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RescueIsPossible 03-05-2016 12:26 PM

Horrible just want to cry..... court in a week

Kahlia1981 03-05-2016 01:03 PM

Hi everyone. I've been away and hiding for a while.

*safe hugs* for anyone that wants/needs them
*leaves mugs of hot chocolate and coffee on the table*

Just want all the madness to stop.
*cuddles up in pillow fort*

Doikers 03-05-2016 02:39 PM

Why court , Halie? *Glomps*

*Glomps Kahlia* Hey Lil Sis :) How are you hun?

RescueIsPossible 03-05-2016 03:28 PM

Court for who gets custudy of 5 year old nephew. Parents have had custudy his entire life but my sister wants to take him and not let us see him again. I'm scared she will get him

CaiteeBug 03-05-2016 04:10 PM

*Sighs* Upstairs neighbors had a visit from DCF which resulted in the removal of their 2 kids. I can honestly say I am happy about it. For months there has been numerous calls to the police on my part because of the screaming and the parents beating each other in front of the kids and on 3 occasions, the scum parents left the kids outside

Doikers 03-05-2016 05:09 PM

I'm Glad those kids will be taken care of Caitlyn , just hope they're not seperated .I have issues with 2 of my 3 buildingmates too. just Glad I've Got Charlie on my floor as she is the perfect neighbour , Live above a small time drug dealer and a guy who's all kinds of dodgy . Happy to collect Charlie's recycling bins in from time to time and say hey when we run into each other.
Problem is kids prep their drugs in the doorway , Charlie loses her **** when she catches them and I don't blame her.

CaiteeBug 03-05-2016 07:50 PM

I hope the kids aren't separated.

Doikers 04-05-2016 10:38 AM

How are we all today?

Kathryn_Anna 05-05-2016 12:41 PM

Got free coffee because my birthday is in a couple of days. So that's good. Just sort of hanging on right now otherwise. It's been a long few weeks.

Doikers 05-05-2016 12:59 PM

Oh happy birthday Kathryn for in a couple of days :)

How are we all today?

CaiteeBug 05-05-2016 10:05 PM

I had therapy today and it was really hard to concentrate because of the spirits in her office.

Doikers 05-05-2016 10:54 PM

What kind of spirit ,Caitlyn?

CaiteeBug 06-05-2016 01:42 AM

Drew, the spirits of the mill workers. The building where I receive my meds and therapy from used to be a huge Mill building.

RescueIsPossible 06-05-2016 01:48 AM

**Curls up in corner *

Can't cope with all these emotions lashing out at everbody....

Eir 06-05-2016 06:40 AM

Cautiously optimistic. I'm now enrolled in all subjects required to graduate. 8 months of study left

Doikers 06-05-2016 11:03 AM

Hi all , how are we all doing?

RescueIsPossible 06-05-2016 12:43 PM

Not great but better than last nightm........ yoursef?

Doikers 06-05-2016 12:53 PM

Far too hot myself

Doikers 07-05-2016 10:55 AM

Hey guys n gals , how are we all today?

Eir 08-05-2016 12:49 PM

Eh. Mothers day without the girl. Bit coldy too. Just a very low sort of flat
Apparently I look happier tho.
It's pretty quiet on the board.
How about you Mark?

Doikers 08-05-2016 01:41 PM

*Safe Hugs Annie* I'm sorry you are flat . Mothers Day was like a month ago here.
I'm drained , my situation is really complex.

RescueIsPossible 08-05-2016 04:22 PM

Doikers can you pm me again you helped alot last time?

so doikers suggested using the thread. so here goes...... i have alot going on and my emotions are just uncontrollable.... in the middle of a custudy battle with my sister and mom over custudy of my 5 year old nephew who my mom currently has custudy of.. well my sister told him durring her time with him wednesday that nobody but her loves him aand hes not allowed to love anyone else or she will be mad at him. now hes upset bc he wants to love my mom and dad and me but now he cant.... im so mad im shaking. he told me this yesterday and i still havent calmed down from it. i dont know how to handle all of this ...... im sorrry for ranting ......

Kahlia1981 09-05-2016 10:53 AM

Sorry for only bringing darkness and gloom.

Too many deaths too close together. Can't hold on.

*finds a corner, sits down and cries*

Doikers 09-05-2016 11:14 AM

Kahlia *Massive Brotherly Hugs* May I sit with you?

Kahlia1981 09-05-2016 11:22 AM

Sure Mark.

Marshmallow. 09-05-2016 11:45 PM

Need to plop myself in here for a while. It's been a rough month.


Doikers 10-05-2016 09:32 AM

Hi AR, *Offer Tea*

How are all my peeps?

That's a tough situation Haile *Glomps* Maybe you could also post it is serious?

RescueIsPossible 10-05-2016 01:11 PM

I already made a thread not many responded except for sying to contact therapist
How are you mark?

Doikers 10-05-2016 02:17 PM

Not Great Haile , How are you today?

Marshmallow. 10-05-2016 02:45 PM


Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 4032260)
Hi AR, *Offer Tea*

How are all my peeps?

That's a tough situation Haile *Glomps* Maybe you could also post it is serious?

Tea would be great, thanks. Feel free to call me Ashley.
I can't decide how I'm feeling today if that makes sense?
How is everyone else doing?


Doikers 10-05-2016 03:37 PM

Welcome to the thread , Ashley :) I'm Mark.

