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ˈsäləˌterē 14-04-2011 05:02 AM

Serenity honey, God's voice is louder. Listen to him!

Doikers 14-04-2011 10:20 AM

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Charlie* I'll miss you so much Hun.

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Mute Scream Laura*

*Hugs Mors Certa*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Solo*

*Hugs Serenity*

Louise 14-04-2011 11:47 AM

Lia and Charlie I will miss you both very much and I hope things will get better for you. *hugs for you both*

ˈsäləˌterē 14-04-2011 12:05 PM

Lia n Charlie, I'm prayin for you both. ~Hugs~

Thanks Mark! ~Mornin hugs~

one_step_closer 14-04-2011 12:16 PM

*hugs everyone*

Kahlia1981 14-04-2011 12:34 PM

*huggles all*

The bs that has been happening since I got home from the Cairns hospital is still going on. We got our statements from social security and they have only given us rent assistance based on 1/2 our weekly rent costs. And I've had majorly bad news about my shoulder. It's going to require surgery by a specialist that isn't available north of Brisbane. Seriously FML

I hope that everyone is doing well or improving.

Sorry for my lack of individuals.

*leaves safe love and care packages on the table with hugs for anyone who wants or needs them*

Doikers 14-04-2011 01:12 PM

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Solo*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Kahlia*

I'm logging on from the Library as I have 90 minutes to kill in town between Meeting Becky and Meeting Hannah :S

PoisonedApple 14-04-2011 04:50 PM

*snags a big soft plushie from the pile Kahlia left and sits with it in the closet*

Doikers 14-04-2011 05:18 PM

*Hugs Crimson* You alright hun?

PoisonedApple 14-04-2011 05:50 PM

Trying not to implode...
The following content has been hidden - Reason : turned into a long r/v type thing so... yeah
I even considered smoking or cutting as options this morning... both things I quit doing years ago... My house was clean, I could walk through it without tripping on people or things, without stress, etc. for the last 3 weeks. Then Mi came back from Fbanks and brought Me with her... sadly Me isn't family and I'd rather have her there and not Mi. Mi started pissing me off and upsetting me last night... D was talking to them and said one thing or another and Mi whispered to Me "yeah Crimson's kind of weird" WTF? and after the kids were sent to bed, G was reading the other 2 a story so quiet that we couldn't even hear her and when Mi went to the bathroom she went "SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" to them so loud she may as well have just yelled "shut the **** up"... It's the kid's house not hers. I woke up this morning went to got get my lunch to put in my work bag, and almost tripped over her face (literally) because even though there is a couch and they both fit on it they decided to spread across the ENTIRE living room floor. They aren't paying rent until they both get jobs, they're only going to pay 400 in rent for 2 people to take up the whole basement when we move... (This is because they want to take a road trip once they save up so D figures keeping them in the basement will keep them from pissing me off or stressing me out and 400 rather than the previously agreed upon 600 will help them GTFO sooner) They are also required to get on food stamps. Since they were gone the end of last month and up until yesterday of this month D realized I was not kidding when I said Mi eats like 3 people. With only her missing from our usual meal planning we had enough (just counting meat based meals) to last the rest of us more than 3 weeks. We had that much meat left over from last month after she went to Fbanks... Based on the average meat price at Costco, that saved us about 250-300$ this last month. Ridiculous, no? And I foresee at least 6 months of this BS before she moves out for her road trip (then another 3-6 months till they run out of money and want to come move back in...)
I actually WANT to CRY but nothing is there...

PoisonedApple 14-04-2011 06:05 PM

This song has been stuck in my head for 3 days...

YodaBearInterrupted 14-04-2011 06:10 PM

*gives everyone hugs*

*puts some cookies and brownies on the table*

*sits in a corner and sighs and wonders what to do now*

Louise 14-04-2011 06:23 PM

hugs everyone

Doikers 14-04-2011 07:14 PM

*Hugs Crimson* I'm sorry but I really don't have the focus to read your hidden post , I am thinking of you though :O)

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs YodaBear*

FlyingNy 14-04-2011 08:50 PM

I realised I haven't said goodbye to Morgana, Louise or Heather, I'm going to miss you huys and I wish you all the best for your recovery and the future. There are just so many of you that I am going to miss. I really am going now though, from what I've learned about saying goodye is that you have to just say goodbye and bugger off. So bye all. I love you.

PoisonedApple 14-04-2011 08:57 PM

Ok soooooooooo, I decided to start a blog. I'm going to actually try to keep it fairly up to date... We'll see how this all goes. It's this in case anyone wants to know... yeah, thought I'd share even though it has pretty much nothing on it yet (just finished setting it up).

Doikers 14-04-2011 09:13 PM

Crimson , Please PM that link to me if thats okay?

*Hugs Lia*

Laura2.0 14-04-2011 11:01 PM

*hugs everyone* how are you all?

Mors Certa 15-04-2011 04:50 AM

I am doing awful, I hope you all don't mind me posting, I don't know what else to do besides sitting in a corner and crying, the thoughts and emotions are too much,

Kahlia1981 15-04-2011 08:26 AM

*offers hugs to anyone who wants/needs them*

It's kind of weird. My fiance and I are facing bankrupcy by the end of the month, and will be homeless and living on the street (no homeless sheter will take us) when we are forced to move in june, but I still love him dearly and don't want to leave him. Whatever happens I want to die loving him.

