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misskitty112 19-08-2011 11:34 PM

*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Crimson*
*Hugs Heather*
*Hugs Mark* <3

PoisonedApple 19-08-2011 11:55 PM

*hugs Felicia*

Cazki 20-08-2011 01:54 AM

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Heather*

frenchhorn 20-08-2011 02:05 AM

*hugs you all*

what a day its been. had GP appt this morning, which was okish, told her that my suicide plan is in less than 2 weeks and she said it may be a good idea to admit me to hospital during that period.
then saw my mate off on the train to the airport as he is off to Italy, was sad that is the last time I will see him.
then had psych appt, she was bloody 35 mins late which seriously made me very anxious, but I forgot how lovely she is and we spoke for over an hour and a half. she wanted to put me in hospital tonight, but I persuaded her not too as I'm now at home with my parents, but she said she will probably want me to go into hospital at some point in the next few weeks, as I was honest and told her the exact date of my suicide plan. she also gave me some new meds for anxiety, which I had to wait 30mins for and resulted in me nearly missing my train, so I had to run from the hospital to the station. then I fell asleep on the train and missed my stop, but got a lovely surprise, cos I thought it was just my mum and sister coming to pick me up, but my 2 best friends from when I used to live at home came too and they had made me a french horn birthday cake (my birthday was in May!!)
I'm now sat here crying cos I realise like my psych said today that this is a goodbye trip aswell, I'll never see my mum or sister again after this weekend.

*curls up* sorry being a bad wardie

Doikers 20-08-2011 01:14 PM

*Hugs Felicia* <3

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Ian*

*HUGE Hugs Oliver* You're not a bad wardie mate . I may be little help but you know my PM box is open :)

frenchhorn 20-08-2011 03:32 PM

*hugs Mark* thank you

*finds Puppy Sinclair and feeds him then walks in the garden*

Doikers 21-08-2011 11:00 AM

*Good Morning Everyone*

frenchhorn 21-08-2011 04:00 PM

*hugs Mark* afternoon how are you?

SoMuchMore 21-08-2011 11:54 PM

*bounces in* Hi everyone! I missed you all last week.

*offers hugs all around and waves hello to the new people*

frenchhorn 22-08-2011 12:04 AM

*hugs Laura* how are you?

misskitty112 22-08-2011 12:13 AM

*hugs ward*
I'm back at uni. I feel lonely and scared. wtf. this isn't even my first year.

frenchhorn 22-08-2011 01:11 AM

*hugs Felicia*

*curls up crying* can't do this anymore, only another week and a half to wait then I'll be free

tifflehan 22-08-2011 01:28 AM

Hi everyone.

frenchhorn 22-08-2011 01:34 AM

Hi Tifflehan *waves* how are you?

tifflehan 22-08-2011 01:37 AM

Tired but cant sleep. You?

frenchhorn 22-08-2011 02:02 AM

depressed and miserable. sorry you can't sleep, that really sucks

tifflehan 22-08-2011 02:08 AM

why you so down?

frenchhorn 22-08-2011 02:18 AM

sucidal and this weekend is the last time I'll see my mum and sister before I go through with my suicide plan.
do you know why you can't sleep?

tifflehan 22-08-2011 02:27 AM

I get like this occasionally. Why the plan?

risenfromperdition 22-08-2011 03:43 AM

hehe. =] like teddy. mineminemine

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