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*Shouts for Callie....C A AAAA LLLLIIIIIEEEEE??* How was therapy today?
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I cant do this :|
I have to give up now. |
*walks in and sits down curling in a ball*
I just want to be held for awhile is that ok? i just really need a hug.. |
*hugs everyone*
Well I went to sleep even earlier last night- 11.30pm!!!!! I was woken up at 8.50 mind you (10 mins too early) haha, I feel so proud, yet so tired :( I don't feel any better at all, and it's been 8 days since I was gonna do it, can't wait for next few days...more self descruction, but big style! |
Im such an idiot :/
I overslept and missed my counselling session...AGAIN... but she's fully booked and cant see me til next week :[ i dont want to talk to any of the other counsellors... |
*hugs Alexx* Argh im so sorry hun..
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*hugs Alexx and Helen and Emma and Kit*
Alexx honey how are you now? how is the arm? hun i really think you need to go to the docs and have it looked it - be brave. next week set like two alarms!! glad to hear you got some sleep Helen, be safe sweetie Kit how are you? *gives you big hugs* *hugs Emma* thanks hun the appt was okay, not great and not awful but i am glad i went and i agreed to give the support group thing a try (ack) how are you doing honey? Chloe and Jeremy and Alyssa and Carole, what's up with you guys? how's it going? |
Hiiiiiiiiiiii.
Wow I've been confessing big time today. Obviously saw my counsellor who went to ring my gp, to book an appointment for me to see the male bastard >.< But luckily the earliest appointment she could get for me was with a female today at 5pm. It was werid, but ack I have a referral, will deffo go this time, annnnd then she did some test and I came out as midly depressed (hmm when I do some, it comes out as moderate/severe but all are different?) and moderate anxiety (not suprised tbh). WOW, but before that appointment, I told another person at college about last week and stuff, really helped. But yeah you should have seen her face when she said don't do it again and about how much pain it causes. Really snapped me out of it....but now I'm like what do I want to do? Be alive and get happy? Or be dead and miss out on good things? I'm still bit suidicial, but least it isn't so strong I guess? |
*sneaks in...*
*whispers* guys...im scared... I think...i created something...someone...in my head...she wont leave me alone... i dunno what to do... im just gonna sit...in that dark corner ok? forget im even there... |
dont even know where to be
hate psych wards even scared of this one after the other day...but i know i'm falling apart |
*squishes Alex*
I'm feeling dreadful cus of my chest and stuffs. But I'm going to get an early night, got a lonnnnnnng day tomorrrow :P |
Alexx honey be calm and ignore her!
and please call your doc or somebody don't keep it all inside and hidden - that makes it worse how are you now? Becci honey i know that the hosps are scary and rightly so after your recent experience but you are really smart and if you don't feel safe right now please ring your doc or go to a+e things are always easier and safer if you go willingly and maybe if you call your doc's office they can suggest something other than where you just were i hope you are okay and safe hon Helen i am sorry you feel sick that's no good get some nice restful sleep! |
*hugs everyone*
I'm sorry, I have no energy to offer advice but been thinking of you all. *crawls up in a ball and hopes to black out and wake up in a different time/world/something* |
*hugs anybody who needs some*
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Hi everyone. Hope you're all doing okay *hands out homemade chocolate chip cookies*
xx |
*walks in*
I haeven't got time to post really, but just thought you should know my friend has now entirely lost her baby :( I won't be back til 9 tonight, I'm out :D |
I'm sorry to hear that helen...i hope everything goes alrite with ur friend xx
In the mean time...have fun there :) tc of urself! |
aww Zowie ty for the cookies!! i love cookies yummmm
Emma, been thinking about you hun. i really hope you are okay Helen i am so sorry to hear about your friend. she is lucky to have you thinking about her and lucky to have you for a friend. *hugs* Jeremy i hope you're doing well Alexx how are you today? *hugs everybody and anybody who is here* by the way i leave for vacation tomorrow and i don't want to go so i am actually going to stay in the Denial Tent i have decided |
where are you going?
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This girl in my head...is a bitch....
I tried to attack someone today :/ I cant get rid of her... She's there now... Please make her go away... I dont wanna get locked up forever |
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