*hugs Helen and zowie tight* zowie you've got to tell them everything, they can't dischage you if your not well.

Helen you've got to hold on, we love you and want you around *snuggles tight*

*hugs you tight*

I can't hold on though, I know you guys love me and want me around. *sighs and snuggles back* Well the person I've emailed hasn't replied, just trying to find out if she is going to or not, as we've talked a tiny bit today. I don't think I can keep going til I see my best friend on Sunday. >.<

*hugs tightly back* i know its hard, is there anyone you can contact that might be able to help? *more snuggles and chocolate*

*hugs* There isn't anyone, well I don't know anymore :( *snuggules and eats choc* :D

*snuggles* who would you have contacted? *offers you a choice between hot chocolate and chocolate milk*

I did email someone at uni, and have spoken to them since, just can't help but wonder if she's going to bother replying now or not >.< Why did I have to ask if she'd got my email? Cus she was just about to reply..:S

Grr stuipd Hells.

HOT CHOC :D

Gonna have an early night tonight, just want the day to end. Love you all xx

1 week to go.
Then it will all be over.
Excited much?
Heh.

Hello? Is there any spaces left here? Well seeing as it's not an NHS hospital there might be... I feel so very sad. And this week is going to be hard.
*Sneaks in and sits in corner*
Dramatic... why over in a week? Worried. x

*snuggles Helen* glad you like the hot choc

Dramatic whats going to be over in a week?

Scabette, theres always room for one more this is a magic hospital

*Pulls out the chocolate milk and the hot chocolate*

Everything.
=)

I'm very excited though.
Doing my rounds at the moment, having good chats with as many people as possible before i go.
Just to tell everyone wherever i go i'll still be buzzing in there earhole being an annoying little bugger, making sure they all smile once in a while.
Hehe.
=)

*throws self in corner and rocks back and forwards* i want to make so many people happy i just cant do it

You will make so many people happy just by being happy yourself Darian. x

*snugglesup to dramatic* i hope you dont mind *smiles shyly*

heh. Don't be silly. I love snuggles :) *snuggles*
Keep your chin up.
And that goes for the rest of you!

No slacking, hear me? =] x

*sits in the corner playing on guitar* i cant be trusted to do much else at moment

*curls up in a corner and cries*

*curls up and wants to die*

I feel strange. I've just sorted out the money I'm budgeting...and brought all the books on my reading lists. Yet I'm thinking, will I even BE HERE to take them, or can I get through this.

****ing hell. I don't want to wake up tomorrow. I know that if I do...it'll be so hard cus I've not slept much grr. Have to be up in 3 & a bit hours =\

*cuddles all*

What's wrong Soph? xx

i'm worried about Kate (behindblueyes) :'(

*snuggles*

I hope she'll be ok sweetie

i just don't know what to do for her. i hate just sitting and waiting. i feel like i'm about to break into a million pieces

I know how you feeling darling *snuggles*

I am so not in the mood for uni tomorrow >.<

you'l get through it, just one day at a time. i'm sure it wont be as bad as what yo uthink it'l be *hugs*

I know.

Just struggling with it at the moment and wondering if anyone would miss me if I died >.<

i'd miss you a lot.

I meant people at uni...whether anyone from there would miss me.

But thanks Soph.

I'm gonna go offline, read, and then attempt some sleep, cus it's not gonna be much believe me =/

*hugs you* take care hun x

Are there any corners left...?
Or maybe space under a table?
I need a place to cry.
:crying:

I hate waking up early, it means there's more of the day to put up with.
Feeling crap and have ward round today. They're going to discharge me and then I'm probably going to do something stupid and dangerous. x

*hugs both of you*

zowie - good luck if you do get discharged ... remember we are here - preferably before you do something stupid and dangerous ... we love having you around *snuggles you*

helen - whether you know it or not *someone* will miss you. I have a saying that might help you to remember - help all of us to remember that

"To the world you might just be one person, but to one person you are the world."

I'm not feeling too crash hot myself. I've just managed to hurt myself while attempting to connect my 22 inch monitor to my laptop because it didn't want to play ball. I'm still having issues with the agoraphobia, and sometimes it amuses my friends because when I get in a car I start to have issues with claustrophobia as well. I usually say that I'm scared of everything out there, and everything in here at the same time. If I step outside myself I can see the amusing side there.

I hope that I get some sleep tonight without having to self-medicate with one of the strongest benzo's on the market. I get worse when I've had little to no sleep and tomorrow I'm going to try going to a group thing. We'll see what happens tomorrow however.

*hugs you all then creeps under the bed and cuddles up with a stuffed animal again*

*snuggles everyone especially Helen Kahlia and zowie* i've got to leave my parents today and i dont want to go, its safe here and its not safe where i live *cries*

*hugs shadow and kahlia* Been discharged. Keeping myself safe, but just had a b/p sesh so I feel pretty ****.x

*hugs zowie tight* oh honey take care of yourself. You may have been discharged but theres always a bed for you here

*hugs all*

Having bad day. Migraine. Need painkillers. But been saving. Damm >.<

*hugs everyone*

Got to put myself to bed soon .... it's after midnight here and I have to be up fairly early in the morning. I've been learning how to use a 3D graphics program so that I keep myself going without letting my head do too much thinking. Especially necessary as my stanley knife and three scalpels are within easy reach.

Feel like crud. Can I just curl up under a bed and cry ??

*cries*

*leaves hugs for everyone*

*hands a dosage of purple calpol (cos it friggin rocks) to Hells*

*hugs Zowie* I'm sorry they discharged you hun but there's always room for you here.

Sure you can Kahlia! *sets up a guard post so nobody disturbs you and hands chocolate just in case*

How are you doing today Theroad2here? *offers hug*

*leaves tissues just in case they are needed and lots of toys, blankets and chocolate brownies*

*hugs Emma lots*

Thanks darling, thinking about napping, but by the time I get into it, my mum will probs wake me *cries* It took over two frigging hours to get home tonight. HATE travelling when I'm ill >.<

*hides*

*snuggles Helen*

*Sending everyone loads of hugs*

I need to talk to someone is anyone around :( xxx

i'm here if you'd like to talk? *huggles*

hey Ems *pounces and hugs* you ok sweetie? xx

*sits*

*sits next to Sophie* are you ok hun?

just worried about a friend. she wouldnt want me worrying but its hard not to. trying not to worry that much though..

Kate? I don't post on the ED board but I do lurk and notice certain members and she is one of them just because of her friendliness and the genuineness she seems to apply to all of her posts. If it is her you are talking about, then you're right I don't think she would want you to worry although I appreciate it isn't that easy hun.

If it's not her then, yeah, um...I feel silly lol.

*offers you a teddy*

*wanders in and hides in a corner* i screwed up again, i feel so useless :(

it is Kate *cuddles you and the teddy*

*sits in corner cuddling teddy bear and trying not to start sobbing*

what happened zappachild? Do you want to talk about it or be left alone? *hugs?*

*Cuddles soph back and offers her some low cal hot chocolate*

What's up Amanda? Do you want to talk about it? There's nothing wrong with crying! *passes you a kleenex*