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cool cool its all good do you want help with the tea
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*holds cup out for more tea and sympathy*
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my shadow told me a secret today. she says she doesn't really love anyone. it's all just words. the deep inside of her can't feel a thing. i'm going to leave her here for just a while longer. she's not so lonely here. it's worse outside where everyone else can feel things.
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Gah. My day just went from ok to horrible in 5 minutes. I come home, and get the same old lecture! Its about my councler lady. Im not all that comfortable talking with dad about my councling, and he keeps bugging me saying i need to talk to him about the things I talk about there. He don't get that i'm not ready to talk to him about councling and cutting and I won't be for a while. I'm trying to set a goal of not cutting at least until I get back from camping. [which is Aug. 12th] but my dad just piled anxitey and Im feelin pretty triggered right now...
Yea, I needed to get that out. I feel miserable and worthless... *Grabs more tea, sits in a corner, and puts on IPod to try and relax for a bit* On a slightly lighter note, you can call me Josh, or Joshua, or TSC, whatever you are more comfortable with is fine. |
*checks in again*
Thats it im giving up!! I quit YOU HEAR ME WORLD I QUIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 *runs and hides in the corner* |
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hey doll.. wotz up.. u need an ear? peace and love. x |
Hey Nikki babe,
Wanna talk? Whats up..? *Holds your hand* *(*( HUG )*)* |
I just want to give up!!
Im sick of living like this!! I thought i could get rid of everything but i cant!! i WANT TO TAKE A HIT SOOOO BAD RIGHT NOW |
just need to have a safe place to be for some reason composing music is really taking it out of me *sits in corner*
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*checks self in* grabs blanket and hides in corner cursing life and the people at Bracknell Forest
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* finds a blanket and goes looking for someone to hug*
just need people without them actually being near me |
hey emily do you want a hug or a chat *opens arms for a hug*
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*hug* just company that isnt in the same room
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i can keep you company is there anything random you want to talk about hun
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just anything. . . the weather anything
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okay well the weather is terrible up here but well its rainy what about your end hun
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*grabs her stuffed lamb and blanket, curls up in a corner and cries quietly*
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*gives hugs to anyone that wants them including Ally* Hey guys and girls, turned up for therapy a day early.... i feel dumb! *drags out the tea trolley and offers it round*
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*walks in, grabs blanket and stuffed bear and walks in a dark corner to cry*
i want to go away |
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