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PoisonedApple 07-05-2010 11:14 PM

*hugs Vicki*

frenchhorn 07-05-2010 11:44 PM

*jumps around a bit* I am 20 in 15minutes, no longer can I use the excuse, but I'm a teenager :(

Scarletdreamer 07-05-2010 11:58 PM

Happy birthday, Oliver!! :D I remember turning 20... lol... it was interesting not having that excuse anymore. :P But I liked being older. How are you doing? *cuddles* Anything special for your birthday?

*cuddles Crimson* How're you doing, love? Oh, and I don't think that we in the States can make toons on the EU realms on WoW, so neither of us can play on Darkspear. :( But what about us playing on a realm? we could probably work something out somehow, although we're on opposite sides of the States... lol.

*cuddles Vicki* Sorry sweet, no words of advice, but plenty of cuddles where those came from. Only one question though - objectively are you sure that you "lost" him? *more cuddles* That is, if you can be objective at the moment.

I'm so tired, I really am. :( Just want to go to bed. My eyes are gluey and heavy but we just ate supper so no going to bed just yet. Boo hiss. :( I even took a nap today, but I didn't really fall all the way asleep. GRRRR.

I have no idea what I want to do... :(

*hides in a hole*

frenchhorn 08-05-2010 12:06 AM

thanks April, I'm doing ok actually, had an ok day, went to my building society to tell them off my name change, thought it would be complicated, but no just filled in a form and was told my new cards will arrive in a few days.
I am going to TREC, my monthly trans group and then going out for a meal with a few friends after.

*cuddles April* sorry you feel so tired and cant go to bed yet, that really does suck, can you do something relaxing, which doesn't require much energy.

Scarletdreamer 08-05-2010 12:19 AM

*cuddles Oliver* I'll try and do something relaxing... currently am "browsing" online... lol... will probably end up buying something though!! even though I shouldn't... hrmmph.

I spy a Kahlia!! *cuddles*

I think I'm going to go read in a bit... want to read some more before bed as I am starting Reading Lolita in Tehran by Azar Nafisi; the subtitle is "a memoir in books" and it's a LOVELY book thus far. It's about Iranian women, a group of 7 Iranian students and an Iranian literature professor, reading forbidden books under the extreme regime of the time (recently). Sadly, my concentration is still not up to snuff so I don't read a lot at a time... but I can still get really involved in books, if I manage to make it past 10 minutes or so, which is good. :)


MammaMia 08-05-2010 12:28 AM

*cuddles everyone*

Happy Birthday Oliverrrrrrr :D

frenchhorn 08-05-2010 12:32 AM

*cuddles April* I know what you mean with concentration thing, I used to be able to read books so quickly, but now I end up having to read over bits again because I just completely stopped concentrating, which is really annoying.
hope you get some of your book read and have a good night sleep.

*cuddles Kahlia, I spy you*

Thanks Helen *hugs* how are you? did you go out tonight?

Scarletdreamer 08-05-2010 12:41 AM

Totally stupid me, just ordered things and put the opposite zipcodes on the billing and shipping addresses... FEEL SO DUMB!!!!!! Hopefully the site will get it sorted somehow... :-/

MammaMia 08-05-2010 12:43 AM

Bless you April. Not stupid though.

Oliver, you're welcome *hugs* I did go out tonight...

SoMuchMore 08-05-2010 12:43 AM

*hugs kahlia* im sorry that your suicide urges are so bad, please dont act on them. Its good that you can fight your SI urges off most of the time though. It can be so hard sometimes.

*hugs mark* im glad that your liking WOW, ive never been into video games but all this talk has intrigued me a little lol. Im sorry about your meds, thats pretty bad that they are not refilling your prescription. I have a really hard time with phone calls too so dont feel too badly about that.

*hugs crimson* the economy really does make it hard to move around, i justify mine b/c its technically for graduate school heh so hopefully ill get some financial aid which will definitely help. Im glad that you are feeling less sick today. I feel like lots of people are getting sick right now.. no good.

*hugs helen* hope that you have fun going out tonight. Im sry that you were upset earlier. I also SPY YOU! :)

*throw some confetti* happy birthday oliver! i like being in my 20s better than a teenager i think.

*hugs april* Your post did make sense. I think its more about me wanting to be "seen" around others too though, b/c when i am by myself i do what i want, within reason of course.
Im sorry that you are so tired, sometimes all i want to do is sleep too. Your book sounds interesting tho. I cant wait to do more reading this summer.
You are definitely not stupid for mixing up the zip codes.. its just a mistake, it happens.

*hugs little laura, tineke, vicki, hayley, nicole julie and anyone i missed*

I hope a fresh start is what i need. Im not feeling much better today, but i guess im surviving. Hoping to keep busy tonight.. distracted anyway.

MammaMia 08-05-2010 12:47 AM

I don't want to feel like this :'(

frenchhorn 08-05-2010 12:48 AM

*hugs April* your not stupid, I managed to stick a stamp on the back of an envelope once, now that was stupid. I always get very confused when ordering anything off american sites as all the different words confuse me, so I think i put the wrong stuff in all the boxes, but everything has always arrived, so I'm sure it will be fine.

*hugs Helen* how was it?

thanks Laura *hugs* sorry your still not feeling great, I hope a fresh start helps.

*hugs Julie, JK, Nicole, Crimson, Tineke, Mark,Vicki, Hayley, Kahlia, little Laura*

MammaMia 08-05-2010 12:52 AM

It was really good thank you. Except my low mood wouldn't go away.

frenchhorn 08-05-2010 12:53 AM

I'm glad it was good, but I'm sorry about your low mood.

I also went out tonight, met a friend and had a couple of drinks on Canal Street, we just sat and chatted, was nice.

MammaMia 08-05-2010 12:55 AM

Sounds good.

Scarletdreamer 08-05-2010 12:57 AM

*hides in shame* :o


MammaMia 08-05-2010 12:59 AM

Why hiding April? Nothing to be ashamed about?

SoMuchMore 08-05-2010 01:07 AM

April - I agree with helen. Theres nothing to be ashamed of. Please dont hide b/c of the mix up.

*hugs helen* sorry about your low mood.

*hugs oliver* glad you had a nice time going out.

frenchhorn 08-05-2010 01:12 AM

*hugs April* why u hiding in shame?

Kahlia1981 08-05-2010 01:45 AM

*hugs all - with the usual addendum*

Sorry I just breezed in here before without saying anything. I just quickly jumped in to catch up on my reading.

I haven't told my housemate about the level of the suicidal urges/thoughts. He knows that I'm having them, but doesn't know that they are as bad as they are. I've started to put a plan together and I know what I need to get to put it into action, and I've worked out the how/when/where situation. I don't know, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have brought this up. I'll get through it, I always do. *sigh*

I hope everyone is doing okay.
*big hugs* for those who want/need them
*throws confetti but stays away from any balloon type things (latex allergy) for Oliver's birthday*

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