Marshmallow. 10-05-2016 03:42 PM

Thanks, nice to meet you Mark.
How are you? :)


Doikers 10-05-2016 05:50 PM

Ashley , you've caught me in a very stressful and frustrating time of my life . How are you?

Marshmallow. 10-05-2016 06:40 PM

I'm sorry to hear that Mark :( *hugs*
Not doing so great either tbh, having quite a distressing time right now.


Doikers 11-05-2016 09:10 AM

Oh I'm sorry Ashley :( *Glomps* We are here should you wanna talk about it :)

Kahlia1981 11-05-2016 10:49 AM

Hey Ashley. Welcome to the madhouse. I hope you enjoy your stay. ;-) Sorry to hear you aren't going so well. There's pretty much always someone around so feel free to talk/post, find yourself a comfy pillow fort/couch/corner/whatever and just chill around people who won't judge no matter what.

Hey big brother. Sorry that I haven't been around as much. D*mn uni assignments, hospitalisations and all the wheelchair stuff.... *big hugs*

Hiya Haile. Not sure how much has changed since I was last in here for anything much more than a cry in a corner or hiding from the world.

Uni assignment due on Monday and I only just finished getting it typed/drawn up on the laptop and will spend tomorrow ensuring that everything that is supposed to be there is there and that the page spacing makes sense. Fun. Next two days will be interesting and hell. On one hand trialing some wheelchairs and possibly a more suitable walker but Friday it's funeral followed by wake. Too many people lost already this year. *sigh*

The darkness is just trying to pull me in and it would be so easy to let go. I feel like I'm either invisible or the source of everyone's hatred.

*leaves tea, coffee, hot chocolate and brownies on the table*

*heads to her corner and cries*

Doikers 11-05-2016 11:34 AM

Kahlia , You're not invisible and I sure as sure can be don't hate you *Hugs Tight*

Marshmallow. 11-05-2016 02:53 PM

I'm waiting on the crisis team coming round. It's such a waste of time, they don't listen to me. I tell them I'm not coping, I'm not sleeping, I'm literally not doing anything. My entire flat is a mess, I haven't done dishes in a week, I'm running out of clothes. I can't remember the last time I went shopping, I'm surviving on bread my mother gave me and tins of soup.
The crisis team are going to tell me the same thing they always do, I need to go out with friends (who?) or if I go for a walk I'll feel better, I don't think so. I think today will be my last visit from them.
I'm sorry to hear that you guys are also struggling. I wish I had a magic wand to wave and make all of our problems disappear. Kahlia, you are in no way invisible.
*grabs tea and a brownie*


Doikers 11-05-2016 05:00 PM


I need to go out with friends (who?) or if I go for a walk I'll feel better, I don't think so

Marshmallow. 11-05-2016 09:01 PM

At least someone gets it.


Doikers 11-05-2016 11:19 PM

I've been told that rubbish , Ashley.

Was told to "Get out there" by a psych , but not how.

Doikers 12-05-2016 10:46 AM

How are you all today?

Marshmallow. 12-05-2016 02:17 PM

They tell you to do these things like its so easy. The nurse actually said to me I have lots of friends I could spend time with. I literally have 2 people I would call friends. They don't seem to understand that I don't speak to my friends or family about how I'm feeling all the time.
Been prescribed zopiclone so actually had some sleep last night. Other than that I feel upset but empty at the same time.
How is everyone else doing?


Doikers 12-05-2016 03:10 PM

I'm sorry Ashley, it seems the same where ever in the country you are , the CMHT here is a joke.
My only friend has moved away yesterday. This town is dodgy as all hell. Don't drink but "Get out there"

Anyhoo, I'm still here.

Kathryn_Anna 12-05-2016 08:27 PM

Sorry I haven't been here in what seems like forever. I just can't keep up with things.

My youngest is sick. If it weren't for all of our experience with my middle child we would have been sent to be admitted. I've had like 3 referrals for her alone in the last 3 days. On top of the 7 people my middle sees and the 4 people my oldest sees. If I wasn't done adulting before I am so done now! To top things off, hubby is out of town and I had to pick the oldest up from school early because he felt like he was going to pass out.

*curls up with a blanket and pillow to take a nice long nap*

Eir 13-05-2016 10:12 AM

Hello everybody, how's things?
I'm just hiding my brain here.

Marshmallow. 13-05-2016 02:06 PM

Sounds exactly like the CMHT in my area, it's like they don't listen. It makes me not want to open up to them. It's been over a month since I was d/c from hospital and I've still not been seen by the psychiatrist...

RescueIsPossible 13-05-2016 04:22 PM

Hey I'm ok I think. I've been debating suicide alot lately I'll be fine though I always am. What's up with you?
side note does anyone have advice on getting responses from a thread?

Doikers 13-05-2016 05:51 PM

Some threads are slow Haile ..... Sorry idk what to say .

Mind swimming.

Marshmallow. 13-05-2016 08:48 PM

I'm feeling so lonely at the moment. It feels like forever since I last spoke to my ex partner. I miss him so much, without him I spend all my time alone and have no one to speak to. Pathetic, I know.
I have an appointment with my GP on Monday to see if I'm ready to return to work. I need to go back because my sick pay will run out soon but I know that I'm not ready. If someone asks why I have been off I know I will burst into tears.
I just need someone to talk to.
How is everyone else doing?

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