance it..

MammaMia 16-01-2011 09:47 PM

Guys, just to let you know I'm moving on from RYL. Just don't need it anymore. If anyone wants to stay in contact via FB/MSN, then drop me a PM :) xx

SparkleKitten 16-01-2011 09:50 PM

*cuddles Helen* We'll always be here if you need us hun :) xx

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 09:50 PM

-hugs helen- Stay safe hun.

MammaMia 16-01-2011 09:54 PM

*cuddles you both* Be happy guys =) You'll beat all this **** one day.

SparkleKitten 16-01-2011 09:57 PM

Thanks hun :) x

FlyingNy 16-01-2011 10:16 PM

*Hugs Helen* I'll miss you! You've been great here on the ward and I hope you will come back and visit! The ward's going to be weird without you, but I'm happy for you that you feel able to move on :)

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 10:16 PM

I don't want to do it. -sits in her corner and rocks- Someone please tell me why I shouldn't?

The following content has been hidden - Reason : possibly triggering
Here is the list of reasons I have decided I should:

1. I am a failure. I will never amount to anything in life.
2. My husband wouldn't have to worry about providing for me anymore. And there would be enough food stamps for him to eat for an entire month. With 2 of us, $200 in food stamps just isn't enough. That's living on $100 of food for an entire month for each of us. If I weren't here, he would have the full $200 to use for food for himself.
3. I know I was never meant to be here. I am Wiccan and believe in reincarnation. However, I believe I was a soul awaiting a body, and my biological mom accidentally got pregnant, and the baby needed a soul, so I got sucked in. That is why all of this horrible stuff has happened to me I just know it. It won't end until I do.

Everyone would benefit if I were no longer here...


I think that about sums it all up nicely. Well, not nicely, but it pretty much sums up all of the reasons I have come up with in a shorter list. I have no reasons as to why I shouldn't.

Edit: I find it selfish of me to not go through with the plans just because I don't want to..

ˈsäləˌterē 16-01-2011 10:26 PM

For one, because you're a wonderful caring person and we would miss you terribly!

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 10:32 PM

I'm not wonderful, though. I'm utterly useless and will never amount to anything..

-rocks back and forth faster-

ˈsäləˌterē 16-01-2011 10:36 PM

You can't judge that for yourself. That's up to other people and we say you are wonderful! You're not useless sweetie! You're a good friend to anyone on here who needs one, including me! Trust me, you already are something!

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 10:39 PM

Not according to my mom...or anyone in real life, really...

Ileana 16-01-2011 10:55 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 2660485)
Jill you're not pathetic *Hugs*

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Kitty*

*Hugs Ileana if okay* Hey I'm Mark, welcome to the ward :)

Definitely, it's ok. I'm not new here lol I'm an oldie, used to post here all the time when it started...i don;t come online much these days.

Cazki 17-01-2011 12:46 AM

Heya guys :) How is everyone?

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Helen* I'l miss you Helen :( you joined about a month after me i think. Take care hun

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Kahlia*

*Hugs Lia*

Welcome back Ileana :) *Hugs Ileana*

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Kitty*

*Hugs Jill*

PsychoKitty2010 17-01-2011 12:46 AM

-spots and waves to ian- How you be?

Cazki 17-01-2011 12:49 AM

I'm not bad thanks... Kitty. Not that it would matter if i wasnt.

PsychoKitty2010 17-01-2011 12:54 AM

...yes it would..


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