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think i need to check in
by the way its my first time in here |
Hey ajrandom,
Welcome! I'm Felicia. |
having a rough time atm
so am going to stay here for a while |
*hugs shattered1* New people are always welcome!
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Hi again guys,Thanks for the hugs.Hi to all the new people. I am terribly suicidal again,have been past few days....need to hide in here.I need you guys so much right now =/ I know I'm irrational atm,so please forgive me.
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*hugs Claire* We're here for you. You can PM me if you'd like. I'm sorry you're struggling so much.
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*Hugs Laura*
*Hugs Ian* *Hugs Crimson* *Glomps Charlie* Of course you can come back in :) *Hugs Felicia* *Hugs ajrandom if okay*Welcome :) *Hugs Shattered1 if okay*Hey I'm Mark *Hugs Claire* |
*hugs all* wish I could make it better for all those that are struggling.
I'm going to try and keep dinner + meds down tonight. I'm so fvcking scared of the meds, because I always imagine meds (even pain killers) as millions of tiny germs (lack of a better word) floating around in my body that have a plan and their own will. If I take it for a few weeks so it has an effect on me, will it get easier to take it? |
*Hugs everyone* Thanks Misskitty(sorry don't know your real name) and Mark. I am a little better today,ended up ringing the smaritains at about 1am and cleared the air in my head a bit.I think I set myself of on a downward path when I got drunk last week (first time in about 3years) and I guess I should have known better.Alcohol is in eccess a form of self-harm and I react badly to being out of control but crave it.So so today....OCD ruling my head but thats better than suicidal...
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*hugs everyone*
I'm so depressed today. My 21st went as well as could be expected on Tuesday. I have a chest/throat thing, so am not feeling great physically. Mentally, I'm just so down and just don't have the strength to fight any more. I got a letter today saying that they've put me in the Silver band for council housing. I'm so scared of moving - I won't be safe on my own. :-( |
*hugs all*
Shattered1: sometimes I get physical sensations like my arms are starting to itch like crazy. |
*cuddles Charlie* Of course you can come back! Your too Claire! *hugs*
*welcomes everyone new* I'm Crimson! *huggles all around* Sorry for not doing individuals but I can't think much past how bloody itchy I am right now. I did finally figure out why I was having an eczema outbreak though. I thought it was stress but it got worse with less stress so I looked at the only new thing I'd been using (my lotion) to see if it had anything to cause an allergic outbreak... One would not think cocoa butter with vitamin e would be bad right? Wrong! I am allergic to titanium. My new lotion has titanium dioxide in it. Who new they even put that in some lotions?! But I originally used more to help with the eczema so now I am splotchy and itchy all over rather than the smaller area I was itchy originally! And I am wearing a sweater in my toasty office because it looks awful and with Shingles going around lately I don't want to be sent home because they don't understand what my rash is. I feel like an itchy leper. [/mini-rant-whinge moment] K now that I got that out I can think a little more (less crowded in my head, ya know?) MJ, What housing are you in now and what is Silver band housing? (Sorry I know nothing of housing in Wales...) You aren't a freak shattered, I get sensations and sometimes even see the damage I want to cause when it's bad... Laura, it should get easier to take once you get accustomed to taking something, especially if it helps. |
goes around and hugs everyone says hello - then goes and sits in the corner.
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*hugs Louise* what's up?
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*Hugs Laura*
*Hugs Claire* *Hugs MJ* *Hugs Shattered1* I get tingling too. *Hugs Crimson* *Hugs Louise* I'm having lovely alcohol withdrawel symptoms , Poor Tummy and shakes (More than usual). |
*huggles Mark*
Could you maybe drink some mint tea to help your tummy? |
Crimson, I don't know what Silver Band is either. I presume it's middle.
*hugs everyone* |
I've drunk Ginger tea Crimson , gingers supposed to be good I think.
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thanks for the responses everyone, I glad to know I not a freak about in that matter...but at the same time wish you all didn't have to experience it too.
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