It is good, always is tbf. Sad though.

Im so tired. Like wow. I slept more than double what I have been getting but its just made me more tired. Suppose when what you have been getting is 3-4 hours in a chair thats not saying a lot :P

:plain:

'ello.

Hi Person. How goes it?

Hi Aubergine.

It's going ok... should really be in bed asleep though. =/

How're you?

How come you're not in bed asleep?


I'm wobbly. Can't sleep, which is frustrating. Looking forward to seeing my Mum tomorrow and getting a hug.

Dunno. I fell asleep for a bit earlier and then woke up needing sugar so feel weird from that. x.x Not looking forward to tomorrow too so I guess I'm trying to put it off. =/

Aw, are you going out somewhere with her? Got anything to take to help you sleep?

Oh, I'm sorry that you feel a bit weird from waking up needing sugar. What's up with tomorrow?


I don't think we're going anywhere, but I might ask if we can go for a drive. She's coming to help me Vax my carpet ready for kitten arrival.


I took some zopiclone about two hours ago. Stayed lying down with the light off and nothing happened. Bleurgh.

Low blood sugars are a weird thing, and waking up like it always seems worse. Takes a while for the feeling to go away. Should be used to it..

Tomorrow is yet another appraisal day at work.

Yay, kitten prep! Have you put up the climbing tower yet?

And argh, rubbish for it not working. Anything else you could do?

Sounds not very nice. Maybe it's one of those things that you don't ever really get used to.


How often do you have appraisals? What about it is worrying you? I've had one appraisal in five years.


Nope, not yet. Going to do it tomorrow after we've cleaned the carpet.


I've got diazepam that I could take, but I don't really want to. Im waitin on a call back from OOH MH team. Bleurgh.

Every 6 months. And I've been reduced to tears in the last 3 or 4 so not confident about this one, especially as it's with my boss this time rather than my supervisor.

Why do you not want to if it might help? Will they call back soon? I'll be around for a little bit longer if that's any help to you!

Oh no. How come you've been reduced to tears? I really hope it goes OK. Will be rooting for you.


Thanks. They called and I cried lots. She was nice.

Thanks, it might be ok. Really hard to tell. It's mostly because I think I'm doing a good job and everyone else seems to disagree...

Sometimes a good cry is needed. Was she helpful?

That sounds tricky! What do they say when they say they don't think you're doing a good job?


She was. Told me to take diazepam, which I agreed to do, so I'm hoping I'll settle enough to sleep soon. I've cried so much today. I am a doughnut.

Eh they just say I need to change my attitude and that I’m the cause of the problems in the department. *shrug*

Doughnuts are awesome and so are you. ;-)

I’m actually in bed now so should make an attempt at sleep myself. Hope you get some rest soon.

Morning everyone :)

Morning.

How're you all?

I'm having lunch in m&s cafe!

Very nice Lillie!

Lillie that sounds good!

Emma, how are you?

I've just had lunch, going to head into town in a bit.

So so, at CMHT waiting for my CC. She’s 45 mins late so far!

What are you upto in town?

45 minutes late is impressive! I hope she gets to you soon.

I'm going to stop by work to say hey and drop in my sick note, and then go to my boyfriend's flat and hang out there until he gets in.

Afternoon all. I have been to a union meeting today. It's flipping freezing out there but dry.

It's tipping it down here! I'm on the train and soaked.

How was the meeting, Dawn?

It wasn't too bad Eska. Like Mike said "it gets you out of the house".

Yeah, that's definitely a positive thing :)

Heya.

Hey Aubergine :-)

Hello everyone

Hey Emma. How're you?

Hey Beckie. How's it going?

Not bad thanks Aubergine
How are you?

I'm tired. Mum is here being motherly. We've vaxed my bedroom carpet and tidied a bit (I did most of it yesterday) and she's just done my washing up and is now going to vax my front room carpet. I am sat in my bedroom. She said "you can shut your bedroom door if you want; I know I'm making a lot of noise in here" and she put some squash and sparklig water on my bedside cabinet and said "at least if I put this here I know you'll have a drink even if you don't want to leave your bedroom." Don't really know what I ever did to deserve her. <3


Up to much?

Aww that's so nice of your mum!

I'm just waiting for ward round.
Bit nervous about it.
And going to have to put my phone on charge soon

I hope ward round goes OK, Beckie. Have you got an idea of what you want to say?

Thanks

Not really.
I've had a couple of incidents so that will probably be talked about
I'm still feeling pretty much the same except now I am also fidgety. Lol!

Fidgety doesn't sound fun! Make sure you tell them that in ward round. <3

Beckie I hope ward round goes well <3

Aubergine that is lovely of your mum!

I'm chilling in my boyfriend's flat and watching Masterchef.

Hey everyone.

Hope you are ok Beckie. Take care.

How is everyone? I have finally left my flat after hiding indoors for days. In the coffee shop.

Thanks everyone <3

Ward round was fine.
Didn't talk about anything much really!
And I forgot to say I felt fidgety.
You had one job Beckie! One job! :p

Well done for getting out Lorraine!

Maybe you can tell a nurse later?

Thanks Beckie.

I will if it becomes a problem
Just a mild annoyance atm!

It's pouring down here!

It’s quite nice here, but a bit cold.

Boiling hot on the ward
I expect its cold outside though!

I'm waiting for my boyfriend to finish work and watching the celebrity bake off and chatting to my sister.

How was the coffee shop, Lorraine?

It's pretty mild in here, just wet.

I hope the fidgetiness settles soon, Beckie.

*wanders the **** in*

Evening :)

good evening *tips hat*

Lol

How're you?

And how early is too early to go to bed? I'm zonked.

all good here thanks, how the **** are you??

and don't ask me about sleep my routine is al screwed up now cos of far cry 5 :-p