*Hugs Kelly*

thanks, Mark :) ... *returns hug*

Hello everyone, not been around lately. Well I have, just not posting. I've read every single word though, I promise.

Mark - please don't panic; I had to have a work-focused interview thingie when I first got my Incapacity Benefit and they make out it's like "go-back-to-work" in the letter, and I was so scared, but it wasn't like that. I had to then go somewhere else for work-focused discussions every month for five months, but they guy was really nice and I wasn't forced to do anything. They just talked about what would I like to do, and helped me set targets for myself.

Lindsay - *hugs* Concerned about you at the moment hon. x

Kelly - *hugs*

Laura (Mute.Scream) - how are you now? It worries me that you have a plan. Can you not talk to your dad about the horse? Or move with him?

Crimson - *hugs* How are you?

BWchick - You are normal; we all are. Normal is different for everyone, and everyone is different!

Unicorn Tears - *hugs*

Oliver - how've you been?

I've been pretty rubbishy lately. Just, want to give up. :crying:

*Hugs MJ*

*hugs for everybody*

Kelly, that sounds a bit stressful. I hope you get some quality time to yourself.

MJ and Tiffany, how are you both?

*Hugs Tiffany*

*Hugs Lindsay*

What's everyone up to this evening/whatever time it is where you are?

quiet night in Lindsay , what are you up to?

Same. Just watching some TV and then off to bed.

*hugs everyone * sorry so many are struggling right now.

For some good news:

I am officially a uni graduate!

I checked in....then i dissappeared.......so...i've just been hiding in a corner.....can someone come give me a hug and let me know i'm not being ignored............i know i'm not, but my brain is saying i am........so.........yah....can someone give me a hug???

*hugs Michelle* no worries... I feel that way too sometimes.


In theory I should close on my house Thursday or Friday... wish me luck guys.

gentle hi, iodine dressings on bad cuts and anti biotics at the mo, i still work (although they know they situ and am on sick leave) and the adoption sw today who is finally providing help for us said what i put up with is unsustainable, it is very hard when you are on the other side of the world to your family. i cannot go back unless for hols which i am in the summer, i generally only sh through alcohol or pills when my daughter is not around am trying to build up a local support network of friends. last week after an od three weeks before i sliced myself pretty bad, i was too ashamed to go to a and e, strange place to be in, need to go into chat xxx

*hugs everyone*

*hugs mark*
*hugs lindsay*
*hugs fallen star laura* congratulations! do you already have plans for the future?
*hugs crimson*
*hugs vegemite* here if you want to talk
*hugs rhi*
*hugs michelle*
*hugs Kelly* how are your kids?
*hugs MJ* I don't want to move with my dad. He is the bad guy in my life. And I want to go to university and don't know where I'm going to move. I just don't want him to move with the horse, because then he's going to abuse the horse (instead of me, but he's already doing that anyway.) It's so complicated.
*hugs tiffany*

only 2 days left at work... that's 16 hours. Then I'm done with that job. Psych appointment on Monday. Then what? What am I supposed to do the whole day till I start uni in October?
Cant get another job, or I wont get money from the government (strange system in germany).

I'm not feeling great sorry im just completely ****ed up :crying:

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Lindsay*
*hugs fallen star laura*
*hugs Crimson*
*hugs Vegemite*
*hugs rhi*
*hugs michelle*
*hugs Kelly*
*hugs MJ*
*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Laura*

*hugs Ian*

good night all

*Hugs Laura* YEY You!!!!! Congratulations :D

*Hugs Symbol*

*Hugs Crimson* Good Luck Hun !

*Hugs Vegemite*

*Hugs Rhi*

*Hugs Mute scream Laura*

*Hugs Ian*

I am waiting on my social worker to come and sort out the Job Centre , really really worried .

*Hugs Mark* Everything will be ok, I always worry when I'm waiting for people to come round and sort stuff out.