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*Huggles* I'm sorry :(
Hey solo. long time no seeeeee.... ugh I'm sorry I'm just reallyyyyyy anxious again |
whats goin on Megz?
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*sigh* I'm had a bad thought about my bro again... and he is starting to have depression issues because since I am a junior and it is starting to get to college time a lot of attention on me. I feel so bad because it was that thought and he is already vulnerable and.. ugh...
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I'm sorry hun! I'll pray for you and your brother.
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*Huggles* thanks :) that means a lot to me. how have you been? I haven't been here in a while
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*hugs everyone*
I'm alive, still <3 |
I'm sorry Megz! Didn't mean to leave ya hangin. Another friend needed my help. I know you haven't been here. I missed you!
And I'm so glad you are Felicia! I wish you were better than just alive. |
*hugs all*
Going downhill emotionally. Have had to severely reduce my meds that I can't afford ... down to nothing now as I've run out. Last night for the first time since I've been home - the first time since I left for Cairns probably - making a suicide plan. I'm becoming lost in all the bs that's been happening lately with life just seeming to be getting worse and worse. I just don't know what to do at the moment. I tried to tell my fiancee but just couldn't bring myself to do it. He does know that there is depression prevalent at the moment, but I couldn't tell him that last little detail. I really wish we could turn a corner in every way possible. *sigh* Sorry for clogging the thread with my crap. |
*Hugs Solo*
*Hugs libz* *Hugs Laura* *Hugs Megz* *Hugs Ian* *Hugs Ileana* *Hugs Felicia* *Hugs Kahlia* It's NOT crap hun ,we care about you :) |
I realise I have no real problems , Then Why the hell Can't I shift this flat mood , right now I'm nervous about opening up to my social worker in case she wants to hospitalise me but scared that if I hold back I'll not get any help. I'm a total idiot , I've even started planning my funeral, I have the songs down , I'm getting suicidal fantasys and right at this minute I am sad enough to cry but I'll try not to with my Social workers impending arrival. I don't even know whay I'm sad...........Sorry
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Well My Social Worker didn't show up yet so I called the Mental health Resource Centre and they told me she is on study leave today FFS! I am so pissed off right now I need to walk and have my headphones in and get some food but mainly walk with music..........I am already on the verge of tears I really needed to speak with her:(
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could they not have let you know before now that your social worker was away and would not be.
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You'd think it would be common courtesy woulden't you Louise?
*Hugs* How are you? |
Sorry to hear that you all are having a rough go of it, wish I could offer some help or advise. Can barely hold myself together, can't seem to formulate any helpful words. Very hard to see through the dark
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*Hugs Mors Certa* I'm sorry you are struggling man :(
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*hugs solo*
*hugs Mark* *hugs Mors Certa* *hugs kahlia* *hugs louise* *hugs felicia* *hugs megz* *hugs all in case I forgot anyone* do you think I'll get a day off to go to the funeral? I don't want to go, but she doesn't have a lot of relatives and it would be odd if there were just 5 or 6 people at the funeral, so I should come. right? and for my grandparents, too. they would be the only ones besides my mom and my siblings. I'm sorry if I'm not around much this week. I have to take care of the horse, go to the funeral and plan the weekend trip in addition to work. |
*Hugs Laura*
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*hugs mark*
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I'm really really unhappy . . . . . . . *Sigh*
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Thanks for the hugs Mark n Laura! ~Hugs ya back~
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