*hugs Lindsay, Mark, Solo and Lucy*
How are you guys?

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Solo*

*Hugs Lucy*

Pretty good, just started on folic acid after blood tests showed I was deficient, it's a few days on, I can actually get up at a real time, and headaches I've been suffering from have gone. Shame I can't just take a pill for my mental health.

Oh I'm on plenty of pills for my mental health Lucy ,lol, they work ....sometimes but not latley , at least they could work better right now.

Yeah, I was on some, but one had stopped helping and was making me more ill, the other, well, they're talking about increasing the dosage.

Goodness I'm exausted , but didn't even manage to get up until 11am today , How is this possible? Depression I reckon:S

hugs mark

*Hugs Louise* How are you hun?

*Hugs my Wardies*
I heard from Kahlias Housemate. Kahlia seems to be getting a little better everyday and is not having many side effects of her new meds. She expects to be in hospital for at least another 2 and a half weeks but is making progress :)

I'm glad she's doing well.


I have got to tell someone... My best friend IRL is going to have to move. And it's very likely she'll have to move out of state, I've been sworn to secrecy until she knows for sure where she'll have to go. But I am freaking out, and I can't talk to anyone cause she's not telling people yet. I cannot keep losing friends. That's all I ever do.
I'm sorry I'm never around and then I dump all my problems here. I know that's not right. I'm really sorry.

*Hugs Felicia* I'm sorry to hear that hun :(

*hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you hun?

cries

*Hugs Louise* You okay hun?

i am finding things hard right now

*Cuddles everyone*

*Night time hugs my Wardies*

*hugs for all* grumblegrumble doctors grumble bloodtests grumblegrumble see them again. GRUMBLE.

lol. Hi :)
Doctors suck. As do blood tests, they can never get any blood out of me though.

*hugs you all*
*heads out to garden and sits alone*

*Hugs Oliver and sends him a note asking if he wants some company?*

*hugs Charlie* how are you? thanks the company would be nice

*Hugs Oliver and joins him outside* I'm alright thanks, you?

thanks Charlie.
I'm really struggling not to OD, constantly paranoid that I've done something wrong in the flat and upset my flatmate.

*Cuddles* Sorry, I completley forgot I was in here. I'm sure you haven't done anything. Can you give anything you could OD on to your flatmate?

*hugs Charlie* my flatmate has no idea I'm ill and we hardly see/speak to eachother. its a bit odd really we simply just live together

Oh right, well can you get rid of them, flush them down the toilet? *Cuddles*

*hugs ward*

I am so over everything.

*Hugs Lucy*
*Hugs Charlie*
*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Felicia*

hugs everyone

*Hugs Louise*

Hi everyone.

Hi Lindsay *Hugs* How are you hun?

Kahlia's House mate said the following regarding Kahlia

"Kahlia spoke with the doctor last night and there is some indication that she might be going home at the end of next week or the week after. So a due date is within reach and I guess exactly when now depends on how well she continues to respond to treatment."

*sends over hugs*

Don't you just love having panic attacks in public... I know I do *sarcasm*

I hate life sometimes.

*Hugs Felicia* What's the matter?

*Hugs Laura* can't say it's ever happened to me, but it sounds horrible. Especailly for people like ourselves who don't like showing our emotions.

*Hugs Mark, Charlie, Lindsey and Louise.*

Why does life have to keep falling apart, i swear to god it needs superglueing back together.

*Hugs Lucy*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Laura* I've been there , they are horrid , I'm sorry hun :S

*Hugs Lucy and Mark*

I don't suppose smothering yourself in glue would help?

could i pm someone had some upsetting news

*Hugs Lia* How would glue help?

Louise I am crap at advice but you may PM me should you like

You can PM me as well if you like Louise, I'll do my best :)

Glue for Lucy. To stick herself back together :)

Hows you Lia?

I'm...stressed. But, well, I wouldn't say coping as such, but alive.

You?

*hugs ward* You know it's bad when my concentration won't let me read a page of posts. :/ One day, I'll be a better wardie. One day.

Somedays, I just wish I could be a 4 year old again, and throw myself on the ground and scream and cry until I felt better.

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Felicia*

I don't know how much longer I can live like this.

*Hugs Lindsay* Hold on Lindsay Hun , It will get better , it has too :)