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Doikers 05-09-2010 01:24 PM

I don't know Claire, if I did I'd do it , it would be frustrating if I could feel that today but the depression and meds numb me a lot

I sorry you aren't feeling the best either :( *Hugs*

The One Who 05-09-2010 01:26 PM

Yeah, I know the feeling *hugs* Sorry I can't help.

Doikers 05-09-2010 01:30 PM

I think I'm gonna lay down for a bit.......:S

The One Who 05-09-2010 01:31 PM

*hugs* I hope you feel a bit better, take care of yourself.

shadowedsoul 05-09-2010 02:31 PM

Ccuddles all .
April not sure I jan answear that truthfully right now. Hmm so far I have had no breakfast bread was mouldy so couldnt have it. hmm done 20mins on a cross trainer. Was getting pissed at people saying I should go on it. And saying I put on a bit of weight. =(

taz35 05-09-2010 02:39 PM

*hugs Jill* People should keep stupid comments like that to themselves. I hope you have something to eat and take care of yourself <3

*hugs Claire* I hope your headache goes away soon. And sorry you're not feeling the greatest :(

*hugs Mark* Have a good nap, and I get the feeling about supermarkets. Mind you, I have to work at one so I've grown kind of immune to the crowds =/ But it IS frustrating to have so many people there. Sorry you woke up depressed *extra cuddles*

*hugs April* Thanks... and you're welcome :) How are you doing today?

*hugs Hels* YAY :D Glad you're feeling better!

*hugs Kahlia* What's up hun?

*hugs Lex* I wish I could say something helpful... but nothing comes to mind =/ If you need to vent or whatever, you can always PM me <3

Made it through the night. Ended up cutting, feel really miserable because of it... more details in my r/v, but don't read it unless you're safe... it's kind of triggering =/

*extra huggles for all*

one_step_closer 05-09-2010 03:41 PM

*hugs Kristyn* I'm sorry that you self harmed, remember that you can get back up from this fall. We are all behind you.

Doikers 05-09-2010 04:28 PM

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Taz* I read your R/V thread , just so you know .

*Hugs Lindsay*

SparkleKitten 05-09-2010 04:57 PM

Hi guys, checking in seen as I'm back with family again. Not hungry but got a huge Sunday roast coming my way. Not been able to eat much with the stress and my meds and my gallbladder, and I can gaurantee a row over how little I eat again *sigh*

Glad I've got somewhere nice and safe. Last night was nice but couldn't lift my mood at all, had a bit of a misunderstanding over my mood this morning and things got a bit frosty but sorted now, thankfully.

misskitty112 05-09-2010 05:07 PM

*hugs Taz* I'll read your r/v when I'm feeling a little safer.
*hugs Lindsay*
*hugs Mark* are you feeling any better, dear?
*hugs Sarah* I'm glad you're somewhere safe. I hope you can lift your mood soon.

So.. I'm still sick and my nose hurts. lovely. I think it's a sinus infection. And I feel like crap, and I'm just generally triggery. It doesn't help that I got my hair cut yesterday and have just now decided I don't like it. I'll post pictures so ya'll can see. I'll put it in a hide box so it won't take up so much room.
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* I know the sides look uneven, but they're really not... one side of my hair decided to flip out while the other straightened right, and I can't get them to compromise lol

So.. yeah, there you have it.

Doikers 05-09-2010 05:08 PM

*Hugs Sarah*

Doikers 05-09-2010 05:10 PM

Your new haircut looks very nice Felicia :) I like it *Hugs*

misskitty112 05-09-2010 05:14 PM

Thanks, Mark *hugs*

I'm debating going back to bed or not... My head feels like it's full of pressure.

Doikers 05-09-2010 05:20 PM

My depression seems to have shifted into a general NUMBness Felicia , with a hint of depression lurking . Hmmm Your head feeling like it's full of pressure , is it mental pressure or like your sinus's ?

SparkleKitten 05-09-2010 05:20 PM

Lovely hair.

And thanks for being here guys, feel all nice and safe when I'm posting in here, even if I'm being yelled at. *hugs all*

Doikers 05-09-2010 05:28 PM

Sarah , It's good that you feel nice and safe here :), It's kind of one of the points of the ward .

misskitty112 05-09-2010 05:29 PM

Mark, I'm sorry, I think I prefer straight depression over numbness with a hint of depression. That sucks *hugs*
and, it's both kind of pressure, my sinuses are giving me hell, but I have all sorts of crazy mental things going on too.

