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*creeps in and rocks in a corner*
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*hugs everyone*
Today is my boyfriend's and my 4 year anniversary. I hope it turns out okay, I really just want to be okay today. |
*cuddles everyone*
*disappears into a corner and starts to cry* |
*cuddles kahalia* whats wrong honey
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*cuddles shadowed* I'm fighting to keep myself from doing either some form of SH or ODing. I'm in a really bad down patch and keep crying - it just takes a little thing for me to get set off.
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*cuddles kahalia* your strong, you can do it! As for crying, its supposed to be good for you, a better release of tension than SH anyway *hugs*
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*cuddles all*
Feeling a little better today.. |
Went AWOL for a bit. Hello again.
Please wish me luck for Tuesday, I have a hospital appointment and my psychiatrist-person doesn't think I've really got better even on such heavy medication doses. I'm scared about what will happen next. |
*hugs helen* glad that you are feeling better
*hugs kirkland* good luck with your hospital appointment. hope it goes okay. Had a good anniversary with my boyfriend yesterday and found out that my best friend from high school will probably be coming to visit me at my university in a few weeks!!!! Yay! |
Thank you Laura <3
Ahh,it sounds like you're having fun then! Congrats to both you and your boyfriend too- and your friend coming to visit sounds like tons of fun too. Enjoy youself! |
*cuddles everyone then disappears into a corner, sits down and starts rocking*
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*hugs kahalia* whats up hon?
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*curls up*
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*hugs everyone*
So tired of being stressed to the max all the time... So tired of having the urge to cut every waking moment ... So tired of getting to the point where ODing seems like the answer - the only answer - to life getting on top of me ... Just so over everything. |
*hugs kahalia* im sorry that i dont have a smart answer for you, my head is all over the place. But oding isnt the only answer, please talk about whats going on for you instead
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*hugs everyone*
I'm tired but I can't sleep. Hopefully that will settle. At least there's nothing physically wrong with me. Meh. This night looks like it's going to be a pain in the arse. |
*hugs kahalia* is it hot there? i find that affects my sleep
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*hugs everyone*
I did something stupid and now I may lose the only person that knows more than anyone else about me... I'm an awful person. I screwed up.. i should've known better. |
*giant hugs for everyone*
You're all much nicer, stronger, powerful and more beautiful than you think. Just thought I should say that. Laura, you are definitely not an awful person. I'm sure there'll be a way for everything to be made right again <3 Today my lamotrigine dose was bumped up, as well as being started on an antidepressant. Woo, go me ¬_¬ |
*hugs everyone*
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