time to go home... at least I've managed to stop crying. feel on the verge of it still but at least its something... working on figuring a way not to drown... and a way to get rid of all the excess baggage and bullshit too...
*hugs everyone*
i love you guys *faint smile*

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Crimson* I've felt that way for sure :( I hope you feel better when you wake up this morning :)

*hugs everyone*

hi everyonexx

*Hugs Nicole* How are you today?

*Hugs youngatheart if hugs are okay?*

*hugs everyone*

how is everyone

I'm cold and sick of the snow. How are you, Louise?

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Louise* How are you?

My Mum and I Picked up my Grandmas Ashes today and when we got back to my parents there was a Christmas card for My Grandma from an old neighbour *Sigh*

*hugs everyone*

*hugs Mark and Helen*

Mark, I hate when things like that happen. How are you feeling? What are you going to do with your Grandma's ashes? I still have my Dad's. I'm going to get a pendant made out of some of them.

*hugs mark tight*
*curls up and yawns*

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Lindsay* My parents are going to scatter My Grandma's ashes where my Grandpa's were scattered all that time ago. Grandma had no specific wishes that were recorded.

*Hugs Heather*

*HUgs everyone*

*Extra tight hugs for Helen, Crimson and Mark*

Today was pretty good again. Not as epic yesterday, but it was cool. There was one moment where I just randomly asked my friends in our free period 'guys, can I be a bitch?' Because I'm paranoid that I am a massive cow and they all just turned around and chorued "Yes!" All the the same time. I won't deny that that hurt. A lot. But trust me before you say anything, I am not the same person IRL as I am here. I'm the one that sits there all 'Couldn't care less, **** off or I will zap you with my ice maiden stare'. I'm friendly enough, but not exactly bursting with warmth or dying to become close to people. Anyway, minor moan over.

How's everyone else?

*Hugs Lia* Speaking strictley from my perspective , I don't find you a bitch AT ALL . I like you tons :)

Thanks Mark :) Although I can't blame them. I am one. IRL at any rate. Mainly so people will leave me alone.

You alright?

I had a pretty VIVID half awake dream this morning about my legs bleeding and I could hear my Mum on the phone and I thought that she was going to come in and find me bleeding :S then Mum woke me . I don't usually have S.I. dreams hmmmmmmmm.....

*Hugs* I've had those before Mark, they're not plesent. Although I did manage to have a light hearted dream with added humour last night. I dreamt that my sociology teacher's fiance (she's a woman) was the music teacher (she is also a woman) and I found this out when I walked in on them kissing. Only in the dream, they made a really cute couple, so now I am actually shipping them in real life...and I still haven't been able to shake the image. FML.

Hugs mark and lia

I am really sore today my leg hurts like anything

*Hugs Lia* Heeee that sounds a neat dream

*Hugs Louise* What has happened to your legs? Lots of walking?