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SparkleKitten 04-01-2011 10:32 PM

*cuddles Kitty* Hope you're okay hun x

PsychoKitty2010 04-01-2011 10:35 PM

-snuggles sarah-

PsychoKitty2010 04-01-2011 10:50 PM

Tis quiet..

PoisonedApple 04-01-2011 11:07 PM

tis very quiet now... did everyone in the uk head to bed? it is around 10 pm where mark is (in wales) now...

PsychoKitty2010 04-01-2011 11:08 PM

Not sure. I am still here. But I have to go for a bit but I will be back.

PoisonedApple 04-01-2011 11:20 PM

:) Yeah I'm around when I'm at my desk.

PsychoKitty2010 04-01-2011 11:29 PM

I'm back.

SparkleKitten 04-01-2011 11:44 PM

I went to extend my house in Sims 3 and make it all pretty. :)

*Cuddles Crimson and Kitty*

PsychoKitty2010 04-01-2011 11:46 PM

Nice Sarah...I used to play the sims but haven't in a long time. I wouldn't mind playing it again but I can't afford to buy it and honestly don't know where my sims game went to. lol

SparkleKitten 04-01-2011 11:59 PM

I love the Sims just for building. I once made my own virtual psych ward with a nurse and some random people, me and Rebecca and spent months playing it. It was when I first saw Rebecca, when I had a dream, and I recreated everything perfectly from my dream. I keep seeing her and I keep hearing her. And when I don't, I miss her so badly. :/

PsychoKitty2010 05-01-2011 12:11 AM

Awe -hugs sarah-

I have never been in a real psych ward. I have dreamed about them and stuff all my life but I have never actually been in one. I know it's weird. Hell, I even used to pretend I was in one when I was younger. I'm all sorts of ****ed up in the head. o.o

SparkleKitten 05-01-2011 12:18 AM

Sounds like me hun, a lot like me. I've never been in one, but the one from my dream is always the same, the stairs scare me so much, but Rebecca always brings me my meals and keeps me company and brings me books and plays board games. She explained why there were no mirrors in the building and all the rules and stuff. She's so lovely, and very pretty. I love her hair. Lovely lovely haircut that really suits her. And lovely brown eyes. I found her bracelet online, apparently its a Tiffany one, silver cuff that'd been engraved with her name and a beautiful scroll pattern. I wish I could see her and speak to her when I wanted and not when she appears. Its so rare she does, but she'll let me know she's about by telling me she's watcking me and she'll look after me. I don't want to tell my counsellor about her or the doctors in case they try to take her away from me

PsychoKitty2010 05-01-2011 01:33 AM

Sorry I was gone...was eating and then my husband was lurking over my shoulder. I took the pregnancy test...he finally agreed to let me after I've been complaining about waiting. The results confused the hell out of me. It looked like a negative, but we both saw part of the second line of the + sign...but it wasn't a full line. I don't know if it's a faulty test or what. But I don't have another test, and don't have money for another one...I'm looking online for places in town that offer free pregnancy tests, but I'm not seeing any. There is a place about 8 miles away, but they don't have any appointments available until the middle of next week. If I am pregnant, I need to know as soon as possible because I would need to get on medical right away. If I am pregnant, I'm going to be high risk. I don't know what to do. I'm really upset about it. Ugh.

Sarah, Rebecca sounds lovely, really. I wish I could meet her. Do you think she is a spirit?

PsychoKitty2010 05-01-2011 01:44 AM

Anyone still here at all?

SparkleKitten 05-01-2011 01:45 AM

She could be, I don't know. Others think she is, who have had similar experiences.

*snuggles Kitty tightly* I hope you're okay, whatever the outcome, we're all here for you darling. I'm going to bed now, you take care darling, PM me if you need to rant or anything x

PsychoKitty2010 05-01-2011 01:47 AM

-hugs sarah- Ok.........night night..

frenchhorn 05-01-2011 01:51 AM

*hugs all*

PsychoKitty2010 05-01-2011 02:11 AM

-hugs oliver- how you be?

frenchhorn 05-01-2011 02:15 AM

*hugs Kitty*

not good, can't sleep, cut a bit ago, feel really suicidal.
you?

PsychoKitty2010 05-01-2011 02:29 AM

I'm sorry to hear that. -squishes oliver- Do you need medical attention? -offers protective teddy- Anything you can do to distract yourself from the suicidal feelings?

I'm not doing so well, either. Really want to cut. I want to die, but I need to find out if I am pregnant first. I have the plans already..... I'm trying to figure out how I'm going to find out if I am pregnant since I have no money. I'm freaking out.

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I really want to cut but I am so upset that I am afraid I would cut too deep. And I don't have health insurance so I couldn't just go get stitches. And the only bandages I have are adhesive bandages. No butterfly bandages. I plan on picking some of those up this month but I won't have any money until next week sometime. But I don't know if I will be able to resist the urge...it's so bad right now.


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