Doikers 15-04-2011 09:07 AM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Mors Certa*

*Hugs Kahlia*

Well I got drunk and Desperate last night , I really wasn't safe so I called My Best Friend and she let me crash on her sofa , I feel so stupid but I was going to hurt myself badly so I called the one person I know in town who I trust with this kind of thing , I think I freaked her out a bit , she knocked on my door at 10.45pm asking if I was okay having drunk a lot and took meds and I reasured her , She even offered me her bed and said she would take the sofa but not a chance I would go to her home and steal her bed ! I Love this woman .

ˈsäləˌterē 15-04-2011 01:02 PM

How blessed you are to have such a great friend! How ya doin now Mark?

Doikers 15-04-2011 01:13 PM

I'm pretty low Solo :( Just life is getting to me , I've had enough , I keep feeling low and triggered and am getting suicidal fantasys :(
How are you Hun?

ˈsäləˌterē 15-04-2011 01:26 PM

I'm so sorry you're so low recently! You so need n deserve a break!

Let's just say, it's a good thing I have kids.

Doikers 15-04-2011 03:19 PM

*Hugs Solo*

ˈsäləˌterē 15-04-2011 03:33 PM

Thank you! ~back at ya Hun~

PoisonedApple 15-04-2011 06:18 PM

*hugs everyone* Anyone around?

PoisonedApple 15-04-2011 06:47 PM

Hmmmm... so quiet...

Doikers 15-04-2011 07:01 PM

*Hugs Crimson* How are you hun?

PoisonedApple 15-04-2011 07:07 PM

Got bored... put a digital koi pond on my blog lol ya know I'm not big on talking but with this blog I just keep going and going... *shrugs* We'll see if I stick with it though, right?

How are you, Mark?

Doikers 15-04-2011 07:11 PM

Flat , still , sorry , I sooo want to injure :( the urge gets stronger and stronger.
*Hugs Crimson again in the hope I'll get a hug I need back ;))

Louise 15-04-2011 07:13 PM

*hugs mark and crimson*

Mors Certa 15-04-2011 07:20 PM

So here I sit, waiting out my time on the job, spending most of the day transferring work that used to be mine, to someone else that didn't lose their job. Wish they would have announced the layoff and sent us home instead of making us suffer through two weeks of this.

I was already in such a bad place, three weeks into a severe depression, now the thoughts are running through my head (I will spare you the darkness of them, sure that they are not unique to me) Do I ring back the doc and get blown off again, do I call the crisis team and risk another stint in the hospital just because my meds are f'd up, do I cut to make the pain stop temporarily. I don't know what to do, I am not right, I am not safe from cutting right now, wish there was a corner to curl up and hide in.

Doikers 15-04-2011 07:26 PM

*Hugs Louise* How're you Hun?

*Hugs Mors Certa* I'm sorry you're struggling so much

Louise 15-04-2011 07:30 PM

I could be better

Doikers 15-04-2011 07:42 PM

Whats up Louise? *Hugs*

I........injured........and have literlly ran out of room. I feel Alone.

Louise 15-04-2011 08:43 PM

feeling sad, hurting. i am being selfish asking for support.

Doikers 15-04-2011 08:48 PM

You're not being selfish Louise hun , we are all here to supprt each other *Squishes*

PoisonedApple 15-04-2011 08:57 PM

*hugs Mark* Sorry for the delay... had to do the court run (which took twice as long as usual). *extra hugs* Sorry you're so flat. Anything you can do to take your mind off it? It's warming up quite nicely here, so I'd imagine its not too cold to visit a park or walk around an area you've not been to in a while or something...

*hugs Louise and Mors*

Mors Certa 15-04-2011 09:00 PM

*hugs all*

wish I could be supportive, can't seem to formulate a good response right now

Doikers 15-04-2011 09:01 PM

*Hugs Crimson , It's 9pm , I'll be heading to bed early now

*Night time Hugs my Wardies*

Louise 15-04-2011 09:01 PM

night mark *hugs*

PoisonedApple 15-04-2011 09:10 PM

Ah yes... forgot you're 9 hrs ahead of me. It's noon here. *hugs good night*

ljmeep 15-04-2011 11:19 PM

hello all... just dropping in.. been crazy couple of days

how is everyone?

*hugs all*

Cazki 16-04-2011 12:31 AM

*Hugs Mark* I'm sorry your struggling Mark, i struggle with deppression to :(

*Hugs Louise* Sorry your not doing good

*Hugs Solo* How are you?

I'm struggling, sick of fighting. Fed up with it :(

ˈsäləˌterē 16-04-2011 04:11 AM

I'm a bit of a mess lately! I'm so sorry you're havin a hard time too!

Doikers 16-04-2011 11:13 AM

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Kelly*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Solo*

So I slept 12-13 (Or a bit more) hours and it was still a struggle to get up , Stupid depression :(
How are you all ?

Emo 16-04-2011 01:51 PM

The following content has been hidden - Reason : si trigger
i cut up my arm ...want to do it to the other arm ....past caring any more

Doikers 16-04-2011 02:48 PM

*Hugs Serenity*

ˈsäləˌterē 16-04-2011 03:22 PM

Aww Serenity! Please treat yourself the way I would sweetie! You don't deserve that!


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