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PsychoKitty2010 06-01-2011 10:12 PM

Night night mark sleep tight -night time hugs-

FlyingNy 06-01-2011 10:13 PM

Night night Mark, sleep well :)

*Hugs Kitty and Nicole*

PsychoKitty2010 06-01-2011 10:24 PM

-hugs lia- What time is it where you are, Lia? It's only almost 2:30 pm here and I am bored. Lol. I hate being bored. I read something about how people who have BPD and are bored constantly look for things to do or something along those lines. My husband likes to tell me "boredom is a state of mind". I get so angry at him when he says that.

SparkleKitten 06-01-2011 10:28 PM

I feel so strange. My head feels funny. Bleh.

PsychoKitty2010 06-01-2011 10:43 PM

-hugs sarah- why does your head feel funny, hun?

FlyingNy 06-01-2011 10:54 PM

*Hugs Sarah* Are you ill dear?

*Hugs Kitty* It's almost 11.00. Time for bed in the not too far future. How are you this evening other than bored (well, night for me, afternoon for you, so I'm not completely sure where evening came from).

PsychoKitty2010 06-01-2011 10:59 PM

-hugs lia- Evening is a nice in-between of night and afternoon. And I'm fine.. How are you?

SparkleKitten 06-01-2011 11:04 PM

Just a bit spaced out, feels like nothing is real. Like being in a dream. Sorta like that. *cuddles Kitty and Lia*

PsychoKitty2010 06-01-2011 11:05 PM

I think I am going to go watch a movie...I will be back later.. -hugs ward-

PsychoKitty2010 06-01-2011 11:10 PM

-sighs- nevermind..I'm back..

SparkleKitten 06-01-2011 11:19 PM

What happened lovely?

Kahlia1981 06-01-2011 11:24 PM

*huggles all*

sorry i haven't been around. not been doing too well.
The following content has been hidden - Reason : Triggering - suicide
had set a date for my suicide plan .... the date came and as i was preparing myself to go ahead i found myself unable to do it. it scares me in some ways that i came that close. i know exactly why i was unable to, and if that "barrier" was removed...
trying to work out what to do. haven't told anyone irl yet. don't want to upset/hurt them. things just getting a little out of control. have a psych doc appointment on the 19th and a gp appointment on tues. think i'll have to talk to the gp about it but don't really want to. am scared they will want to send me ip and i really don't want/don't think i can handle going ip. i know it's stupid and i should be putting my life first and thinking about what effect it can have on other people but the hospital scares the life out of me...

sorry. :-(

PsychoKitty2010 06-01-2011 11:24 PM

Nothing happened. I'm just in one of my off moods today. I go through periods like this where I am extremely bored. I constantly look for something to do but nothing sounds good. Then when I decide on something to do I change my mind because either it's not really what I want to do or my husband won't do it with me (i.e. play games, watch movies, etc.) and I lose interest. When I get like this I often want to find something to do with someone else so I don't have to do it alone...

-sighs- I wish I could just go to sleep and stay that way forever..

PsychoKitty2010 06-01-2011 11:27 PM

-hugs kahlia if ok- I'm glad you weren't able to go through with the plans. You should definitely talk to either your psych doc and/or gp about it. They would want to help you.

SparkleKitten 06-01-2011 11:28 PM

Khalia hun, I'm here if you ever need to talk *cuddles tightly*

Poor Kitty, I still want you to wake up so we can still talk *hugs*

PsychoKitty2010 06-01-2011 11:42 PM

School starts again on Monday, and I'm extremely worried about it. I'm worried that my financial aid might not come in on time because of the fact that I had to medically withdraw from last semester, so I did not meet the credit requirements of financial aid. I am worried that I will not be able to do it. If I don't go to school, I will no longer have a counselor or an MD. I can't go get a counselor or MD elsewhere because I can't afford it and do not have health insurance. My biological mom has mental illnesses as well. She does not work. She has never been able to hold a job. I have never been able to hold a job, either. I'd like to say that I will not turn out like her, but, what's to say I won't? What if I can't do it? I don't even know how I am going to be able to focus on my school work with my issues with dissociating so much. I don't know what I am going to do. I don't know what I can or cannot do. And this scares the crap out of me.

I hope my financial aid check comes in, soon. I have signed up for direct deposit, so as soon as my tuition is paid, the rest of my financial aid money should be deposited into my bank account automatically (provided there are no problems with it). But I need to buy another home pregnancy test. I have scheduled an appointment for a free one at a clinic out of town, but that appointment isn't until next Thursday at noon. I would like a home pregnancy test first, though. Now my cycle is late, and the test would give me better results. And if it is positive, I can tell them I took a home pregnancy test and it was positive.

SparkleKitten 06-01-2011 11:46 PM

*cuddles Kitty* I wish I could help more :( I'm here for you though, no matter what happens

PsychoKitty2010 06-01-2011 11:50 PM

-snuggles sarah- thanks hun. Sorry for complaining.

PoisonedApple 06-01-2011 11:50 PM

you said you had FS come in earlier right, Kitty? (Assuming I'm thinking of the right person) In your state do you have a specific case worker or a "unit" that handles the caseload?

SparkleKitten 06-01-2011 11:55 PM

You can talk all you like here, noone minds lovely :) *cuddles*

So achy, buying new trainers tomorrow to see if I can make my back feel better


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