*hugs Sarah* I'm glad we make you feel safe.

SparkleKitten 05-09-2010 05:32 PM

*hugs Felicia and Mark* Its nice and calm here, I like it *snuggles up in blanket*

Doikers 05-09-2010 05:38 PM


Mark, I'm sorry, I think I prefer straight depression over numbness with a hint of depression. That sucks *hugs*
I don't know what I prefer *sigh* I spent 3 or 4 hours on my bed but didn't SLEEP sleep . I'm triggered and I'm trying to distract myself , my stew is almost ready maybe if I eat I'll feel better... *Hugs Back*

SparkleKitten 05-09-2010 05:40 PM

Yeah the numb feeling is terrible. Been like that a lot myself recently, straight depression is so much easier for me to deal with than feeling numb.

I hope you're okay, and that you enjoy your stew, stew is tasty :)

MammaMia 05-09-2010 06:48 PM

*cuddles everyone* Sorry we're all struggling so much....

Doikers 05-09-2010 06:55 PM

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Jill* I spot you :)

I gave in and S.I.'d just feel so ...... well my face is warm , flushed sort of . I don't know how I feel , or at least I don't know how to verbalise it :S

shadowedsoul 05-09-2010 06:57 PM

Cuddles all. Hmm had a little bit to eat, not much but but hey. Did another 20mins on the cross trainer. Hmm seams that all I want to do today is excersise. Meh.

misskitty112 05-09-2010 07:20 PM

*hugs everyone*

I am *this* close to giving in. I wish people wouldn't blame me for everything.

SparkleKitten 05-09-2010 07:26 PM

I'm scared of going home tonight. I got to my nans an hour later than usual because we were shopping for an elderly neighbour, but I'm scared of how my mum will react to it. She shouted at me a lot last night over petty things. Sometimes I feel like I'm just being really soft but I'm genuinely terrified of shouting.


Doikers 05-09-2010 07:42 PM

*Hugs Jill* Try not to over exercise , thats really not good for you , you could pull a muscle or something :S

*Hugs Felicia* Please try not to give in :S Whats happened?

*Hugs Sarah* You don't sound soft , people shouting is intimidating .

SparkleKitten 05-09-2010 07:46 PM

Thanks Mark *hugs* just feel like I'm being overly sensitive :(

one_step_closer 05-09-2010 08:01 PM

Helen, how are you?

Jill, please take care.

Mark, how are you feeling now?

Felicia, please stay safe. We are all here for you.

Sarah, shouting is horrible. You're not soft at all.

I'm really triggered to SI and/or overdose. The 'proper' crisis team were supposed to come and see me but they didn't and I don't have their number. I could phone the voluntary crisis service but I don't know what they could do for me.

FlyingNy 05-09-2010 08:08 PM

Please try Linsey, I really don't want you to do anything dangerous or stupid. What is it that's triggered you to feel this way? *Hugs*

You're not being over sensitive Sarah, I hate people shouting at me. When somone starts having a go, I look cool and like I couldn't give a toss on the outside, but on the inside, I'm curling into myself, retreating that little bit further. It's ok to be scared, we're all scared of something. *Hugs*

*Hugs Felicia* What's the matter? Please try to stay safe sweet.

*Hugs Mark* Sorry that you S.I'ed, but try not to beat yourself up about it too much. We all know how hard it is to resist sometimes, and how it's sometimes the only thing that stops you doing something much worse. I hope you feel a little better soon.

*Hugs Jill* exercise can be stress releaving, but like Mark said, try not to over do it. Still, it's a good distraction and better than many things you could otherwise be doing. Take care and I hope you're OK.

*Hugs Helen* How are you today?

Where's April? Have we heard from her today? I've been about, but not very talkative.


The One Who 05-09-2010 08:19 PM

*hugs all those who want or need them* sorry, no individuals.

