Anything you want to talk about Mark?

Hey Lucy :) Welcome to the ward. I be Lia.

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Lia*

I can't do this. I'm going to have to turn to alcohol because life is just too hard otherwise.

*Hugs Lindsay* Alcohol is such a dangerous trap to fall into hun , I'm finding it hard to stop so I know............

I don't know what else to do. Cutting and overdosing don't help any more.

How are you, Mark?

*Hugs Lindsay* I'm a bit numb as ever and low, My Sister and Neice just left they were a good distraction but now.......I'm just having a few bad days in a row.
Is there anyone you could talk too about how you feel IRL hun?

*hugs mark and lindsay* stay safe.

*hugs mark, lindsay and Laura* Lindsay and Mark I am only a PM away if you want to talk.

How are you Laura?

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Laura*

*cuddles everyone*

hugs mark

*Hugs Charlie*

hugs everyone, curls up.

*hugs as many people as possible* I wish I knew why I felt like this :(

*Hugs Lucy*

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs everyone* wow, very quiet night.

How is everyone today?

Charlie! *Glomps* The ward has been Glomp free for a while so I thought I'd throw one out there :)

*Glomps Lindsay* How are you hun ?

I'm flat and odd and scared:S

huggles mark, what you scared of mark?
hugs lindsay,

Scared that I have fallen into the trap of Drink OR Injury but it HAS TO be one , I'm such a ****ing idiot ! I'm angry at myself for falling into this trap :(

*Glomps Jill* How are you hun?

hugs mark your not a ****ing idiot hon, i know things have been hard for you latley take care of yourself sweetie.its addiction hon, and it hard to stop doing either.
hmm in not great, gone back to sh, after a very long time not doing it. just want to curl up and die.

*Massive Hugs Jill* I'm sorry you slipped up , but thats what it is , a slip up , you can recover from this . You will:)

hmm yeah i guess, problem is i want to do more now, not sure i can stop this time, or really care that i cant stop.really hate me right now

*Hugs Jill Tons*

thanks mark, hugs you back, stay safe hon

You stay safe too Jill Hun :)

*hugs everyone* I'm sorry that you're struggling, i'm here if anyone needs to talk. I'm just so, so tired of life. I need out.

*Hugs Lindsay Heaps*

*sneaks in and sits*

*Glomps Crimson*

*glomps mark back*

*Hugs Lindsey, Crimson, Mark and Jill*

*Hugs Lia*

Yo Mark. You feeling any better?

Yo Lia, I've felt better and worse.........How are you hun?

Well I'm glad you're not too bad. Anything you want to talk about?

I'm not too bad thanks, worried about this drama exam I have coming up because of my lack of enthusiasm lately, my acting sucks.

Good luck with your exam Lia Hun!

Thanks Mark :) I just need a bit more positivity.

grr.... The area between your thumb and forefinger is a shitty place to have a cut (not self inflicted in the usual sense... I was cleaning a metal cup and sliced my hand because I was apparently not cleaning it correctly). I keep trying to work or stretch or pop a joint or a number of other things and accidentally reopening it. :(

Glomps Lia and Crimson*

*hugs Crimson* Cuts on your hands are the worst, I had to immobilize one of my fingers once to stop myself reopenning a cut, so it could heal. It was on the crease of the joint and opened whenever i straightened it. Hope it heals soon

*Hugs Lucy*

*hugs everyone*

*Squishes Lindsay*

Thanks Lindsay! ~Hugs ya back Hun~

*hides in the denial tent after making myself seem like an idiot to the bosses*

Hey Crimson, would it help if I go look like an idiot to my boss?

lol probably not. i am just not a morning person and not all the way awake and people i work with just do not understand that.

I work in the evenings, I still look like a fool and make mistakes, because I tend to have been awake in the morning for lessons, then slept, then got back up again.