Hey thats pretty cool Sarah , You're Pretty :) *Hugs* Don't be sorry , offline stuff happens to us all and we all feel crap sometimes .

*hugs Ribenalion* (sorry dont know your name)

Mark: I'm confused, because the cats survived. They said they would give them more the next time.... ugh (they also told me not to tell anyone about it) How are you?

It's good that you're cat survived :) *Hugs* I'm tired and going to bed at 7pm heh , I hope to sleep until a reasonable hour tonight.

*Night time Hugs my wardies*

night Mark

Huh. I don't want to hurt anymore and I tried, but letting people within a mile of me just winds up leaving me even more shattered and broken than I was before. No use. Just no use. I just wanted you all to understand. It's not you, it's no one's fault, no one person made me the way I am, and I'll still be here for support but I think it's just easier if I keep to myself from now on. Feelings for me and me only.

Hey everyone *leaves hugs*

*Hugs Lia* I'm always here for you, honey.
*hugs Lore* I'm glad your cats survived. I'm here if you need to talk, my neighbors killed one of my cats once, so I can understand.
*Hugs Mark* Sleep well!
*Hugs Ian* How are you, my dear?

So... I'll be doing homework and stuff all night... fun fun.

im going to bed, but i loves all you guys lots <333
pm/fb always open <3

*huggles all*

Went to my friends wedding yesterday. Was really good. They had stubbie coolers for us all to take home from the reception that said "I stole this from Chris & Zoe's Wedding" with the date lol. Feeling really fragile at the moment. Really, really fragile. Can't stop thinking about doing something incredibly stupid .... Can't really focus too much on anything right now ... Meh.

?? wat r they? *cuddles Kahlia lots*

*sits and cries*
sorry guys I just can't read the 10 pgs I missed...

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Lore*

*Hugs Julie*

*Hugs Kahlia* Please try to be Safe

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Heather I hope you sleep / slept well .

Theres a song and I know it's in my CD collection but I don't remember what it is does anyone know what it is from this lyric?

"Biding my time until the time is right
Biding my time until the time is right"

I really want to listen to it , I am pretty sure it's a male vocal and quite angry.

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Also If no one knows , what folder should I put this question in on RYL? I looked but can't figure it out . Thanks

*Spots and Hugs Julie* :)

*huggles mark*

You could ask in General Chat Mark. Have you tried google or even youtube?

*hug all*

Okay Helen Thanks , Ill ask in general chat first :) *Hugs*

It's a Slipknot song, Mark. Scissors I think it's called.

*Hugs Lindsay* Slipknot!!!!! Of Course , Duh! Thankyou , I have their albums , Hey you must have good music taste , or equal to mine heh :)

What other bands do you like? How are you today?

slipknot is good

*Hugs Louise*How are you?

*Hugs Lindsay* Wow ! what a Question I won't list EVERY band I like but about 10 . here you are
Linkin Park ( And How different is A thousand Suns from Hybrid Theory ? )
Avenged Sevenfold
Tori Amos
Paramore
Red Hot Chilli Peppers.
Flyleaf.
Garth Brooks.
Micheal Jackson.
Eels.
Juliette and the Licks
Heh Pretty electic I guess , What bands do you like ? If it's in your profile I'll look :)

I'm ...okay today signed up on chess.com so that can keep me busy , watched the Grand Prix , Just keeping busy :) How are you?

EDIT:- Darn I can't get the chess to play :(

*hugs mark* glad you are keeping busy today. Slipknot = amazing. I've only seen them like 3 times in concert lol. I used to go to soooo many concerts. Wish I still had the time and money to do so. I love that your music taste is so widespread by the way. People never believe me when I say I will listen to literally everything but country (i hate country lol).

*hugs lindsay*

*hugs helen*

*hugs louise*

*hugs julie*

*hugs heather*

How r all of you? (i was going to type it after every one but it looked ridiculous and redundant lol)

*hugs crimson* you okay? I know you posted last night but here if you need to talk.

So... the 12th turned out to have a good night. I am surprisingly happy about it. I am sooo glad that i let people from work convince me to go out. Sorry I wasn't around yesterday, there was football going on here and then I was trying to catch up with uni work, which i'm still trying to do. So i'll probably be sporadic today. Trying to cling to the feelings of friday night, don't want to fall back into other thoughts again... probably inevitable but I can hold on for a little bit anyway.

*hugs all* how are you?

I had an awesome time with my horse today. It was warm and we went for a long ride around the local zoo.

*Hugs Laura* YEY! that you had a good time :) *Puts on some non-country music for you*

*Hugs Lore* That sounds Cool , I'm a bit afraid of horses though .

*hugs mark* is the chess working now?

hugs everyone because you all deserve it.

no. I dont.

but you do
*hugs louise*

*Hugs Lore* I got a free membership on a different site , can play 3 times in 24 hours I'm won 1 lost 1 . How are you?

*Hugs Louise*How are you?

*hugs mark* I am am going to move out as soon as possible, because my home sucks.
You are playing online chess? I never tried that, cause I don't know how to play.

I am really tired not sleeping well. how are you?

*Hugs Louise* *Makes camomille tea to help you sleep*

Lore, My Grandpa taught me , it's good because you HAVE to think and it's not violent like my console games and I wanted to take my mind off things.

chess is good to take your mind off things

sounds like chess is a good thing to keep your mind busy

*Spots and Hugs Felicia* How are you ?

-hugs all-

It's times like tonight I wish I could take painkillers grrr

Not feeling myself

*hugs Helen*
*Hugs Ian*

Sorry.. I'm low on words recently.
Just... shaken up, I suppose.

its only me though, dont now why i dont just give up. Sorry.

Don't give up. It'll get better *hugs*

Not feeling good. Feel depressed, felt my mood drop. Tempted to do something.

Is anyone around?

Don't hurt yourself Ian. What's wrong??

Sorry. Feeling low :-(

*sits and be's unhappy*

*hugs ian* i hope you managed to stay safe. please don't do anything to yourself. we care about you here and so many others on this site do as well.

*hugs julie* whats wrong?

*hugs helen* sorry you were in pain earlier. you okay?

*hugs felicia* its okay hun. We understand that sometimes its hard to support or even talk about yourself when you are struggling. Here if you need/want to talk.

*hugs lore, mark, and louise*

Its so weird how being with the same people as every other work day can bring me up so very high and drag me down again. I hate that life always has to be a roller coaster. Just thinking again, sorry.

i'm just all depressed and yucky

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Julie*

*Hugs Laura*

I hope you are all okay this morning / evening / night / afternoon / whenever .:)

I dreamt that the whole ward met up last night , but don't remember the details .