Doikers 05-09-2010 08:20 PM

I'm still feeling odd , I thought the meds were finally working permanatly, Maybe today is just a blip *Tells self it's a blip*

I haven't noticed April about either Lia Hmmmm Hang on I'll check her facebook page........Hmmm no updates for 19 hours , maybe her internet is down again, it was down for a few days a little while ago :S

FlyingNy 05-09-2010 08:21 PM

I hope so Mark *hugs*

She was on this morning, so that's a relief. Perhaps she's just sick of us lot :P

Hey Claire *hugs* how are you?

SoMuchMore 05-09-2010 08:26 PM

*cuddles everyone*

misskitty112 05-09-2010 08:27 PM

Thanks guys. I'm just getting yelled at a lot over things that aren't my fault. My roommate called me and yelled cause a. I went home for the three day weekend and b. I told her our minicourse professor added another book (so she could get the book before the course started. Excuse me for being nice), my mom has called and yelled at me today cause I made no move to stay at her house over the three day weekend. I have tons and tons of work, and mom never lets me do it... she accuses me of being antisocial. Excuse me for caring about my grades. And my grandparents are in a bad mood and have snapped at me over everything. It's stupid really, but I don't feel good, my head feels like a giant balloon has inflated inside it and it's going to force my eyeballs out of my head, my throat hurts, I'm overwhelmed by my list of tasks (even though I've accomplished a lot since yesterday), and I don't want to have to feel like everyone hates me for making decisions and being nice.

SparkleKitten 05-09-2010 08:33 PM

*hugs everyone*

MammaMia 05-09-2010 08:36 PM

Ward's moving really fast again...

Doikers 05-09-2010 08:38 PM

*Hugs Felicia* That royally sucks :( *Slowly deflates the balloon in your head*

SoMuchMore 05-09-2010 08:41 PM

*hugs helen* i know.. thats why i didnt do individuals.. plus there have been a bunch of pages since yesterday. How r u doing?

Doikers 05-09-2010 08:43 PM

I'm tearing up for the 2nd time today and I don't know why :S

*Hugs Laura*

SparkleKitten 05-09-2010 08:47 PM

*hugs Mark* I hope you're okay

I'm so terrible with names :( Have to keep checking everyones profile, my memory is so bad at times.

SoMuchMore 05-09-2010 08:49 PM

*hugs mark* i'm sorry.. u okay?

*hugs ribenalion* i can't remember if i've introduced myself but I'm Laura. Its hard to keep track of everyone's name. No worries.

The One Who 05-09-2010 08:49 PM

I'm terrible at names too, takes me ages to be able to remember.

Doikers 05-09-2010 08:50 PM

Sarah you will get the hang of everyones names :) *Hugs*
I just twice today have come close to crying and haven't , I dunno whats going on!! It's weird . Sorry

SparkleKitten 05-09-2010 08:51 PM

Phew, I'm not alone then :)

Hi Laura, I'm Sarah *hugs*

Hi Claire *hugs*

My wrist is hurting again, xray showed nothing so I'm not sure why it persists in giving me trouble :(

Edit: *hugs Mark*

The One Who 05-09-2010 08:54 PM

It could be like RSI? If you spend a lot of time typing your wrist can end up hurting.

shadowedsoul 05-09-2010 08:55 PM

Cuddles all. I'm such a stuiped bit@h. Dives under blankets and shuts out the world.

SparkleKitten 05-09-2010 08:57 PM

I have a previous joint condition of questionable diagnosis, its a toss up between Fibromyalgia and Psoriatic Arthiritis depending on what my specialist finds in October (initially got diagnosed with Arthiritis on the condition mum had it, but her diagnosis changed and the arthiritis doesn't skip generations so I may be off the hook with a less bad condition) so they get sore from time to time but I'd done some soft tissue damage in my sleep the other week and I think I aggrivated it lifting shopping today.

*offers shadowedsoul a nice soft blanket* hope you're okay, I'm Sarah *hugs if okay*

FlyingNy 05-09-2010 08:57 PM

*Wraps blanket around shoulders and sits against the wall, hugging knees and whimpering.*

Doikers 05-09-2010 09:01 PM

*Hugs Jill* You are neither stupid nor a bitch , Whats made you feel that?

*Hugs Lia*You okay there?

Doikers 05-09-2010 09:04 PM

*Glomps April* The Glompee has become the Glomper ! :P

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